Masuk~ Anyssa's Pov ~
I made one promise to myself before coming to New York: to mind my business—or in this case, keep to myself, and finish this internship. But, you see, it’s been hard when my father’s best friend decides to make my life a living hell. He indirectly calls me daft, if not to my face. I know he doesn’t want me here. I don’t even want to be here! Last week, I got to the office late and, of course, he pissed the boss off, so he decided to punish me. He humiliated me, called me lazy, and threatened to fire me. What a rude man. Seriously, Ronan King is infuriating at best. The man’s a bully, and I don’t know how his colleagues love him. They rain praises on him, saying he’s one of the best bosses. But I shouldn’t be surprised; he is the Alpha of New York City, and they are bound to show loyalty. Today was terrible. I misplaced some documents I was supposed to send through email, and he went ballistic. The man actually shouted at me and sent me out of his office. God, I hate this job. Sometimes I wonder what I’m even doing here. Why do I still try even after all these humiliations? Why do I keep quiet and work for a man I despise with everything in me? I decided to unwind with a night at the bar. Drinking has been a habit I have cultivated, which I’m not proud of. I’m not a drunk. I just drink when I need to clear my head. I gestured to the hot bartender as he walked to where I sat. My hands on the counter, I tapped my nails as I ogled his bare chest while he poured another glass of bourbon for me. I trailed my eyes down his frame. He had nothing on except a pair of washed blue jeans hanging low on his waist. His arms were decorated with black hand bands, some with skulls on them. His hair, reaching his ears, looked a bit ruffled. His eyes were a deep shade of brown. He was hot, you know... like the definition of the guys you'd want to fuck or have take you down the corridor in your dorm? “Is it possible to have a name along with that glass?” I flirted, and he chuckled. “You’re bad at flirting.” His voice was thick with a rich Australian accent. God, he sounded like a celebrity who graduated from Oxford. “I try my best. So, what are you saying? Your name?” He dropped the bottle, crossing his arms across his chest. “Jeremy.” “What a sexy name... Jeremy. When do you usually close from work?” “Are you flirting to fuck with me?” “Would that be a bad idea?” I smirked, and he smiled. Dude really went along with it, and honestly, this was the best thing that’s happened to me today. “My shift ends around 11:30. What’s your name, pretty?” “Nyssa.” “Nyssa,” he recited, as if trying to memorize the word. My insides throbbed, especially my core. God, I need him. “You’re drunk though. And you suck at flirting.” “Wanna know what else I can suck?” I blurted. He eyed me slowly, a grin spreading across his dashing face. “Another glass?” “Yes—” “No.” I turned toward the voice and noticed Ronan standing behind me. His eyes were bloodshot red and full of anger as he stared daggers at Jeremy. What is he even doing here? “That’s enough drinking.” He walked closer to me, standing above me with both his hands in his pockets. “Let’s go.” “Who are you?” Jeremy asked. “None of your business. And why are you letting her drink? Don’t you see she’s underage?” Oh... he didn’t just do that! “That’s bullshit, don’t believe him!” Jeremy looked between the both of us, confusion laced on his face as he strained his eyes, studying me carefully. “Were you really going to take her back to your place? Unbelievable.” “It wasn’t like that, I promise! She looked older, dude!” Ronan’s eyes studied him, and I could see Jeremy was scared out of his pants. Sorry for him, though. He whimpered like a little boy, picked up the shot glass, and walked away. “Happy now?” “Elated. Let’s go,” he commanded, voice thick with opposition. I got up with a groan and walked out of the bar. He didn’t have to do that, but he wouldn’t care that he just humiliated me there by claiming I was a minor. “Get in,” he said behind me. His car was parked in front of the bar. “Stalking me now?” “Get in, Nyssa.” “No! You tell me how you found out I was here. And don’t you think that stunt you pulled was fine by me?” “What are you doing out here at this time?” “I don’t see how that’s any of your business.” He sighed, holding the bridge of his nose. “Just… get in, Nyssa. Or I’ll do it myself.” Damn him. I reluctantly dragged myself to the back seat of the car. My eyes landed on the driver, who didn’t even care what was going on, keeping his eyes on the road. I pushed myself into the car with Ronan following behind me. We bumped into each other, and before I knew it, I had fallen onto his lap. He froze, his hands resting on either side of him. It felt like the world had stopped as we both stared at each other. I could feel his… uhm… underneath me. “Where to, sir?” the driver's voice resounded in the car, snapping both of us back to reality. “Ms. Nyssa's condo,” Ronan said. His voice was rough, as if something was caught in his throat. “I-I'm sorry.” I shifted but only brushed further against him. I could feel it twitch and swell underneath him. “I’m sorry! That was a… mistake.” I could feel the words burning in my mouth but was too scared to say them out loud. How big was he down there? Did he think I did that intentionally? “I’m sorry,” I said again. It seemed like the only reasonable thing to do. “Do it again,” he rasped, his eyes filled with something I couldn’t quite place.~ Ronan's Pov ~ Flashback | One Year AgoI had hurried out of the meeting to rush back home. It had been a few months since we found out we had a baby on the way, and I'd been extra careful with her. She loved to overwork herself and worry, so I made it my job to protect her.I had driven to the closest McDonald's, as she had fallen in love with their fries, and headed home. Soon enough, I reached the house. Chanel stood outside the door, both hands in front of her. The security men outside had worried expressions on their faces as I got out of the car and walked to the door.“What's the matter?”“It's… it's,” Chanel stuttered.“Spit it out.”“It's madam, sir. I tried to offer her food and she refused. She locked herself up in the room and we've been trying to get her out.”“What do you mean?”“She's acting… violent this time.”I shoved the takeaways into their hands and walked into the house, calling her name as I climbed the stairs. She'd been acting different lately; her behavior
~ Ronan’s Pov ~ I opened the front door as Anyssa walked inside the house. I followed suit, dropping her luggage on the couch.She stood in the middle of the house, hands crossed over each other in front of her.“I want to know everything.”After the scene at the house, she had decided to come home with me. I didn't refuse, and this time, I would tell her everything she needed to know.“I don't want lies. I don't want you to sugarcoat it for me. I need to know what happened, even if I don't remember it. Please, I need to know, Ronan. I need to know everything.”“It started with the car crash.”I walked right up to her and held her hand, pulling her close to the other couch as I sat. Her eyes were teary, and I could tell she was scared.“Mavis had somehow blackmailed you into leaving the city with him, and somehow, you alerted me. I was so scared that I left what I was doing and ran to you…but I was too late.”I shivered, a cold wave washing over my body. I could still remember the wa
~ Anyssa's Pov ~ Two days hiding away from Ronan and everyone. Two days in my room, back at my father's house.After giving it much thought, I decided to leave. I showered, dressed nicely, and walked out of my room. My phone pinged with another notification from Ronan, of course.He should just leave me alone. I'm not ready to talk unless he tells me the truth. Besides, I had decided to start something of my own. I had sent in a few applications to work at a bank. My college certificate was some years old. I shot a quick text to Vanessa. She had been working in Boston for a brand recently, posting on social media, and I couldn't be happier for her.I continued down the stairs, not noticing when I bumped into someone.“Finally, you decided to come out.”“Dad. I've been waiting for you, my sweet.”He held my hand as we walked downstairs. The house was empty, with some of the servants around but barely anyone else.“Where is everyone?”“Oh, your stepmother decided to join the help to co
~ Anyssa's Pov ~ I clung to the sheets as soon as Ronan stood up. Those were the best hours of my life.“I need to shower,” he said. He kissed me and strutted off to the bathroom. A notification popped up on his phone, and I turned toward where it lay.‘Unknown number: How many more times do I have to beg you to be mine? Yet you're probably in bed with that psycho who can't even remember her own memories or the fact that she's a murderer.’I froze, rereading the text.A murderer? A psycho?Who the hell was this, and why was she texting Ronan's phone? I picked it up, and another message came in.‘No matter how much you fight off the attraction we have for each other, I won't back down until you choose me and not that psychotic murderer.’My hands swiped over the screen, trying to unlock his phone. What was the password?Suddenly, the bathroom door opened, and I was too shocked to drop the phone immediately.“I'm sorry,” I said, dropping it on the bed. “A notification came up, and I wa
~ Anyssa's Pov ~Has Ronan been lying to me all this time? I shouldn't think about this. I should ask my husband directly, letting it get to me would only blow things out of proportion.“I know that you're worried about me, Ruby, and I really appreciate that. But this is something my husband and I can settle. Since I'm fine with it, everything is good. I trust my husband. I believe he is a good man and wouldn't lie to me about something so big.”The expression on her face fell. I felt uneasy afterward. I knew she just cared, but there was just something off about her.“It's okay then. I just want you to be happy. I know we've had our differences in the past, and I apologize for that. If my sister is happy and comfortable, then I am too.”I smiled, pulling her into a hug.“Thank you.”The front door opened immediately, and Ronan walked into the house. His eyes landed on us right away.“You're back!” I rushed over to him.“Yeah, I didn't know we were having company. I'm so sorry, baby, t
~ Ronan's Pov ~“Your three o’clock is ready, sir,” Lilian, my secretary, informed me.I nodded, finishing up the little work I had left on my computer.“Oh, sir, Ms. Ruby Calder has been waiting at reception for thirty minutes. She said she won't leave until you speak to her.”I looked up and shook my head in annoyance.“Let her in.”She won't leave until she sees me, and I need to finish this once and for all. Lilian nodded and walked out the door. In seconds, Ruby walked through it.“I guess people do change. I didn't think you would agree to see me, Ronan.”She walked in and took a seat, earning a glare from me.“What are you doing here? And did I ask you to sit?”She sighed. “Why would you tell a woman that, Ronan? Besides, I won't leave here until I get my answer. You've been avoiding me.”“No. My answer is no. It has been no and always will be. Now, the door is that way, see yourself out.”I focused back on my work. Her presence disgusted me. I didn't know what to say. What wou
~ Anyssa's Pov ~I was pregnant? I couldn't respond to the bomb he had just dropped on me. For some reason, my mouth could barely open. I was still in shock.“How many?” I finally asked.He took a deep breath before responding. “Three. They were triplets.”Three babies?I had three babies, and now
~ Ronan's Pov ~I got out of the car, and one of my security guys, Allen, ran toward me the moment I stepped out.The worry on his face was alarming.“Boss,” he said.“What's the matter?”“We think there might be a fire outbreak inside the house or some other problem. We've been trying to reach Mad
~ Anyssa's Pov ~My bed felt wet, and I could feel hands crawling…latching onto my neck. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't move. I tried to open my mouth to scream, but all that came out was a whispered cry.Suddenly, images flashed through my memories: blood…tears…me, crying. Dead bodies and swift fl
~ Ronan's Pov ~ I waited for a while until I was able to go back into the room. I won't lie, when the nurse informed us that she was awake, it felt like I could finally breathe. I hadn't been able to do that for the past two years, at least.Calder walked out with a sad face and a head shake.“You







