Chapter forty-four

[Christmas]

     It's been four hours since Duke left to work at the company. I stuck myself here in our room, staring in the cellphone of auntie, hoping it'll still work but seems it's already gave up. I feel bored and helpless here in the house. I feel like I only got myself in this situation which is true. Auntie is gone who I thought will be my hope and Carlos wasn't yet here and it seems that thing he is doing is more important than me. I'm sick to be here and I am thinking about my baby. I don't want Duke to find this out and do the same thing what he did to our baby. I will not let him over my dead body.

     I stayed another hour in the room before I decided to goes out because the boredom already strike me. As I goes out, I suddenly stopped, looking at the other room where our baby should be by now if she was still alive. I ain't have the feeling of fear now in going inside that is why I decided to enter. I