ALEXANDER
Claude and I exchanged a glance. No words needed. He gave a small nod and continued in the direction we’d been heading, while I turned toward Alina’s room. Something buzzed at the back of my head. A low hum of agitation that I couldn’t name. I didn’t know what the hell it was, but it was crawling under my skin and pissing me off. “What are you doing here?” I growled when I saw Cassandra standing far too close to Alina. Alina’s lips were drained of color, her usually warm skin pale and dull. She looked like a shadow of herself, and I didn’t like seeing Cassandra looming over her like that. Another maid stood nearby, but help could be swayed easily. Influence wasn’t hard to buy or break. Cassandra hadn’t earned the title of snake by accident. She lifted her hands in a show of surrender when I stalked toward her, palms open to prove she had nothing hidden. It did nothing to calm me. You don’t need a weapon to hurt someone. Not when you’re a lycan. “What happened to her?” I didn’t know who the question was for. The maid who had come to get me? The others standing there like statues? Maybe all of them. I just knew someone needed to start talking before I lost the last thin shred of patience I was clinging to. I touched Alina’s forehead. It felt normal. No sign of a fever. Her neck was a little warm, but not enough to mean anything. “Have you called the doctor?” I finally thought to ask, glancing sideways. The maid I recognized gave a quick nod, and I exhaled a shallow breath. Not that it brought any real relief. I took Alina’s wrist and felt for a pulse. It was there. Steady. Present. A good sign. Still, it didn’t explain why she had passed out like that. “Call the doctor again. Tell her it’s an—” “I’m here, Alpha.” The doctor rushed in before I could finish the order. She set her bag on the bedside table and pulled off the stethoscope from around her neck. She moved to check Alina’s heartbeat and I had to grit my teeth to stop myself from snapping at her. I’d already done that. She needed to focus on what actually mattered. “What is wrong with her?” My hands rubbed against each other, an old nervous habit I hadn’t indulged in since I was a boy. I caught myself and immediately let my arms fall to my sides. “I need to examine her properly before I can give a diagnosis, sir.” “Then what the hell are you waiting for? Do it.” My voice rose, sharper than I intended. Everything around me felt slow. Too slow. Except for the rate at which my control was slipping. “Wow,” someone whispered behind me. I shouldn’t call it a whisper since I’m sure everyone in the room heard. The amusement clear as day. I turned, jaw clenching, ready to silence whoever it was permanently until I saw Cassandra watching me like I was some exotic creature she’d never seen before. How the fuck did I forget she was still here? Without giving it another thought, I grabbed her by the arm and dragged her out. She didn’t resist. Didn’t flinch. That was what made it worse, how easily she came with me. Like she expected this. That smug little smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth. It should be nothing but her eyes gave her away. They were always too loud, too calculating. That’s where her power lived. In the lies she spun, the words she sharpened until they cut. She didn’t speak the truth unless it was wrapped in poison. She either lifted people with illusions they wanted to believe or crushed them until they cracked open and bled their secrets. Then she’d read them like a book and toss them aside. “Just a few months and she already has you wrapped around her little fingers.” She wiggled her own fingers with a mocking lilt. “So sweet. So innocent. I almost believed her myself.” “What do you want in exchange for shutting your fucking mouth?” It wasn’t about whatever twisted ideas she thought she’d uncovered. It was about what she could do if she chose to run that mouth. I had enemies. Plenty. And the more they suspected I cherished something, or someone, the more leverage they had. Alina was my fated mate. The best possible match I could have for bearing children. She would give me an heir, and that heir would be the strongest Alpha born. Better than me. Greater than me. The bond we shared told me there was something different about her. Something important. I didn’t want Cassandra sniffing too close or throwing that information around. If people assumed she was just another bedwarmer, they wouldn’t look twice. They’d think I’d simply replace her if something happened. But the moment they knew she meant more, they’d target her. They’d use her. She’d become a weakness, a weapon to break me. “Now, after all our years of friendship—” “Spare me the bullshit. What do you want?” I hissed, the muscles in my jaw working overtime. I just wanted to go back to Alina. I needed to know she was safe. Awake. “You’re really tense,” she noted, not hiding her amusement. Then she let out a mirthless chuckle. “Fine. If you insist.” I waited. The voice in my head, the dangerous one, was already whispering. Just kill her. End it. Problem solved. No one to talk, no one to threaten. But her father knew she was here. And unfortunately, he was a powerful ally. Annoyingly sentimental, always letting emotions get in the way. But he’s well respected. People listened to him. Where they might fear me, they honored him. That difference made him dangerous. I never quite understood how such a soft, gentle man could raise a daughter as cold and venomous as Cassandra. “I’ll think about it,” she said finally, curling her lips into a lazy smile. The nerve of this woman. “Or maybe,” she added, “you’ll realize I don’t want anything at all.” “I know the sounds you make when you come, Cassandra. Believe me when I say I see through your bullshit.” The glass doors behind her reflected the hallway, and I saw the maid approaching, glancing around as if searching for me. “Not a word of this to anyone. Or you’ll regret the day you were born.” I opened the door, but before I could step through, her voice stopped me. “But what does it feel like? Having a fated mate?” It wasn’t sarcastic. Not snide. For once, her voice held something real. Curiosity. Maybe even longing. I turned halfway back, shrugged, and walked away. “Is she awake?” I asked the maid, who looked confused but nodded quickly.ALINA“What?!” The word tore out of me before I could stop it.Lisa glared at me, and I clamped both hands over my mouth. I shook my head, trying to suppress the horror crawling up my throat. I didn’t want to imagine what would happen if Alexander found out. I was already caught between disaster and ruin.Once he learned all the things I was keeping from him, I wouldn’t even get the chance to exhale before he decided I wasn’t worth the trouble.“What are we going to do?” I turned to her, panic tightening every muscle in my chest. I genuinely didn’t know.“I don’t know.” Her voice cracked, and it sounded like she was seconds from breaking. I suddenly realized I was making things worse. She had come to me for comfort, not another wave of panic. And here I was, piling on fear.I’d never been good at fixing anything.“After what Jane pulled, I’m sure Alexander is looking into everything. He’s not just angry that I got hurt. It’s the fact someone got into his pack, past all his protection.
ALINAI found Lisa staring at the window, her legs folded beneath her and knees oulled to her chest. I didn’t know when I'd fallen asleep. The last thing I remembred was sitting in the spot for what felt like hours, drowning in thoughts about all the possible ways Alexander would react once he learned the truth. Both truths.There was no real way out of this. Whatever option i might think of definitkey neded in me being dead.I pushed that fear down and walked to where Lisa was. She hadn’t even realized I was awake, so lost in her thoughts, which was completely unlike her. And I hadn’t seen her since the day of the explosion. Jane mentioned she had been sent off on some kind of assignment. Something about the way she looked now made me forget my own problems.I placed a gentle hand on her shoulder, and she flinched hard like I’d hit her.“Sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you.” I gave her arm a reassuring squeeze. She nodded and offered me a smile. Or attempted to, rather. Her lips barely
ALEXANDERKillian wouldn’t just get on with it. I expected that from him.He had to be a little shit first. I’ll admit I was surprised when he said we should jump straight into it. Normally, he prefers theatrics. All that drmataic shit. It's how he made it this far. Not by being the strongest, but by being the most terrifying brand of patient.If you pissed him off, you’d never know. If you betrayed him, he’d invite you to dinner like nothing happened. Then, you’d start to feel hot. Chest tight. Your lips numb. By the time you realized he’d poisoned your drink, it would be too late. And Killian? He’d sit there and watch. Smile on his face. That same bored, lazy one he always wore. Watching your final moments like you were entertainment.His last words are always the same, at least according to his victims. “I didn’t give you life. But I can end it.”Honestly, I think hearing that as you die might just be worse than the dying part.“Before we leave—” I began, and he groaned like I’d st
ALINAI cleared my throat and looked down, my thoughts tangled with everything that had happened and everything still happening.Now didn’t feel like the right time to tell him James was my mate. Not when the first thing he’d done was reject me.I remembered the jolt of hope I’d felt when I first realized it when I believed it meant I’d finally be safe and protected. That he’d shield me from the whispers, the stares, the cruelty of the pack.But he hadn’t. He’d rejected me.Whatever flicker of excitement I’d felt in that moment, I couldn’t feel it anymore.I must have taken too long to speak, because Alexander shifted beneath me with a sharp sound between a growl and a sigh. I’d forgotten I was still on his lap, and when he stood, I almost fell.But he caught me before I could hit the ground. His arms wrapped around me. For a split second, I hated how safe I felt there.Once I was balanced, he turned and started to walk away.Panic surged. I couldn’t let him leave like this. Maybe it
ALEXANDERI didn’t expect Alina to want to hear about what happened so soon. Not after everything. But I needed answers. I needed to hear it from her lips before I could decide what kind of punishment to hand down to that mutt. And if it was left to me, death wouldn’t cut it. That would be far too generous and too easy. What I wanted for him didn’t fall anywhere close to easy.But she looked like I might be the one to hurt her. Like she wasn’t sure how I’d react. And that pissed me off more than anything.I wasn’t angry at her. I was angry with myself. Because something I had done some version of me that I had let slip through had left her believing I’d ever turn that anger on her.I took a breath, grounding myself. This wasn’t about me. It was about her. Her fear. Her safety. How she was feeling. And I had to remember that.“He didn’t do anything,” she said, her voice low and tight, her eyes fixed somewhere on the floor. I didn’t believe that. But I held back.I reminded myself again
ALINAI opened my eyes slowly, blinking against the soft light filtering in. The first thing I saw was the doctor watching me with a strained kind of worry, like she was waiting for something terrible to happen.My head throbbed. My eyes felt dull and heavy. For a second, I thought I was still dreaming. I hoped, actually. Or maybe I’d slipped back into yesterday. Maybe I’d wake up again and nothing would be wrong.But everything was still wrong.And it wasn’t a dream.“Oh, good, you’re awake.” The doctor exhaled, her shoulders slumping in visible relief. “You scared me there for a moment.”I didn’t respond. I was still waiting for her to laugh and to say she was joking or that there was a mixup. That this was all some kind of bad misunderstanding. But she didn’t.Instead, her face softened, lips pressing together before she spoke again. “You shouldn’t be worrying yourself, okay? It’s not good for you. Or…” she hesitated, “for the baby.”That confirmed all my greatest fears. I froze.E