How could that be? If it's true then that would mean that they have been lying to me for eighteen years!
"Mom please tell me it's not true! " I plead
" I would be lying if I did that April." She says.
I scream at the top of my lungs but the pain only increases. I feel abandoned, betrayed and broken.
What did I do to deserve all this?
First, I'm rejected.
Second,I am to be made an omega.Third,I am losing my parents, sorry my adoptive parents.And now I find out that my parents abondoned me!Could this get any worse?
" April, we love you and you will always be our daughter! Just because you don't have our blood running in your veins doesn't change the fact that you are out baby! " my dad says while pulling me into a hug.
" tell me about my parents dad." I say.
" I really dont know much. All I know is that they are called Matthew and Eve Sinclair. " he says sadly.
I don't have the energy to reply and I'm quickly swept in the tides of sleep......
Sometime later:
"April,Wake up! " I hear someone say.
" April, its time please wake up!" The voice urges.
Time ? Time for what? I'm instantly hit with a blast of reality!
"MOM? DAD?" I wake up screaming.
I'm scared that they might have already been....been.... I can't even bring myself to think the words.
How can my mate do this to me? This is all his fault.
Now I'm losing the most important people in my life even though they are not my real parents!
" mom, please don't leave me! I'm already all alone, you and dad are all I have! Please don't leave me! " I say crying.
Before my parents can answer, the guards drag them away.
"Mom! Dad!" I run to them and hold on to them for dear life.
" I'm very sorry! This is all my fault! I'm very sorry! " I chant the same words over and over again like a prayer! I hope that they know I mean them with all my heart.
" it's okay April , we chose this path for ourselves! You are not to blame for anything! We love you deeply! Always remember that! " they say.
I'm being pulled back into the cell by a guard I didn't even notice was there.
" I'm very sorry for all this, you don't deserve it! ' the guard says.
I'm too overcome by grief and sorrow to reply.
I cry and cry and cry till it feels as though I've run out of tears.
" April, it's time! " the guard says.
Damn! How many times have I heard that single phrase? And trust me, it never gets easier!
How could it possibly get any better when the people you love are about to be killed right in front of you?
I get up from the ground and the guard leads me to the place where my parents will take their last breath.
What I see stops my heart beat for a second.
My parents are chained to a huge tree and there are bruises on their faces as though they have been tortured before being chained to the tree.
" this is what happens when you disobey me! You must all respect me as your Alpha and my son as your future alpha." The alpha says while looking at the crowd.
The alpha gives the executioner the go-ahead. He raises his sword and I scream for my parent to be let go.I scream with everything in me.
I try to break through the crowd but everything I do is in vain.
I look at my parents and my dad mouths the words " look for your parents" . While mom mouths the words " we love you!"
There were tears in their eyes and before I can blink their heads are separated from their bodies.
Blood spurts out and the scent of blood is thick in the air. I let out an earth shattering scream and fall on my knees.
Just then, the smell of paraffin invades my senses and when I look up, I see what remains of my parents being burnt to nothing more than ashes.
I am about to tell the guard to take me back to my cell but I stop when I see a figure admist the flames. It looks like a woman. She is dressed in white and her eyes shine brighter than the moon. She looks at me with sorrow and that's when she says.
"My daughter do not worry for this shall pass. Do not give up, the fight has just began. The most important thing right now is to know who you are and where you are from. Be careful in your search for the truth. For you shall awaken demons long forgotten..."
Before I can say anything, she disappears.
Wait a second! She looked really familiar. I try hard to remember where I've seen her from and it's from my classes as a child.
Damn! No..no.. no!!! It can't be who I think it is.
But seriously, did the moon goddess just pay me a visit?
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Aprils povI feel a pair of hands dragging me backwards and I'm instantly snapped out of my daze.I turn back to see the guard who was assigned to me pulling my hand.Was I the only one who saw the moon goddess?If so then how and why?We reach my cell and I'm thrown into it, I make contact with the wall and if I were human, I'm pretty sure I would've broken my spinal cord.I sit down on the blood stained floor and hug my knees and start moving back and forth.The tears begin flowing on their own accord and I can't do anything to stop them.My parents are dead! All because of the Alpha and his son,my mate.What on earth did I do to deserve all this?My heart feels empty....it's feels colder than ice.My wolf hasn't talked to me for a while and I'm starting to wonder if sh
April's pov." April! " I hear a voice calling my name.I try to wake up but I'm still sleepy." April! Wake up! " I hear only now it's louder.Damn! Is a girl not allowed to rest?Suddenly, I wake up and a sharp pain shoots through my arm.I take in my surroundings and that's when I remember everything that happened yesterday.Did it actually happen yesterday? "April,look at me! " the voice urges.It is then that I notice a figure standing just outside my cell."What do you want?" I say but my voice sounds like sand paper. " I'm here to give you some food!" The guard says." I don't want anything!" I reply." April, please just eat! You've been asleep for two days and you haven't eaten anything!" He pleads.Did he just say two days? S
Aprils pov."Snow" I call my wolf."Yes April." She says and she sounds better than the last time we talked." are you okay?" I ask."I'm better now " she says.I'm glad she's better. Snow is the only one I have left and if it weren't for her I don't know what I would have done." I'm glad." .. " Snow, do you think we should trust the guard?" I ask.She is silent for way too long and I begin getting worried." Snow?" I call out." yes April. You should trust him" she says and a sight escapes her." Snow, are you sure you're okay?" I ask getting worried." don't worry about me! Its nothing I can't handle. " she says and I trust her on that . So, I stop asking questions." okay! I can give it a shot but trust is a strong word
It's been almost a week now since Dylan told me about the plan and I have a feeling that it's not gonna work out.I don't mean to be negative or anything but have you ever had a bad feeling about something, then it actually happens?I put that thought away and started chanting a few "positive energy " "it will work out well" "nothing will go wrong"" April? " I hear snow calling me. " I have a bad feeling about today! " she continues and my worry comes back. " why? " I ask." I don't know I just do but it's probably nothing. " she says and cuts me off. She leaves my mind and blocks me.Before I can make out what that was all about, I hear footsteps and I smell the familiar scent of Dylan."Dylan! Hey! " I say excitedly." did
I burst out laughing and every one looks at me in shock." was that supposed to work? " I ask in between laughs." ofcourse! You are now an omega! " he says proudly and looks pleased with himself.Another burst of laughter escapes me and I have to hold my stomach and start breathing in and out so as to control myself.After a few seconds I finally calm down and say :" if I was an omega would I still have my wolf? " snow asks. By the look everyone has I can tell that they know it's no longer me but my wolf in control even though I'm still in human form.Jake is silent for a while and I nod giving Dylan a sign for what is to happen next.I push Jake on the ground and before he can shift to his wolf form I jump on him and sit on him.Electric currents shoot through my body the minute we make contact but I'm too thirsty for blood to give a da
Aprils povWe cross the pack border and I feel all my connections with the pack dissolving. I look at Dylan and I know that he feels it too if the look of pain in his eyes is anything to go by.I look back one last time and some part of me feels sad because I've left the only home I have ever known and yet I feel excited because now I'm stepping into the unknown."Hey Dylan? What happened to the warriors you were with? " I ask him through the mind link." they were killed!"he says sadly." I'm sorry for your lose! " I pause " what about the other pack members?" I continue asking." they went into hiding once the attack began!" He says.After that we fall into comfortable silence.A while later: Its almost dawn and we've been running the whole night.
Aprils povWe were near a town and we shifted back to human form.Dylan Goddess bless his soul had packed our clothes and some money as well. He had packed all that in his back pack and carried it with his teeth while in wolf form.We changed and started walking into town.It wasn't very busy and we make our way to a motel." we should share a room so that it would be cheaper. " Dylan says out of nowhere." yeah! " I agree.We get a room and boy does it feel good to see an actual bed!The bed is well spread and the room to say the least is just plain boring and gloomy.It has grey walls, grey curtains,black tiles and a grey duvet. The bed is in the middle of the room and the room is an okay size.I mean what the hell is it with the depressing colours?
Aprils pov I wake up and instantly regret it.I have a pounding headache and it feels as though my skull will crack any minute now. A pair of hands are wrapped around my waist and a small smile makes it's way across my face.He didn't leave." Dylan? We have to talk!" I whisper." That we do!" He replies instantly.Really? He was awake this entire time?"What happened last night?" He continues." I felt guilty and sad at what happened! " I reply. I don't have the energy in me to lie." why?" He asks worried." IT'S MY FAULT THAT THOSE PEOPLE DIED! IF I HADN'T GOTTEN REJECTED, MY PARENTS WOULD STILL BE ALIVE. IF ONLY I HAD BEEN GOOD ENOUGH, I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN REJECTED! IF IT WASN'T FOR ME YOUR FRIENDS WOULDN'T BE DEAD AND YOU WOULDN'T HAVE LEFT THE ONLY HOME YOU KNEW. ALSO, I KI