Grief

Aprils pov

I feel a pair of hands dragging me backwards and I'm instantly snapped out of my daze.

I turn back to see the guard who was assigned to me pulling my hand.

Was I the only one who saw the moon goddess?

If so then how and why?

We reach my cell and I'm thrown into it, I make contact with the wall and if I were human, I'm pretty sure I would've broken my spinal cord.

I sit down on the blood stained floor and hug my knees and start moving back and forth.

The tears begin flowing on their own accord and I can't do anything to stop them.

My parents are dead! All because of the Alpha and his son,my mate.

What on earth did I do to deserve all this?

My heart feels empty....it's feels colder than ice.

My wolf hasn't talked to me for a while and I'm starting to wonder if she's alright.

I realize now that I'm not the only one grieving.. I've been so selfish thinking about myself I didn't even stop to consider how my wolf would be feeling.

"Snow? Are you there?" I ask.

I am met with disturbing silence.

"Snow?"I ask once more. This time I feel a stirring from within me.

"A-p-r-i-l?" She stammers.

"Thank Goddess!  Where have you been?" I ask, relief flooding through me.

" our parents are dead April.. m-m-mate did this!" She states.

" yes snow!" I say.

She takes control and I shift into my wolf.

She howls in pain and anger. I can feel all her feelings now, she's not blocking me out anymore.

I can feel everything she's feeling. From the rejection to my parents death.

I block my feelings from her because I don't want her pain to increase.

I soothe her and try to calm her even though I'm not in control.

After what feels like forever, she let's out one long howl and then we collapse to the ground.

Before I'm overcome by  darkness, I hear the words

"Thank you April. I really needed that.. thank you for being with me "

____________________________________