LOGINChapter 4
Eliana’s P.O.V
I had just closed for the day from work, and on my way home, I decided to buy something for my daughter. She loved fruits, and I bought her favorites — apples, berries, and of course, pineapples.
I work as a house help, and while everyone else saw house helps as low-income earners, my case was different.
Though I don't know the kind of business they run, they pay well — maybe a little too well for a house help’s wage. Well, that was none of my business. As long as I'm able to make ends meet for my daughter and me, that's all that matters.
“Hi, Brad!” I greeted the fruit vendor with a broad smile. Brad was a man in his late sixties. His daughter used to be my classmate, and he was always friendly to me, even after I gave birth to Leah.
Brad looked up, delighted to see me. “Hey, Lana!” he returned the smile.
“How's work going? Great, yes?” I asked.
“Yes,” he laughed. “Same usual, right?”
“Right.”
“Haven't seen you around in a while,” he said as he packed the fruits”
“Um… been busy with work,” I responded.
“How’s our baby girl doing?” Brad asked.
“She's fine,” I smiled.
“I heard they're graduating soon. Our baby girl is all grown up — just a few more years, and she'll graduate from university, get a job, get married, and have kids.” Brad shook his head and added with a chuckle as he handed me the bag of fruits, “How time flies.”
“Yeah,” I said absentmindedly. After paying, I took the plastic bag and left.
I had always feared that a time would come when Leah would end up like me…
No! Impossible! I won't let that happen. I've brought her up to be an upright woman, nothing can go wrong now. Leah is almost eighteen, and she knows the right things to do — definitely, nothing can go wrong… right?
Whenever I console myself about Leah's safety, doubts always arise. I would always think — so what if I did my best? What about fate? What if fate has planned the opposite of what I planned?
Fate has the power to rearrange every arrangement, and accidents happen… right?
The loud screeching of tyres and honking horns jolted me back to reality, freezing me in fear. I had just stepped into the middle of the road when the traffic light was still green!
My brain screamed loudly, telling me to run, but my body failed to obey the command — my knees were weak, and before I knew it, I collapsed. It happened so fast — the screeching, the honking, my fast paced heartbeat — all silenced by a loud crash!
I couldn't feel any pain, or even tell if my body had been thrown across the street — I was still on the ground. I opened my eyes, lifted my gaze, and gasped at the sight before me. The driver had hit a lamp post. I didn't see how it happened, but I know it was all my fault.
I ran to the car and looked inside — the driver wasn't carrying any passenger. He was bleeding and unconscious. He wasn't wasn't wearing his seatbelt, so he hit his head pretty bad.
I wanted to call for help, but by this time of the night, there were barely any passersby, and there wasn't any taxi in sight either. If I were to order an Uber, the poor man would've been dead, and instead of going to the hospital, I'd be heading to the morgue to dump his body, call his family, then be dumped behind bars.
No, I can't let that happen! If not for me, for the sake of my daughter. What would happen to her if I go to jail? Or if she has an ex convicted mother, who was charged for murder? Well, I still have a chance to change all that…
But I'm not a good driver! I've only driven a car a couple of times!
Right now, one word was enough to describe my current state — panic!
I tossed the bag of fruit onto the back seat, and shakily pushed him to the passenger seat, and tightened the seatbelt around him, then mine.
I don't know how I managed to get to the hospital, but when I did, I screamed at the top of my voice, “Help! Somebody help us!”
Soon, people gathered, and he was taken to the ER.
I paced around impatiently for God knows how long, before I finally sat down in the waiting area.
Leah! I've left Leah at home, all alone by herself! I don't even know if she's home yet.
I searched my handbag for my phone. I pulled it out and stared at the screen for a few seconds.
“Calm down, Eliana,” I muttered, inhaled, exhaled, then dialed Leah's number.
She wasn't picking up, and I dialed her number, time and time again.
When I called her for the eleventh time and she didn't pick up, I sprang to my feet. I couldn't calm down. Hot tears rolled down my cheeks as countless thoughts roamed my head.
What if someone had captured her? What if she wasn't okay? What if…
No, I'm going home.
I turned around and bumped into someone — an old lady, to be precise.
“I, I, I'm really sorry,” I stuttered.
“It's okay,” the woman said. “Are you alright?” she asked me. She must've seen the fresh tear streaks on my face.
“No. I, I, I…” I wanted to say ‘I'm okay,’ but the words choked me into sobs. I am not okay, and I can't bring myself to say otherwise.
“Everything is going to be alright,” she said softly, leading me back to the chair.
“Is a loved one in the ER?” She asked when I had calmed down.
“Yes, I mean, no. I don't know him, but he got involved in a car accident because of me,” I responded.
“Don't worry, he's going to be fine, trust me.”
“I know. It's just…” I didn't know if I should say this, but the way she stared at me… those calm eyes hypnotizing me to trust her… she gave me the comfort I hadn't felt for years — one that can only come from a mother.
“What’s wrong, my dear?” She asked again. It made me remember my mother, and tears threatened to roll down my cheeks.
I took a deep breath, promising myself I wouldn't cry. “I'm worried about my daughter,” I said — and burst into tears.
Somewhere in this hospital, a man was fighting for his life because of me.
Somewhere else, my daughter wasn’t answering her phone. Deep down, I knew — something had already gone wrong.
Chapter 44Leah’s P.O.V “Um… I meant ‘oh, you're back’,” I said, but I'm sure they weren't convinced, so I added, “I'm sorry, I forgot my table manners.”“Then, I'll be the bigger person, and not take it to heart. I'm sure you didn't mean it,” Sky said as he left.Who was apologizing to him? And who said I didn't mean it?However, I didn't say anything else. I only bowed my head and continued chewing on my food. Luckily, no one else said anything till we finished eating.— — —Sky's POVThree days had passed since the dinner where Leah called me an asshole to my face, and she'd been dodging me ever since.After returning to Starling City, I thought it was about time I visited my old buddies at the gaming center. I visited them every day, and always returned home late.Today, I got bored, and decided to go home early. Whe I got home, it was already 3:30 p.m. I entered the unlock code and passed by the living room. I heard the sound probably coming from the TV, so I decided to check.
Chapter 43 Leah's P.O.V “Let's—” “Why do you look so pale? Are you feeling unwell?” Nathan cut in.His face had that genuine concern, and I was confused for a moment.“No,” I said before I could think twice. “I'm just not up for a party today. I want to go back home,” I added.Nathan didn't want to go home yet, so I left on my own.The ride home was a blur of city lights, and I pressed my forehead against the cold window. I want you. I had actually said it out loud, to him, and he hadn't even given me an answer. Nathan's hand had felt so warm in mine back in that room, and I had still almost ended things with him over a few minutes in a hallway. What kind of person did that make me?— — —I woke up due to the persistent ringing of my phone.“Ugh! What's the issue?” I groaned as I finally grabbed my phone from the bedside table. I swiped the screen and held the phone to my ear.“Leah!” Mom's excited voice came through. I glanced at the time — it was 9:00am. Why would Mom call me s
Chapter 42 Leah's P.O.VHowever, everyone in sight had totally unfamiliar faces.Some people went to the dance room, some went to the karaoke, and others went to do things they preferred.Nathan knew I wouldn't prefer the noisy activity, so we went to one of the private rooms for games. The students here were mostly not from our class alone — the number of unfamiliar faces surpassed the number of familiar faces.“What game are we playing?” I asked.A girl who heard my question responded. “What else? T or D.”— — —The bottle spun, and by the time it landed on me... "Truth," I said, opting for the safer choice.The rule of the game wasn't as easy as drinking a bottle of wine. This rule was quite harsh — you only have two truths, and if you fail to do the dare, you have to entertain everyone. Not just any kind of entertainment, you have to do a threesome for ten minutes, or masturbate in front of everyone if there are no volunteers. To make it worse, filming was allowed. This wasn't a
Chapter 41 Leah's P.O.VHe shouldn’t stay even a second longer. He shouldn’t have brought this up.“Leave,” I said softly this time.The house became as quiet as a graveyard the next minute.I turned to look around and saw that he had left. I instantly regretted it, but also didn't regret it. Why was my life becoming so complicated? I squatted, sobbing silently.The next few days were unbearable—Sky and I became like strangers once again. Our eyes didn’t even meet by accident. Our relationship in high school was far better than this—at least we got to talk.I wanted to find a chance to apologize, but couldn’t get one. At some point, I decided to let it go, and I did that by spending more time with Nathan. We went to the library together, and because he was living with Nora it would be inconvenient for me to stay at his place, so he slept over at my place most times.Days blurred into weeks, and just like that, it was two weeks already. There were good moments in between — a shared l
Chapter 40Leah's P.O.V I closed my eyes, waiting for her attack to land. An inexplicable dryness clawed at my throat. I didn't know if I was crying or not, but I didn't feel anything else until the doorbell rang.I opened my eyes, only to find myself sitting on the couch. My book was resting on my stomach, and I was lying in an uncomfortable position.Was that… a dream? It felt so… real.I touched my stomach, and that feeling of being stabbed still lingered. Even my throat was sore. I placed my hand behind my neck to massage it, then rubbed my throat.“Ding dong!”The doorbell rang again. I had almost forgotten the sound that had woken me up from that nightmare.Then I remembered…The doorbell had rung, Nora came in and pulled out a knife from the delivery package..."Ding dong!"The doorbell rang again.I pushed myself up and noticed that my legs were weak.That strange feeling still curled in my stomach as I reached for the door handle. The delivery guy slowly came into view, and
Chapter 39 Leah's P.O.V "Are you sick?" I heard him ask even before the door had fully opened."Leah?” It seemed he was expecting to see someone else, because surprise flashed across his face.“Why were you ringing the bell like that?" he asked, making way for me to come in."If I hadn't, would you have opened the door?" I asked, but not moving an inch. It was obvious I had no intention to go in. I was angry for no reason in particular… perhaps at everything? I wasn't sure."What? You came to my house just to talk at the door?" he asked.I reluctantly stepped in, and he closed the door behind him."This is the first time you're visiting, and you didn't inform me beforehand, so I didn't prepare anything. Is there anything you want? I'll go get it for you.""No need," I said a little too fast, and he paused."What's wrong?" he asked."I came here to talk," I said.He sat on the couch and casually draped an arm around my shoulders."About what?" he asked.I removed his hand from my sh







