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Truth and Lies
It seemed like time stood still at the moment
Amaar left and I didn't bother to acknowledge his departure.I was just looking at the person who was my partner. The partner in the journey of my life.
I was looking into the eyes of a person infront of whom my soul was left bare.All the barriers I had built for so many years
They were gone now Those three simple words They were not words to me that were my whole existence I was giving a part of me Welcoming someone into my life was like giving everything to him My sorrows , my happiness , my responsibilities , my time Everything I would turn soft Anything that has the ability to hurt him will hurt me too There is a chance of pain due to him There would be a weakness and strength bothSo these three words were the most painful , meaningful and core-shaking words for me
They were not
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