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~CLAIRE~ *** Christian took my hand and led me back to our seats. I tried to brighten up so he wouldn't notice, but I couldn't. I felt hurt. "That was amazing." He murmured, pulling my hand into his. "You're an amazing dancer, Claire. You were perfect." I smiled and lowered my eyes before he could see my pain. Those words were supposed to make me feel better, but they only made me feel worse. I looked down at our joined hands, noticing how his thumb kept grazing my skin. He was fond of doing that, and I used to like it. But now, I hated it. When Christian stared at me while we danced, I had fooled myself into thinking he could actually like me. I had indulged in my little fantasy, allowing myself to dream about something that could never be. I couldn't blame him for my hurt feelings. I was the one who made the mistake. I was the one who agreed to this deal. I knew it was all a facade, yet I agreed to it. Tears brimmed in my eyes and I rose to my feet abruptly. I couldn't let him see me this way. "Would you excuse me, Christian?" I murmured. "I have to use the ladies' room." He started to nod, then he noticed my eyes. A worried frown marred his handsome face. "Are you alright?" He asked. He reached up and gently stroked my cheek. I almost believed he was genuinely worried, then I remembered it was all fake. And it made me feel worse. I forced a smile and nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine. I'll be back." I turned before he could question me again and hurried towards the restroom. Tears blinded my eyes, but I managed to hold it in until I rushed into the restroom and slammed the door. Fortunately, it was empty. My tears spilled out and I shut my eyes. What the hell was wrong with me? I moved away from the door, taking deep breaths to calm myself. Resting my hands on the countertop, I exhaled slowly. My reflection stared back at me. My tears had smudged my mascara, and it left two thin, dark lines across my cheeks. Who was I kidding? I deserved whatever I was feeling. I couldn't believe I actually thought a makeover and a pretty dress would change the way I was. I would always be the ugly duckling, and no amount of make up could change that. No one would ever love me. This particular night didn't make any difference. I was Cinderella who only had one night to be beautiful, and once the ship docked the next day, I would go back to being ugly and invisible. This was my life. I better get used to it. I dropped my purse on the countertop and withdrew a tissue from it. After wetting it with water, I wiped the trail of mascara from my cheeks and retouched my makeup. I stared hard at my reflection. My makeup was slightly smudged, but it wasn't really obvious. It would have to do for the rest of the night. I dumped the wet tissue in the waste bin and started to wash my hands when the door opened. I kept my eyes lowered. The last thing I wanted was to draw attention to myself. But when I heard someone lock the door, I looked up sharply. My eyes widened in shock. Jason was leaning against the door, glaring silently at me. His eyes were teary and bloodshot. He held a half-empty bottle of gin. He was drunk. When he took a sudden step towards me, I whirled around. "You little bitch." He cursed, his speech slurred badly. "You think I'll... let you go so easily..." "Jason, whatever you're doing, stop it." I said. "I didn't do anything. You're the one who hurt me." "You fucked my uncle." He snarled. "You knew what you were doing all along. You always wanted to fuck him, didn't you?" I backed away as he moved closer to me. I had to find a way around him and run for the door, but I didn't dare underestimate his strength. He might be drunk, but I knew he was clearly alert. "Jason, please, I beg you." I tried to stall him. "Whatever it is, we can work it out. I can come back to you if you want..." He emptied the content in the bottle and smashed it on the floor. I flinched as the glass shattered, sending shards everywhere. My heart thundered heavily in terror. "Come back to me?" He repeated. "I don't want you, you fucking bitch. You make me sick." Even as he said those words, I saw how his eyes darkened with desire as he stared at me. "How did you become so beautiful overnight?” He whispered suddenly. I didn't get a chance to respond, or to wonder why he was suddenly staring at me with such passion in his eyes. He staggered towards me and grabbed my arms, trapping me between him and the wall. “Jason, let me go.” I whispered. He grasped my chin and turned my face to the side, then leaned down and sniffed the curve of my neck. I shut my eyes, trying not to show how much his touch disgusted me. “You smell so good.” He muttered. He started to kiss up the side of my neck, and I couldn't take it anymore. When his hands trailed towards my breasts, I pushed him away from me. “Take your hands off me.” I yelled. He staggered backwards and stopped, and I noticed the look in his eyes change. I knew I had to leave before things escalated. “Just stay away from me, Jason. We're done.” I brushed past him and hurried towards the door, praying he wouldn't come after me. My heart was pounding so loud. As I reached out to grab the doorknob, he suddenly grabbed my hair and yanked me back. I screamed, feeling the roots of my hair stretched to breaking point. I lost my balance and fell backwards, and Jason dragged me back by my hair. A few of the glass shards cut painfully into my skin and my screams turned louder. It felt like thousands of needles were pricking into my skin at the same time. He released my hair and I tried to struggle to my feet, but he straddled me suddenly and pushed me back. My head banged against the tiles and I saw stars. Seeing me dazed, he dropped to his knees above me and grabbed a fistful of my hair. "You want to be fucked so badly, right?" Jason snarled. "I'll give you what you want, you filthy whore!" He grabbed the front of my gown and tugged it. The sound of fabric tearing filled the bathroom as he ripped off the upper part of my gown entirely. I fought him, pounding my fists on his face and chest, desperate to escape. But he slapped me, knocking me backwards. I broke into tears when I felt his hand roughly squeeze one of my breasts. I tried to scratch his eyes, but he held both my wrists above my head, trapping me completely I heard him groan with lust as he touched me, squeezing my breasts painfully. My voice turned hoarse from screaming loudly, but I never stopped. He started to lift my gown, his hand probing between my thighs. At this rate, if I didn't stop him, he would have his way with me. I couldn't take it anymore. "HELP ME!" I screamed with the last strength I could summon. Suddenly the door was kicked open and ripped off its hinges. Christian stormed into the restroom, his handsome face twisted into a dark scowl. He grabbed Jason around the throat and shoved him off me. I immediately shielded my breasts, watching as he slammed Jason against the wall and unleashed a torrent of punches on his face. Jason didn't get a chance to fight back. Soon his face was completely bloodied and battered. As Christian pulled back his hand to land another punch, Eric rushed in and stopped him. "Please, Christian, enough. You'll kill him." Only then did Christian release him. His fists were covered in cuts and blood. Jason collapsed to the floor, unconscious. A small crowd had gathered at the door of the restroom, while a few security tried to move them backwards. I flinched when Christian turned around suddenly and crouched before me. He took off his expensive jacket and placed it around my shoulders. "Put your arms around me." He murmured. I obliged, and he lifted me in his arms. I hid my face in the curve of his neck as he took me out of the restroom.***~CLAIRE~***Christian took my hand and led me back to our seats. I tried to brighten up so he wouldn't notice, but I couldn't. I felt hurt. "That was amazing." He murmured, pulling my hand into his. "You're an amazing dancer, Claire. You were perfect."I smiled and lowered my eyes before he could see my pain. Those words were supposed to make me feel better, but they only made me feel worse. I looked down at our joined hands, noticing how his thumb kept grazing my skin. He was fond of doing that, and I used to like it. But now, I hated it. When Christian stared at me while we danced, I had fooled myself into thinking he could actually like me. I had indulged in my little fantasy, allowing myself to dream about something that could never be. I couldn't blame him for my hurt feelings. I was the one who made the mistake. I was the one who agreed to this deal. I knew it was all a facade, yet I agreed to it. Tears brimmed in my eyes and I rose to my feet abruptly. I couldn't let
***~CLAIRE~***Christian instructed his assistant, a man named Eric, to follow me to Jason's suite to get my things. When I asked why I had to be followed, his response was simple. "I know my nephew. He hates when he loses, and he might try to take it out on you."When we arrived at the suite, I knocked softly and pushed the door open. As expected, Jason was sprawled on the bed. He glanced over at me and rose to his feet instantly. "What the hell was all that, Claire?" He snapped. "Humiliating me in front of everyone? How dare you?"Funny how he felt hurt from being humiliated when it was the exact same thing he did to me last night. I didn't make a comeback because Christian clearly instructed me not to. I leaned down to pick my bag, but Jason suddenly grabbed my hand. "I'm talking to you!" He snapped. Then Eric stepped in and shoved Jason away from me. "Keep your distance away from her, Mr. Alistair. For your own good."Jason looked over to me in disbelief. "You got a litt
***~CLAIRE~***I felt like I was suspended in mid air. Christian was asking me to keep up with the pretext. Me, the plain Jane who everyone sees as ugly. It was unbelievable. I looked at him, almost losing myself in the depths of his eyes. "Why me?" I whispered. "I'm not your type of woman."Christian drew back in surprise. "Why would you say that? Because your boyfriend mentioned it?""Ex boyfriend." I corrected him. "And no, not that. Please don't delude me, Mr. Cartwright.""Christian." He said. "Call me Christian. Formalities are for strangers, and you're my fiancée, even if it's just for a few more hours.""Fine. Christian. As I was saying...""I'm not doing this because of you, Claire." He interrupted me. "I have a reputation to keep up. I can't afford any scandals right now.""Oh. Right." I murmured. It was now I understood what he meant. He was doing this for himself, not even for me. He clearly didn't want to be labelled with someone as ugly and plain as me. "Look, I'll
***~CLAIRE~***Everything was happening too fast. I couldn't even catch my breath. Why would Christian introduce me as his fiancée? Wasn't it just yesterday he thought I was a whore and kicked me out of his room?I didn't have the time to ponder on it. I looked back at Jason when he started to laugh. "Whatever it is you're doing, Uncle Christian, stop it." He said. "You and I know you wouldn't date someone like Claire. Everyone here knows your reputation. I mean, look at her."He pointed at me and I looked away, completely embarrassed. "She's not the kind of woman you take to bed, Uncle. The blonde bimbos with no lick of sense in their pretty little heads, that's more your type. You would certainly not date someone as ugly as Claire so there's no way you're engaged to her."Christian's expression didn't change. If anything, it hardened. "I know you're just trying to cover the shame and scandal of being caught sleeping with my girlfriend." Jason continued, then his eyes fell on me
***~CLAIRE~***I was rendered speechless. The video played on before my eyes, making my heart sink to the bottom of my stomach. I remembered that the room had been totally dark last night, yet for some reason, this video appeared really clear. I could clearly see myself as I clutched the stranger tightly and wrapped my legs around him. It made me sick. Completely sick. The phone dropped from my hand like it had electrocuted me. I took a step away from Jason, shaking my head, unable to form a word and defend myself. Someone had done this. Someone had framed me. Everyone was staring at me openly now. I caught looks of disgust and contempt. Could this day get any worse? To my utter shock, Jason launched into a pretentious act. He shook his head and placed a hand over his heart like he was hurt. "Why would you do this to me, Claire?" He asked, loud enough for the guests in the lounge to hear. "Why would you hurt me this way? I gave you everything."I took another step back, a conf
***~CLAIRE~***A loud shout roused me awake the next morning. I sat up abruptly and immediately regretted it. The room spun, and a wave of nausea hit me. God, I hated alcohol. The hangovers were always the worst. My head was threatening to split with a raging headache, and my mouth tasted bland. When the spinning stopped, I slowly opened my eyes and looked around. Now that it was daylight, I could see the studio perfectly. Bright coloured fabrics and pastel linens were piled upon the two other couches in the room. There was a window overlooking the sea. I stood up and walked towards it, wobbling slightly. The time had to be almost noon because the sun was high up in the sky. The sight of the sea made my nausea worse, so I turned away. I needed a bath and a change of clothes. I dreaded meeting Jason after what happened last night, but I didn't have a choice. I walked back to the couch and leaned down to pick my heels. Then I spotted the dollar bills the stranger gave me yester