LOGINSunesis's POV
Days rolled into weeks, and for everyday, consistently, just right before my shift, the mystery man showed up. I had decided to label him mystery man, since he had refused to share his name. Our routines were mainly the same, have a drink while we talked, he asked questions about me, and listened patiently while I talked, though I deliberately left some things out, as I couldn't divulge my real identity. He cracked jokes, and we laughed, on other days we both sat in comfortable silence, while we slowly sipped from our drinks, and there were days he taught me to play the game of chess, and explained how every move he made could be applicable in real life scenarios. I couldn’t help but wonder how a man like him could simply want us to talk and then offer me such a huge amount of money when I was assigned to him, without asking for my body or expecting any form of intimacy in return. A part of me wanted to see his face, but I knew I couldn't make such requests. If i asked to see his, he would likely ask to see mine in return. “Earth to Sable,” he flicked his fingers in front of me, pulling me back into the reality of the game in front of me. I stared at the chess board carefully, as one wrong move could end it. “Checkmate,” I squealed as I captured his Queen. “You're improving,” he nodded approvingly, as he took a sip from his drink. “Your name isn't Sable, is it?” The question was so random and unexpected, it startled me. My entire body froze, as his eyes watched me intently from the mask. “Why do you think it's not?” I asked calmly, as I regained myself. “I've had my suspicions, and your reaction just now, confirmed it,” “Hmm,” I muttered, and sipped from my drink, “And your name isn't mystery man is it?” “Mystery man?” He chuckled, “Really, Sable,is that the best you could come up with?” “Well, what would you have suggested?” I tilted my head sideways. He scoffed, and leaned back on his chair, but didn't say another word, we spent the remaining minutes left of my shift in silence. “Well, I guess my time here is up,” I announced, just as the timer went off. “Yeah, unfortunately so,” he muttered. I smiled under my mask, and walked out of the room. I paused in front of the door that led to the stage, hearing the loud music blasting from inside. It had been weeks since I had been up there, and I had the mystery man to thank for that. I continued my walk to the changing room, changed, and headed home. The next morning I stood in front of the broken mirror in our apartment as I dressed. I had made a mental note of changing the mirror, but something kept obstructing my plan. I paired a big black corporate pants with a white shirt, and as usual, threw on a massive grey sweatshirt that swallowed my entire frame and covered my scars, my glasses, and pulled my hair up into a messy bun. I kissed my grandmother goodbye, “Have a nice day,” she called after me, as I rushed out. I glanced at the door of apartment 4b briefly, before rushing downstairs. I had barely been seeing Jay these days, I guess it was because I had to walk overtime in the office , and head straight for the club, as soon as I returned. I got to the company, and waited by the elevator for Blake's arrival. He let out a long hiss, as soon as the elevator doors opened, and he set his gaze on me. “Having to see you so early in the morning, has to be my worst nightmare,” he groaned, as he tossed his bag and coat my way. “How can someone look so hideous in the morning?” He muttered under his breath, but it was loud enough for me and the others around to hear. “Your coffee, Sir,” I placed the mug on his table, as soon as he was settled in his office. He took one sip, and spat the entire thing out, “Do you not know how to do anything right?” He yelled, and I flinched, stepping back. “Are you still standing there? Get this sorry excuse of a coffee out of my sight, you daft thing,” “I’m sorry, Sir,” I bowed slightly, and made to walk out. “And tsunami,” I bit my lips, as I fought to stop myself from telling him, my name wasn't tsunami. “Hide your face from me for the rest of today,” he added, as he typed away furiously on his keyboard. I let out a sigh, as I slid into my chair. He had been really cranky these days, and I had a good guess why, I leaned back into my chair and shut my eyes. It was probably pent up frustration, from not seeing Sable for weeks, my manager had told me he had been demanding for me. Footsteps approaching my desk, made me snap my eyes open immediately. I noticed a lady in front of me, one I hadn't seen before. I sized her up immediately, she was dressed in a skimpy gown, wild makeup, and heels that were exaggeratedly long. “How may I help you?” I asked calmly. “I’m here to see Blake,” “Do you have an appointment?” “Yes,” she responded immediately. “Name please,” “Samantha,” she licked her lips, as she spoke… I confirmed her appointment, and let her in. Just a few minutes later, a file that urgently needed Blake's signature was brought in, and I had to give it to him I made a heavy breathe, mentally preparing for whatever hailstone he was going to rain on me. I froze in my spot, as soon as I pushed the door open. The lady was bent over, while Blake stood behind her, thrusting into her wildly, her moans filled the entire room. The only reason I couldn't hear them well from outside was the fact that the door was sound proof. Blake, looked up at me, and a smirk curved its way up his lips, as he stepped back, spread her up on his table, sending everything crashing down, and took her there, while maintaining eye contact with me. I staggered back, and the files slipped from my hands as I hurriedly closed the door back. Immediately after the intercom button came on, and I could hear their moans from my seat, Blake was deliberately taunting me. I blocked my ears with my hand, as tears slipped down my cheeks, I felt the love I had for him, snap out of place. That evening, as I walked home, tears clouded my vision, I kept staggering as I walked, my heart felt like it was going to be ripped out of its place. My chest tightened, and my palm became sweaty. I was in a gaze, when I got pulled into a dark alley, my eyes widened, as three guys in masks appeared before me, and gripped me trying to pin me to the ground, I tried, as hard as I could to kick back, but I didn't stand a chance against the three of them, so I gave in. They pulled my sweatshirt over my head, and almost ripped my shirt off, when someone hit them from behind, a fierce fight ensued and before long, the three guys were on the ground. I looked up to see Jay, standing before him, he knelt before me quickly, and pulled me into his arms. It was as if a dam broke open inside me, as tears rushed down my cheeks, though I couldn’t help but wonder how he had shown up at the perfect moment. “What's wrong, Sunesis?” he asked quietly, as he realized this was more than just shock from the incident. I stared at him blankly, unsure of how to tell him that I was broken because I saw my boss who I wasn't even dating, with another lady.Sunesis's POVMy entire body went rigid with shock. My eyes widened as I darted from the body on the ground, to the men around me, to the man who had just stepped in.My heart stopped beating, and my jaw dropped.How…I rubbed my sweaty palms on my clothes, trying to get them dry, but it wasn’t working.I gulped hard to wet my parched throat.I blinked rapidly, trying to make sure I wasn’t seeing things.Cause I had to be hallucinating. It couldn’t actually be real, could it?I sized him up from head to toe and back.It was him, sure enough.Standing before me in black boots and a leather jacket was the same man who had occupied my thoughts for weeks.“Jay…” I called slowly.He glanced my way, his face ice cold.His eyes had darkened, and the aura around him screamed danger. He looked absolutely nothing like the friendly neighbor who had gone out of his way to help me.His glare bore holes through my skin. My body heated up under his gaze, and I could feel myself shrinking beneath it.
Sunesis's POVMy hands trembled at my sides as his eyes traveled down my body. I turned my face away forcefully, but he gripped my chin tightly, forcing me to look at him.A wave of disgust washed over me as he turned my face from side to side, studying me with the patience of a predator sizing up its prey.The strong stench of alcohol on his breath churned my stomach and made bile rise in my throat.I gagged and fought the urge to throw up at his feet. I had never been able to tolerate alcohol. Even its smell alone was enough to make me nauseous.Two emotions battled within me, fear and disgust, each struggling to overpower the other.I clenched my fists. I wasn’t going to accept this.I couldn’t let anyone find me here, especially not in this position with this bastard who clearly had no manners.“You’re beautiful,” he muttered.He leaned in to kiss my neck, but I scrunched my nose in disgust and leaned away. He groaned in frustration and raised his hand to slap me.I ducked, lifted
Sunesis’s POV I looked around the room. It looked exactly the same way it had the last day I had been there. A pang of pain shot across my chest as I took in the ambience of the room. The loud music from the living room blasted through the walls, but inside, it seemed kind of peaceful, like there was some kind of presence here. I walked toward the closet and found it still full. He didn’t even bother to pack, almost as if the things in the room weren’t important. Nothing had shifted. Or maybe he had plans to return, but his cousin had… I shook the thought from my mind. I wasn’t about to let myself settle into the illusion that Jay was coming back. Because I knew it would only hurt more when he didn’t. I picked up a shirt and slowly brought it to my nose, catching a whiff of Jay’s scent. The combination of oak and sandalwood I had come to love. I hadn’t realized how much I missed it until now. I settled on the bed. Just like the first time, it felt cool and comforting agai
Sunesis’s POVI sniffed and inhaled deeply, clearing my throat afterward.I didn’t want my voice to sound broken or weak. I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of knowing I was at my lowest. Never. I could kneel for the manager at the club, beg the men who brought the quit notice, but never would I lower myself for Blake.He had proven over the years that he wasn’t worth shit.Not a teardrop, not a single plea, nothing. I had long grown out of making excuses for the fucking bastard.“You’ll call a thousand times, Blake, and you’ll get the same response every time.” I paused, each word spoken slowly, my voice steady.I sounded calmer than I actually felt, but that was the plan. I couldn’t let him figure out that a storm had broken loose inside me and that I was struggling to keep myself together.How I could even form a full sentence without tearing up was a mystery I couldn’t fully understand, but I guess that’s just something rage does to you.“No, Blake. No… I’m not going to be your
Sunesis’s POV The shrill sound of my alarm clock rang persistently, piercing through my subconscious and pulling me back from the dream world to reality. I let out a groan as I reached for the damned thing to shut it off. The silence that followed was a blessed relief, but it was short-lived. I had barely shut my eyes and drifted off when the ringing started all over again. “For goodness’ sake, can’t a girl get a moment of sleep before the day begins?” I muttered and reached for the alarm, shutting it off. I shut my eyes again, but sleep wasn’t forthcoming, so I lay on my bed, wide awake, staring at the damp ceiling. The sound of raindrops hitting the roof echoed through my room like hammers striking nails. I let out a sigh and pulled the duvet over myself as the chill seeped into my bones. I shifted on the bed, and a sharp pain shot through my ribs. Seconds had turned into minutes, minutes into hours, and hours into days. In the blink of an eye, a week had passed since
Sunesis’s POV I tilted my head sideways, my hand still hovering over the doorknob.I turned slowly to look at Blake, whose face was smug. The man was so used to getting what he wanted that a single “no” from me infuriated the hell out of him. Back then, he had no hold over me, so he took the rejection with disappointment and found someone or something else to lash out on.But now, he had leverage. He was smart, I’d give him that.Cutting me off from my other source of income and hanging my position here over my head as a threat, so I had no choice but to fall to my knees and beg.“I mean every word of it,” his words pierced through my train of thought, snapping me back to reality.“And you know I don’t go back on my words, ever… I won’t start now,” he sneered.I let out a sigh. “Okay,” I muttered with a single nod and pushed the door open.“If you walk out of this office, the offer is off the table, and you’re officially fired.”I glanced at him one last time and walked out the door.







