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Closer And Closer But Faraway
Oh my God why he is making it difficult invading my personal space like that.My heart was again dancing in my chest ready to explode.
I looked down and try to move out of his hold.
"What was that Haya"I was really aware of what he was asking.I blushed more at him." I don't know what you are talking about?" I try to play dumb.
"Look at me Haya while I'm talking to you"
He put a hand under my chin closing the gap between us.His usual smell of sandalwood and citrous immediately filled my senses and when I met his gold eyes they were burning a hole through me.His gaze always burn a fire in my heart.Oh Allah I will surely die with this close proximityYou didn't die earlier.My subconsious retorted referring to my earlier bravery."Tell me or I can remind you what I'm talking about." He said smugly and I looked at him alarmingly.
Don't do that.Oh Allah ."Not so brave are we now.Where is your confidence princess that was earlier the
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