LOGINCHAPTER 7
ADRIEN
The knock came mid-morning. A single, sharp rap on the door.
I didn’t bother answering. Just rolled over in bed, face pressed to the silk pillow, my body curled in the tangle of sheets. I hadn’t really slept. Not after the dream—or the memory. Whatever the hell it was.
Another knock. Then the door opened without waiting.
“Package for you,” came Damon’s voice.
I groaned. “What, no breakfast in bed? What is this, prison?”
He tossed a box onto the foot of the bed. “Would you like a bell too, princess?”
I dragged myself up slowly, not bothering to cover my bare chest. “Only if you’ll crawl in on your knees when I ring it.”
Damon muttered something under his breath that sounded like why does he talk so much and left, slamming the door behind him.
Typical.
I turned to the package.
It was sleek. Unmarked. Suspicious as hell.
I peeled it open. Inside: two phones. Brand new. Latest models. Already charged, already powered on. Clean interface. No instructions. Just…there.
Luca’s idea of a gift.
And I wasn’t stupid. Tapped. Tracked. Probably even recording my breath.
Still. I’d begged for connection, and the devil had delivered.
“Thanks, Daddy Moretti,” I muttered, twisting one of the phones in my hand.
I kept one. Hid the other under a floorboard I’d pried up two days ago. This place was old in some parts, new in others. Rich men’s homes always had a skeleton or two in the woodwork.
I opened a blank app—on the surface, a music player. But I’d written it myself years ago. Touch the corners in a pattern and it opened a shell. A message prompt.
ADR: u alive?
Sent to: RAY//BURN
I stared at the screen. Waited.
Nothing.
My jaw tightened. I typed again.
ADR: plz just one ping. Anything.
Still nothing.
I powered the screen off.
Boredom crept in like rot. I wandered the halls in silk, the scent of Luca’s cologne clinging to the walls like a ghost. Woodsy, crisp, expensive. It made me sick how easily I recognized it now.
The mansion was a fortress. Armed men. Unmarked doors. Eyes that followed every step.
I gave them a show. Winks. Smirks. I even moaned once walking past a particularly stiff guard just to watch him flinch.
They wanted fear. I gave them spectacle.
But inside? Inside I was spiraling. Fracturing.
I couldn’t let anyone see it. Not them. Not Luca.
Especially not Luca.
That night, the silence was unbearable. I tried music. Books. Anything. But the walls pressed in like they knew something I didn’t.
So I laid back, arms spread wide, letting the dark take me.
And then—
Dark water. Screams. My name.
A flash of light.
A gunshot.
And blood.
So much blood.
I jerked awake, gasping, drenched in sweat. My throat raw from a scream I didn’t remember letting out. My pulse slammed through me like a war drum.
But I didn’t cry.
I never cry.
My hand trembled as I reached for the phone again.
Still no reply.
I stared at the message. My vision blurred, burned.
“Come on,” I whispered. “Just tell me you saw this…”
The next morning, I was silk-clad and smiling.
The maid blinked at me when she walked in.
“Good morning,” I said, voice chipper. “How’s the weather outside my gilded cage?”
She didn’t answer. Just set down the tray. Pancakes. Eggs. Fruit carved into shapes like it mattered.
I grinned. “You know, if you’d like to poison me, I’d recommend starting with the coffee. I’ll never say no to coffee.”
Still silent.
I leaned back against the chair, letting the robe slide slightly down my shoulder. “You’re not much for conversation, are you?”
“Do you require anything else, sir?” she said quietly.
“Sir,” I repeated. “Wow. So formal. Makes me feel important.”
She started to leave.
“Wait.”
She froze.
“Can I get a few books?” I asked. “Preferably something that doesn’t end in tragedy. Unless it’s about rich men falling in love with charming, kidnapped strangers. I hear that genre’s hot right now.”
She gave me the smallest blink before nodding once and exiting.
I sighed, stabbing a strawberry with the fork.
What the hell was I doing?
Every laugh felt fake. Every smirk, forced. The performance was getting heavier.
I wasn’t this person.
Or maybe I was. Maybe I’d become him.
But God—I hated him.
Hours passed. I curled up on the window seat, staring out at nothing. The phone buzzed once—I lunged for it.
Nothing. Just a network ping.
Not a message. Not a miracle.
I pressed my forehead to the glass. I wasn’t sure how long I stayed like that.
Long enough that when footsteps sounded, I didn’t even flinch.
“You look like a kicked puppy,” Damon said behind me.
I glanced at him. “Is this you checking in? That’s almost sweet.”
He walked in, eyed the food tray I’d barely touched. “Still playing the part?”
“Better than being the tragic hostage, don’t you think?” I turned back to the window. “No one likes a crier.”
Damon leaned on the wall. “You’re not what I expected.”
“Flattered.”
“Luca’s watching you, you know.”
“I figured. Does he like the show?” I looked back over my shoulder, letting the light catch just right on my cheekbone. “Do tell him I’m open for reviews.”
“You’re going to get yourself killed,” he muttered.
“Not if I keep being entertaining.”
He stared at me for a moment longer, then left.
I curled tighter in the seat.
By the time night came, I was wearing a different silk robe, this one navy blue. The room smelled like linen and something richer—Luca had walked past earlier, and the scent still lingered.
I hated that I noticed.
I hated how he looked at me like he was dissecting every inch. That cold, clinical stare that somehow still managed to feel…hungry.
I wanted to scratch that look off his face. Or maybe… maybe I wanted him to look harder.
I didn’t know anymore.
I lay in bed, eyes open, staring at the ceiling.
“You’re not scared,” I whispered aloud, echoing the words they all seemed so obsessed with.
Maybe I wasn’t.
Maybe I was just numb.
Maybe I was already gone.
CHAPTER 104ADRIENI stood there like a fool, staring at the space Adrien had just vanished into.My chest felt like someone had carved it open with his knife instead of the man I’d been hunting.Cold. That was the word. He’d looked at me like I was a stranger. Not the boy I’d bled for. Not the boy I’d held at night, swearing I’d never let anyone break him.He looked at me like I was just another enemy to cut down.And maybe I was.“Fuck.” The word tore out of me, low, bitter. I leaned back against the wall, dragging a hand down my face.I knew I’d fucked up. I’d known it the moment I let him walk out of my house nearly a year ago, his eyes wet and his lips trembling, begging me not to believe the lies.And I hadn’t listened.I chose ghosts over him. I chose my sister’s death over the living breathing man who had stood in front of me.Now he was ice. A blade. And I was the one bleeding for it.I replayed his voice in my head. I don’t give a fuck about your sister.He meant it.The boy
CHAPTER 103ADRIEN The job was clean. In and out. One bullet, one knife, silence. Another name off Lucien’s list.I wiped the blade on the man’s jacket before sliding it back into my coat. My pulse was steady, my mind clear. No hesitation, no guilt. Just work.I opened the door, stepping back into the dim hallway.And froze.Someone blocked my path.Tall. Broad shoulders. Sharp suit.I looked up.My heart stopped. Then it slammed back into motion so hard I thought it might tear through my ribs.Luca.He didn’t look surprised. He looked like a man who’d been waiting for this moment.His eyes burned into me, unreadable, sharp enough to cut. And then, in that low voice I used to know too well—“So it is you.”I swallowed. My fingers curled tight around the hilt of my knife.But my face didn’t flinch. My voice came out flat, cold. “Do I know you?”His jaw clenched. “Don’t do that.”“I said move.”He didn’t.“Adrien—”“Don’t say my name.” My knife slid out, gleaming under the hallway ligh
CHAPTER 102LUCAThe next morning smelled of smoke and blood.I stood in the middle of the wreckage, glass crunching under my shoes. The car that had blown only hours ago was still smoldering. One of my men was dead. Another clung to life in a hospital bed.Damon stood beside me, jaw tight. “Russians.”Matteo’s voice was darker. “They’re pushing.”I pulled a cigarette from my pocket, lit it, and took a long drag. My nerves were too sharp to go without. “They’re testing me.”Matteo glanced at me. “What do you want to do?”I exhaled smoke, bitter. “I’m done playing nice.”Back at the house, I gathered my men. The room buzzed with fury, with whispers of war.One of my lieutenants slammed his fist against the table. “Boss, the Russians crossed a line. If we don’t answer, everyone will think we’re weak.”I leaned back in my chair, swirling the glass of whiskey in my hand. My voice cut through the room. “Weak?” I smirked coldly. “Do I look weak to you?”Silence. Heads dropped. No one dared
CHAPTER 101LUCAI hadn’t slept properly in months.Not since Adrien.The whiskey glass in my hand sweated against my palm as I stared at the city lights outside my office window. My house was quiet, too quiet. Matteo and Damon had stopped filling the silence. Alexis lingered still, even though I’d made it clear I didn’t want her. She was noise I didn’t care for.The front doors slammed open. Heavy boots thundered across marble floors.I didn’t move.The voice came next, thick, Russian, like gravel grinding against concrete.“Where is she?”I turned slowly, glass still in hand. The man filled the room like a shadow — tall, scarred, eyes sharp with violence. Four men followed him, armed, faces like stone. His presence stank of blood and power.Alexis froze in the hallway behind me, her face draining of color.“Ah,” he sneered, pointing at her. “There you are, moya zhena.” My wife. His voice cracked like a whip. “You’ve embarrassed me long enough. Pack your things. You’re coming back.”
CHAPTER 100ADRIEN The boardroom smelled like polished wood and coffee. The long glass table reflected the numbers glowing on the giant screen behind me. I sat at the head, black suit crisp, my fingers drumming lightly against the armrest of my chair.“Begin,” I said.Finance stood first. A nervous man in wire glasses adjusted his tie, clearing his throat. “Sir, as of this morning, combined revenue across all departments is nine hundred and sixty million dollars. Pending transactions will push us over a billion within forty-eight hours.”The room rippled with low gasps.I didn’t flinch. I leaned back in my chair, voice even. “Break it down.”Food division’s head — a short, sharp woman named Ms. Carter — stood. “Food and consumer products are leading. The lunchbox campaign alone earned us over two hundred million. We’re now in talks with schools and daycare chains nationwide.”I gave her a single nod. “Noted. Civil engineering?”Mr. Daniels, tall and stiff, spoke next. “Three new gove
CHAPTER 99ADRIANThe apartment was quiet. Too quiet.The city lights stretched out beneath me, but inside, the silence pressed heavy on my chest. Tomorrow was the launch. The press, the cameras, the world watching. Everyone believed in me. They clapped, they laughed, they said they’d follow me anywhere.And yet here I was. Alone.I threw my suit jacket on the couch, pulled at the tie around my neck, and let it fall to the floor. My reflection in the glass wall stared back — sharp, handsome, unrecognizable. A man sculpted into perfection.“Is this what you wanted?” I muttered at the glass. My voice sounded hoarse, almost mocking. “Look at you. Pretty face. Sharp bones. Expensive clothes. They love you now, huh? They scream your name.”My reflection said nothing.I paced the room, restless. My body still ached sometimes — scars healed, bones reshaped, muscles trained until they burned. But the pain inside? That was differe







