ALINA
I’d been dozing off when a loud explosion jolted me awake. At first, I thought I was dreaming. But even with the nightmares I’d had over the years, nothing had ever felt this real. I shot up in bed just as the door burst open and Jane rushed in. She looked like she’d sprinted a marathon. “You’re okay,” she breathed out, visibly relieved. “What… what was that?” I asked, pushing off the blanket and sitting up fully, my heart still racing. Her uniform was rumpled, her usually polished look completely gone. “The pack’s been breached. We need to leave now.” She grabbed my arm, pulling me toward the door. I stumbled, still a little disoriented, but forced my legs to follow. The house was in chaos. I didn’t think I’d ever seen this many people inside. For a brief moment, I panicked, thinking we were surrounded by intruders. But then I noticed the uniforms. Workers. Dozens of them. That explained why the house was always so spotless. The head housekeeper was shouting directions, her voice calm but firm. That gave me a strange sense of comfort. “Where’s Lisa? Do you know someone named Hailey? Is she safe?” I asked, scanning the faces around me, expecting to see hers. She would have come. I knew it. “I don’t know a Hailey but Lisa got sent on another assignment. That’s why she asked me to come get you.” Jane’s tone was clipped but reassuring. I nodded slowly, a little relieved. “What about the Alpha?” The words slipped out before I could stop them. Part of me hated that I was even asking. Jane’s gaze darted ahead. “Probably hunting down whoever caused the explosion.” She bounced on her toes, fidgety. It looked like nerves, but I figured it was the adrenaline. She had just run up who knows how many flights of stairs. “This is taking too long.” She craned her neck, searching the crowded hallway. Then she turned sharply. “Come with me. I know another way.” She headed off in the opposite direction from the others. I hesitated. It never ends well when I go off the beaten path. I’d tried escaping James’s invasion once, only to land in Alexander’s trap. Hailey had helped me then. I owe my life to her. Guilt clawed up my throat when I realized at that moment how long I went without checking up on her. I even stopped asking if anyone knew her. And now the sock is in trouble and I still haven’t found her. I shook off the thought. That felt like a lifetime ago. I didn’t have time to let it haunt me now. “Are you sure?” I asked, glancing back at the crowd. She nodded, already parting through a small group of workers. “There’s a second exit. They like to keep everything organized here, but I’d rather get out fast.” She tugged at my arm again. “Please. I have a bad feeling.” The urgency in her voice made me follow without more questions. We made our way down the hallway, away from the rest, toward the side of the house where the kitchen usually was, but she turned again, veering off to a narrower path. “There are tunnels beneath the house,” she explained as we jogged. “Not many people know about them. The Alpha uses them when he wants to move unseen.” She pushed open an old wooden door. Dust puffed out as it creaked open. It was pitch black inside. I paused at the threshold, waiting. My pulse was still loud in my ears. But the dizziness from earlier had vanished. Maybe it was the adrenaline, or maybe the panic had burned the fog away. I listened as Jane moved around in the dark, her hands brushing over something, then a small sound of triumph left her lips. A click echoed, and a small yellow bulb flickered to life overhead. The room was a mess. Dust clung to every surface. Broken chairs, shattered lamps, cracked picture frames, it looked like the graveyard of old furniture. “This is the old storage,” she said, stepping further in. “They don’t throw things away here. Just hide them.” I blinked at the number of broken lamps. “Who smashes this many lights?” She laughed. “The Alpha. He has a bit of a temper.” Then she quickly slapped a hand over her mouth. “Don’t tell him I said that. He’ll kill me.” I smiled at her horror. “Your secret’s safe with me.” It was strange how feared Alexander was. I knew he wasn’t exactly warm to me either, but I’d seen sides of him others probably hadn’t. Softer moments. Rare, but real. “And mine?” Jane asked, her tone light, but there was an edge underneath. “Can you keep my knowledge of this place a secret too?” “Of course,” I said. “Where do we go next?” The silence around us was unsettling. No footsteps. No voices. I mentioned it to Jane, but she didn’t seem as concerned. “They were probably ordered to shut up,” she said with a small laugh. “The guards aren’t known for their patience. Anyway, we’re going this way.” She stepped over a collapsed chair and more broken junk, then began tapping her fingers along one side of the wallpapered wall. I watched her, skepticism creeping in. But just as I was about to say something, the wall shifted, creaking open like a secret door in an old movie. She turned to me with a grin. “Told you.” I was about to follow when I heard a loud thud then more, like a cascade of things falling. Then her groan. “Shit,” she cursed under her breath. “You okay?” I moved closer, squinting into the shadows. “I think I broke my backbone,” she said dramatically. “What?!” She heard the panic in my voice and started laughing, though it sounded strained. “No, I’m being dramatic. I hit my back, but it’s not serious.” “It better not be.” “Just be careful. There are a few steps down before the floor.” I could hear her shifting. “I’ll find the light switch.” I glanced back at the door we’d entered through. Then down at the darkness below. A smarter voice in my head told me to turn back, rejoin the others, and leave Jane to figure her way out. But I sighed, ignoring the voice of reason. I couldn’t leave her behind. Even if it might end up being another stupid decision on my part.ALEXANDERKillian wouldn’t just get on with it. I expected that from him.He had to be a little shit first. I’ll admit I was surprised when he said we should jump straight into it. Normally, he prefers theatrics. All that drmataic shit. It's how he made it this far. Not by being the strongest, but by being the most terrifying brand of patient.If you pissed him off, you’d never know. If you betrayed him, he’d invite you to dinner like nothing happened. Then, you’d start to feel hot. Chest tight. Your lips numb. By the time you realized he’d poisoned your drink, it would be too late. And Killian? He’d sit there and watch. Smile on his face. That same bored, lazy one he always wore. Watching your final moments like you were entertainment.His last words are always the same, at least according to his victims. “I didn’t give you life. But I can end it.”Honestly, I think hearing that as you die might just be worse than the dying part.“Before we leave—” I began, and he groaned like I’d st
ALINAI cleared my throat and looked down, my thoughts tangled with everything that had happened and everything still happening.Now didn’t feel like the right time to tell him James was my mate. Not when the first thing he’d done was reject me.I remembered the jolt of hope I’d felt when I first realized it when I believed it meant I’d finally be safe and protected. That he’d shield me from the whispers, the stares, the cruelty of the pack.But he hadn’t. He’d rejected me.Whatever flicker of excitement I’d felt in that moment, I couldn’t feel it anymore.I must have taken too long to speak, because Alexander shifted beneath me with a sharp sound between a growl and a sigh. I’d forgotten I was still on his lap, and when he stood, I almost fell.But he caught me before I could hit the ground. His arms wrapped around me. For a split second, I hated how safe I felt there.Once I was balanced, he turned and started to walk away.Panic surged. I couldn’t let him leave like this. Maybe it
ALEXANDERI didn’t expect Alina to want to hear about what happened so soon. Not after everything. But I needed answers. I needed to hear it from her lips before I could decide what kind of punishment to hand down to that mutt. And if it was left to me, death wouldn’t cut it. That would be far too generous and too easy. What I wanted for him didn’t fall anywhere close to easy.But she looked like I might be the one to hurt her. Like she wasn’t sure how I’d react. And that pissed me off more than anything.I wasn’t angry at her. I was angry with myself. Because something I had done some version of me that I had let slip through had left her believing I’d ever turn that anger on her.I took a breath, grounding myself. This wasn’t about me. It was about her. Her fear. Her safety. How she was feeling. And I had to remember that.“He didn’t do anything,” she said, her voice low and tight, her eyes fixed somewhere on the floor. I didn’t believe that. But I held back.I reminded myself again
ALINAI opened my eyes slowly, blinking against the soft light filtering in. The first thing I saw was the doctor watching me with a strained kind of worry, like she was waiting for something terrible to happen.My head throbbed. My eyes felt dull and heavy. For a second, I thought I was still dreaming. I hoped, actually. Or maybe I’d slipped back into yesterday. Maybe I’d wake up again and nothing would be wrong.But everything was still wrong.And it wasn’t a dream.“Oh, good, you’re awake.” The doctor exhaled, her shoulders slumping in visible relief. “You scared me there for a moment.”I didn’t respond. I was still waiting for her to laugh and to say she was joking or that there was a mixup. That this was all some kind of bad misunderstanding. But she didn’t.Instead, her face softened, lips pressing together before she spoke again. “You shouldn’t be worrying yourself, okay? It’s not good for you. Or…” she hesitated, “for the baby.”That confirmed all my greatest fears. I froze.E
ALEXANDER The silence in the house was deafening. I couldn’t decide if I hated it or needed it. Normally I wouldn’t mind, but today… today, the noise in my head was louder than anything else. A little external chaos might’ve helped drown out the one within. And then there was Alina still lying in my bed. Flinching every time I got near, curling into herself like I was just another hand trying to hurt her. Whatever happened last night whatever I failed to prevent might have broken her. The doctor said the test results would be confidential until she was ready to talk about them. That alone was telling enough. Claude hadn’t spoken to me. Not a smart comment or even a glare. He didn’t need to. The fact that he wasn’t here this morning was enough. He would have been i my face reminding of everything that could have happened if I only listened to him. Yesterday had been a mess. A full blown shitstorm. We’d stayed up till midnight, fighting with corrupted software, trying to rese
ALINAI woke up in a warm room, layers of soft blankets cocooning me. The weight of them felt oddly comforting and suffocating all at once. I wasn’t alone. I could sense it. Someone else was here, their presence heavy in the silence. But I couldn’t bring myself to open my eyes. I didn’t want to know who it was. Shame had settled deep in my chest, like a rock lodged in my ribs. I wanted to disappear into the sheets. Crawl out of my own skin. Vanish.Every time I blinked, I felt the ghost of his hands on me. Rough, violating, possessive. The way he’d ripped my clothes, his eyes devouring me like I was something to conquer, not someone. My stomach twisted violently. I had never wanted to hurt someone before, not like this. But the urge to stab him with something sharp, to make him feel even a fraction of what I felt, was bone deep and bitter.It dragged me back to the tent. That night at the camp when he’d tried the same thing. When I was too frozen, too scared to scream. The one person