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Bar Della Luna never smelled the same twice. Some nights it leaned warm—bourbon, citrus peel, expensive perfume clinging to coats that didn’t belong to the season. Other nights it carried something sharper underneath, like metal or rain trapped in stone. Jamie noticed these things because he had to. Because noticing meant staying ahead of the mess. Staying employed.
He pushed through the staff door and the noise met him in layers. Low music first, a pulse rather than a melody, then voices. Laughter clipped at the edges, restrained, like everyone here had learned the art of not being too much. Glass chimed against glass, the floor was clean enough to reflect the lights but not clean enough to feel honest. Jamie tied his apron, untied it and retied it tighter. “You’re early,” Mara said, already polishing a row of tumblers with the kind of focus that meant she was tired but pushing through. “Couldn’t sleep,” Jamie said. Mara snorted. “You ever?” He smiled because that was easier than answering. His body felt thin tonight, stretched, like he’d left something important somewhere else and hadn’t figured out what yet. He checked the schedule taped crookedly to the wall. Double shift, again. Fine. He washed his hands, counted his tips from the last shift—short. Of course they were. Rent sat heavy in his chest, a number that followed him everywhere, even here, even now. By the time the doors officially opened, the bar was already half full. Regulars slid into their usual places. Strangers chose corners that felt intentional, not accidental. Jamie moved between them easily, muscle memory taking over where his thoughts lagged. Smile here. Nod there. Don’t lean too close. Don’t lean too far away. That was when the room changed. Not loudly, not in a way he could point to later and explain. It was more like the air shifted its weight. Conversations didn’t stop, but they bent, the way flames do when a door opens somewhere else. Jamie looked up from the register. The corner booth…. that booth was occupied. It was always empty. Not roped off, not labeled. Just… left alone. Even on nights when people stood waiting for a place to sit, no one chose it unless Mara or the manager gestured first. The man sitting there didn’t look around, didn’t scan the room. He sat like he already knew everything worth knowing about it. Black coat, dark hair brushed back from his face with careless precision. He wasn’t flashy. That was the unsettling part. No jewelry. No visible phone. His hands rested on the table, relaxed, like they’d never learned how to tremble. Jamie felt it in his stomach first. That small, irrational pull that told him to look away and look closer at the same time. “Jamie.” He flinched. Mara tilted her head toward the booth without moving her eyes. “Take that table.” “Me?” His voice came out thinner than he liked. “You,” she said. “And don’t ask questions.” That did not help. Jamie grabbed a glass, wiped it though it was already clean, and walked. Each step felt louder than the last, like the floor knew something he didn’t. He stopped at the table and waited. The man didn’t look up right away. “Whiskey,” he said. His voice was calm, controlled, touched with an accent Jamie couldn’t place immediately. Italian, maybe or something close enough that it carried the weight of intention. “Neat.” Jamie nodded. “Sure.” He turned, aware of the man’s eyes on his back. It wasn’t leering. It wasn’t hungry. It was… assessing. Jamie’s shoulders tensed anyway. He poured the drink carefully. Too carefully. His hands steadied when he focused on the ritual, the sound of liquid against glass, the clean scent of alcohol rising sharp and brief. He exhaled without realizing he’d been holding his breath. When he returned, their fingers brushed as he set the glass down. Just skin. Just a second. Jamie’s breath stuttered. The man’s eyes lifted then. Dark. Focused. They flicked to Jamie’s face, his mouth, the name stitched onto his chest. “Jamie,” the man said. Jamie swallowed. “Yes?” The man’s mouth curved, barely. Not a smile. More like acknowledgement. “Thank you.” “You’re welcome.” Jamie stepped back too quickly, then forced himself to still. “Let me know if you need anything else.” The man’s gaze dropped to Jamie’s wrist. Lingered there. Jamie became suddenly aware of the faint bruise he hadn’t bothered covering, the result of a long night and a careless corner. He resisted the urge to pull his hand away. “You work too much,” the man said. Jamie frowned despite himself. “Excuse me?” The man took a slow sip of his drink. Didn’t break eye contact. “It shows.” Jamie laughed, short and defensive. “You don’t know me.” “I know enough.” Something about the way he said it; quiet, certain, made Jamie’s chest tighten. He straightened, irritation sparking through the unease. “I should get back to work.” “Of course.” The man inclined his head slightly. Polite. Final. Jamie walked away, pulse loud in his ears. He told himself not to look back. He looked back anyway. The man was watching him. Across the room, a tall figure near the bar shifted his weight. Luca… Jamie knew his name only because he’d overheard it once, had been here as long as Jamie had. Longer, maybe. Always near the edges. Always seeing everything. Their eyes met for half a second. Luca’s expression didn’t change, but something in his posture tightened. Jamie focused on his work. Time slid strangely after that. The night didn’t unfold so much as coil. The man in the corner booth stayed. Didn’t order much. Didn’t leave. Jamie felt him like a held note, vibrating just beneath the noise of the room. At one point, a hand brushed Jamie’s hip as he passed behind a customer. Casual. Familiar. Jamie stiffened, shifted away, kept moving. He’d learned when to let things go. He didn’t miss the way the air went cold. When he glanced toward the corner booth, the man was watching. His jaw had tightened. His eyes had sharpened into something dangerous and still. Jamie felt heat creep up his neck. He hadn’t asked for that attention. He didn’t know if he wanted it. Later… much later, the bar thinned. Midnight crept in quietly, like it didn’t want to draw attention to itself. Jamie wiped down the counter, hands aching, feet numb. He felt wrung out, hollowed. The man stood. Jamie noticed because everyone noticed. Chairs scraped softly as people made space without being asked. The man walked to the bar, movements unhurried, coat falling just right around his frame. “Another,” he said. Jamie poured it. Their fingers didn’t touch this time, but the space between them felt charged anyway. “Adrian,” the man added, as if remembering something important. “My name.” Jamie blinked. “Jamie,” he said, then flushed. “I mean…. I know.” Adrian’s mouth tilted again. “Good.” He set a card on the counter. Plain. No number. Just a name printed in clean black ink. “Adrian DeLuca.” Jamie stared at it longer than he meant to. “Get home safe,” Adrian said. Then he was gone. The door closed behind him with a soft, final sound. Jamie exhaled. His chest felt tight, crowded with things he didn’t have words for yet. He slipped the card into his pocket like it might burn him if he didn’t. From the doorway, a woman watched him. Lily Grant’s eyes followed the place Adrian had been standing, then shifted to Jamie. Sharp. Measuring. Something dark flickered across her face before she smoothed it away and stepped inside. Jamie didn’t notice her. Not yet. He was still standing at the bar, heart pounding, trying to understand why the night suddenly felt like it belonged to someone else entirely.Adrian DeLuca didn’t tip. Jamie learned that on a thursday that smelled like rain and burnt citrus from the cleaner they’d overused on the floors. It was the kind of detail that lodged itself under the skin not because of the money, but because of what it suggested. People who didn’t tip were usually careless, entitled, loud about it. Adrian was none of those things. Jamie noticed anyway. He noticed everything. It was late afternoon, the quiet stretch before the bar filled itself with bodies and noise. Sunlight slanted in through the front windows, catching dust motes and the faint smudge on the mirror behind the liquor shelves. Jamie wiped it again, slower than necessary. His arms still felt heavy from the morning shift at the café. His brain felt like it was lagging behind his body, a half-second delay that made him clumsier than usual. Adrian sat in the corner booth. Of course he did. Jamie didn’t look right away. He pretended to inventory bottles, to check receipts, to listen wh
By the fourth night, Jamie knew better than to pretend the corner booth was empty. Even when it was. Bar Della Luna remembered people. Not in the sentimental way; no nostalgia, no warmth but like a ledger. Inked entries. Names written once and never crossed out. The booth carried that same memory now, a presence that lingered even when Adrian wasn’t there, like the shape a body left behind on a bed. Jamie hated that he noticed. Hated that his eyes drifted there between orders, that his shoulders relaxed a fraction when he saw it occupied, that his chest tightened when it wasn’t. He told himself it was routine. Pattern recognition. Nothing more. “Stop staring holes in the furniture,” Mara murmured as she slid past him with a tray. “You’ll scare it.” Jamie startled. “I wasn’t.” She gave him a look. The kind that said she’d been doing this long enough to recognize lies even when they were gentle. “Uh-huh.” The bar was full early tonight. A corporate crowd, pressed shirts, loosened tie
After midnight, Bar Della Luna belonged to a different city. The early crowd, loud money, careless laughter, people who still believed the night was something to spend—thinned out first. They left behind half-empty glasses and the echo of themselves. What came next was quieter. Sharper. People who spoke with their eyes more than their mouths. People who didn’t ask questions they didn’t want answers to. Jamie felt the shift in his shoulders before he noticed it anywhere else. His posture changed without permission. Straighter. More alert. Like his body knew the rules even when his mind pretended it didn’t. He wiped down the counter slowly, dragging the cloth along the wood until it squeaked. The sound grounded him. His feet ached. His lower back throbbed. He was past tired now, into that strange hollow where exhaustion turned everything slightly unreal. The clock behind the bar blinked 12:17. “Almost there,” Mara murmured as she passed him, her voice low. She didn’t say home. None o
Jamie learned the rhythm of exhaustion the way other people learned songs. There was a tempo to it. A drag behind the eyes. A dull ache that settled into his calves by noon and stayed there, loyal, through midnight. He woke to it now, the ache already awake before he was, like it had business to attend to. The ceiling above his bed had a crack shaped like a river. He’d named it once, back when naming things made them feel less temporary. Now he just stared at it, phone buzzing against his palm. 8:14 a.m. He rolled onto his side and reached for the alarm that had failed him. Again. The room smelled faintly of detergent and yesterday’s coffee. Cold. He swung his legs over the side of the bed and sat there longer than he should have, elbows on knees, breathing through the heaviness. Third job day. He showered fast. Too fast. The water barely warmed before he stepped out, skin prickling as he dragged a towel over himself. His reflection in the mirror looked thinner than last week or ma
Bar Della Luna never smelled the same twice. Some nights it leaned warm—bourbon, citrus peel, expensive perfume clinging to coats that didn’t belong to the season. Other nights it carried something sharper underneath, like metal or rain trapped in stone. Jamie noticed these things because he had to. Because noticing meant staying ahead of the mess. Staying employed. He pushed through the staff door and the noise met him in layers. Low music first, a pulse rather than a melody, then voices. Laughter clipped at the edges, restrained, like everyone here had learned the art of not being too much. Glass chimed against glass, the floor was clean enough to reflect the lights but not clean enough to feel honest. Jamie tied his apron, untied it and retied it tighter. “You’re early,” Mara said, already polishing a row of tumblers with the kind of focus that meant she was tired but pushing through. “Couldn’t sleep,” Jamie said. Mara snorted. “You ever?” He smiled because that was easier than a