LOGINJARRETT
The league office smelled like bleach and old money. I hated it so much in here. Helena was sitting next to me, her back straight and her hands folded on the table. She looked like a blade in the suit I bought her yesterday because hers didn’t fit right anymore. She hadn’t slept either. I could tell by the way her jaw ticked every 10 seconds. Across from us was Brent. He’d gained weight. Or maybe he just looked bigger because Vanessa was sitting behind him, one hand on his shoulder like she owned him. She wore all white like she was mourning something. My wolf hated her and hated the way she smelled like lies. “Mr. Brooks. Ms. Callahan,” the commissioner started. “This is an internal hearing regarding allegations of species-related instability and conduct unbecoming. Let’s keep this civil.” Brent’s lawyer stood with his $800 suit and a teeth that was white. “Commissioner. Board. We appreciate you hearing us on short notice.” He slid a folder across the table. “We have new evidence that speaks directly to Ms. Callahan’s fitness for a management role in the league.” My stomach dropped when the lawyer opened the folder. “These are medical records from March of last year.” He paused for effect, then, “Ms. Callahan suffered a miscarriage. At 14 weeks while married to Mr. Callahan.” The room went silent. Helena went pale but she didn’t flinch. “According to her attending physician,” the lawyer continued, in a soft, sympathetic voice, “the patient presented with severe emotional distress, insomnia, and what he termed ‘unstable decision-making in the months following.’” He looked at Helena like he was sorry...like he hated to do this. “My client, Mr. Callahan, has carried this burden privately for a year,” he said. “But we cannot in good conscience allow someone with this level of personal trauma and instability to oversee young athletes. Especially when coupled with the recent...revelation that she is an unregistered wolf.” Brent put his face in his hands like the grieving husband. Perfect timing. I could smell the smug and the relief on him. Vanessa smirked behind him. They thought they’d won. My vision went red around the edges. They took the worst night of her life and turned it into a PowerPoint. My wolf surged forward to protect Helana from all this but I gripped the edge of the table until my knuckles went white. If I shifted here, in front of humans, in front of cameras, Helena would lose everything. “Mr. Brooks,” the commissioner said. “Are you alright?” “I'm fine,” I ground out. Helena’s hand found my knee under the table and squeezed once. But the moment I exhaled, my eyes found Made Merrick at the back row sitting like he was at a board meeting. Then his eyes flicked to Helena. I could tell he too wanted this, he wanted her to break and he wanted her to run. When Helena saw him too, I felt her go still. “May I speak?” she asked in a calm voice. Her lawyer jumped up. “Ms. Callahan, we have a statement prepared...” “I’m not using it,” she said without bothering to look at him. The commissioner blinked. “Ms. Callahan, this is highly irregular...” “You just entered my medical records into evidence in an employment hearing,” Helena said. “I think we passed irregular 5 minutes ago.” She walked to the front of the room without any notes or lawyer. Brent looked up with a confused on his face while the smirk on Vanessa’s face faltered. “First,” Helena said. “Yes. I had a miscarriage. It was the worst day of my life. And you’re right. I wasn’t okay for a long time after.” A few board members shifted uncomfortably in their seats. “But you know what I was?” she continued. “I was coaching. I was running drills at 5am. I was keeping 22 kids alive on the ice while my husband was cheating on me with his assistant.” She turned and pointed right at Vanessa. “And while he was embezzling from this league.” Vanessa gasped. “How dare...” “Sit down,” Helena said it in a way that made the room obey. Kade leaned forward in the back. “Second,” Helena said. “You want to talk about instability? Let’s talk about the $2.3 million missing from the West Coast affiliate’s travel budget last season. The same season Brent was GM.” The lawyer stood. “Objection...” “There is no objection,” Helena cut in. “Because I’m not in court. I’m in a hearing. And I’m asking the board a question.” She looked at each of them, one by one. “Do you want to audit my therapy records? Or do you want to audit his expense accounts?” Everywhere went silent. “Because I have receipts,” she said. “Hotel charges in Vegas during ‘scouting trips.’ Shell companies registered to Vanessa’s brother. Bonuses paid to players who never made the roster.” She pulled a USB from her pocket and set it on the table. “I made copies,” she said. “In case this hearing was about something other than my uterus.” Brent shot to his feet. “That’s confidential...” “That’s fraud,” Helena said. “And if you want to talk about emotional instability, we can talk about the man who forged my signature 6 times and then blamed it on grief.” She turned back to the board. “I’m also the best coach you have. And I’m not unstable. I’m angry. There’s a difference.” she said and sat back down. The room didn’t breathe for a full 10 seconds. The commissioner cleared his throat. “We... we will need to review the materials Ms. Callahan submitted.” “Take your time,” Helena said. “We’ll wait.” Brent was already red while Vanessa was texting furiously under the table. And Kade? Kade was smiling like he’d just seen something interesting. He stood, tipped his head to Helena, and walked out.Jarrett's povI was sitting in the chair next to Helena's bed because I hadn't slept and I wasn't about to, not when her breathing kept catching like she was drowning on dry land, and then she woke up screaming like something was tearing her apart from the inside out and I didn't know how to stop it. Her skin was splitting along her ribs and shoulders, thin red lines opening up where fur tried to push through. I could see it, I could see the white of bone and then the dark of blood and then something else underneath, something that wasn't human. She was burning up, 104 and climbing, the thermometer kept beeping and the nurses kept looking at me like I did it. "Get her to St Mercy," I said, and my voice came out wrong, too rough, "now". St Mercy was a human hospital, white tiles and that fake lemon smell that made me sick. The Council law said no humans for wolf injuries but Council law wasn't going to keep her breathing, so I carried her, and wrapped her in a blanket because sh
Helena's pov The air down here tasted like rust and antiseptic.I shouldn't have been behind that glass. Council protocol said family is a liability. But Jarrett pulled rank. Or maybe he broke it. With him, the difference had always been thin.In the room below, Vanessa sat at a steel table. Silver cuffs locked her wrists to the bolts. They were already working. Her skin was red and blistered where the metal touched her. Blood ran in thin lines down her forearms and dripped onto the concrete.She looked small and nothing like the woman who had smiled at my baby shower and told me the cramps were normal.“Start talking,” the Elder said. His voice was flat. He wasn’t asking.Vanessa’s eyes darted to the camera. To me. She knew I was there. “I can’t—”“You can,” Jarrett said beside me. His voice didn’t shake. That was worse. “Or we let the silver do the rest.”A sob broke out of her. It was ugly. Real. “Okay! Okay, please. Take them off.”The Elder didn’t move. “Talk.”And she did. Word
Helena's POV I was in the ice rink alone at 2am when it happened. It was just me, the Zamboni lines and the sounds of my skates carving circles because I couldn’t sleep. My phone lit up. When I picked it up, I didn't realize there was forty seven texts waiting for me all from people I hadn’t talked to in a year. I couldn't help notice Mara's text message asking if I was truly okay. Of course I wasn't. But as I scrolled through the text messages, I realized she wasn't just asking about my well being. It had something to do with Vanessa. I clicked on the message from an unknown number and that was when I saw it. Vanessa was standing there with a cream dress and a hand on her stomach with Brent’s hands on her shoulders like he owned her. I read the text below. They were expecting a child together, they had lost one before and this one was a miracle. The rink went silent. Even the hum of the lights sounded loud.I pressed my palm to my own stomach. The thin, white scar was still t
Vanessa's POVI picked the dress on purpose because it had cream silk and an empire waist. It had the kind of cut that whispered instead of scream. It was tight enough that the cameras would ask questions in the comments, and loose enough that I could still say “oh this old thing” and laugh like it was nothing.My hair was down, combed straight and glossy. I spent 40 minutes on it. I applied a bright red lipstick on my lips before putting on the diamond studs that Brent bought me last Christmas when he was still pretending he loved me more than the headlines and the brand deals. The balcony of the Langley penthouse was perfect. The golden hour bled across the city skyline behind me. You could see the river and the stadium lights in the distance. A ring light was hidden in the potted ficus so I wouldn’t look washed out. I’d told the housekeeper to leave it there. She did without asking why.Brent stood behind the camera with his phone in his hand. He hated doing this. He said it fel
Helena’s POVThe buzzer hit and the world went white. Not literally, but the noise, the lights, the confetti cannons from the rafters all slammed into me at once. I stood behind the bench with my clipboard still in my hand like an idiot, because for three periods I’d been timing line changes and trying not to throw up from nerves. Now the clipboard was useless. The game was over. We won.The team poured onto the ice. Their helmets were off, they threw their gloves, grown men were screaming like kids. Jarrett was in the middle of it, his jersey was soaked, his hair was plastered to his forehead, and that grin breaking across his face that I’d seen in practice but never like this. A reporter shoved a mic in my face. “Ms. Helena! As team manager, how does it feel?” I opened my mouth and nothing came out. Then I laughed. “It feels like we earned it. Every single person in that room earned it.”They let me go. I was supposed to stay professional, stay on the sidelines. Be the executiv
Helena’s POVThe first thing I noticed when I stepped into the studio was the smell of cold coffee, hairspray, and that faint plastic scent of studio lights that had been on too long. It smelled like every interview I’d ever done, except this one felt different. This one felt like a trap.“Helena, we’re so excited to have you,” the producer said, touching my elbow like we were old friends. “Just a quick chat that'll be light and fun. We’ll talk about the reforms, the new policies, and… you know… Jarrett’s run.”She said his name and my jaw ticked. I smiled anyway. I had gotten very good at smiling when I wanted to flip a table.“Of course,” I said. “Whatever you want.”That was a lie. Three months earlier the league had been on fire. Emails had been leaked, executives were fired, and players were caught in contracts that shouldn’t have existed. I was the one who walked into the boardroom with a 200-page report and didn’t blink when half the room tried to call me emotional. I was th







