MasukAyla
The sun is high and hot on our skin as Selene and I walk through the gathering grounds. Laughter and music fill the air. Everyone looks so perfect. The females wear flowing dresses. The males are already in their ceremonial wear. Most of them don't even look at us.
I keep my head high. Selene walks quietly beside me, her hands clasped in front of her. We try to greet a few people. A wave here, a soft hello there.
"Hi, Liana," I say to one of the Beta’s daughters. She barely glances at me.
Selene gives a shy smile to a tall boy from the hunter ranks. He doesn’t even nod back.
“They’re ignoring us,” Selene whispers.
I nod. “We’re not high-ranking. They don’t see us.”
My wolf growls low in my chest, but I push the feeling down.
We walk a bit more. Some of the young warriors are laughing nearby. One of them points at us.
“What are the twins doing here?” he says. “Did someone invite them?”
“Maybe they think one of them will catch the Alpha’s eye,” another snickers.
I pretend not to hear, but Selene’s face turns red.
I grab her hand. “Ignore them. They’re nobodies.”
We keep moving. Our grandmother leaves us near the edge of the circle.
“You look beautiful,” she says, adjusting a flower in Selene’s braid. “Remember your worth. The Goddess makes no mistakes.”
She kisses our cheeks, then slips away into the crowd. She won’t stay, she says this ceremony is for the young.
As soon as she’s gone, the mocking starts again.
“Ayla, really? You think an Alpha wants an Omega girl?” A tall girl sneers as she walks by.
I don’t answer. I press my lips together and stare ahead.
Selene squeezes my arm gently. “Let’s find a seat.”
I nod, but I don’t move. I can feel it. The bond. He’s close. And he’ll see me tonight.
The day drags on, I feel suffocated by heat and anticipation. Laughter rises around me like smoke is bright and wild but I don’t laugh. I can’t. My eyes keep searching for one person.
Alpha Lugh.
He stands at the centre of the festivities, surrounded by warriors, elders, and young women who float toward him like moths to flame. He’s dressed in deep forest green robes lined with silver, his posture tall, strong. His dark blond hair is tied back, and a thin scar along his jaw catches the sunlight. His presence is like a storm cloud waiting to break.
My chest tightens when his gaze sweeps the crowd and lands on me.
It’s only a second, a flicker. But it feels like lightning through my veins. He excuses himself from a conversation and walks straight toward me.
Selene senses him too and gives my hand a squeeze. “Go,” she whispers, stepping back.
My heart hammers in my ears as he stops in front of me. His scent rolls over me like warm earth, crushed herbs, and a hint of smoke. It fills my lungs, sharp and familiar. My wolf stirs. I almost lose my balance because of it.
“Ayla,” he says softly, his voice deeper than I expected. “Are you okay?”
I nod. I can't speak.
His eyes darken, searching mine for something. “I am glad you could make it,” he admits, barely above a whisper.
He extends his hand. “Dance with me.”
I take it, feeling on top of the world. My dream is finally coming to pass. I blow mental raspberries at the onlookers who mocked me, thinking I was never going to be picked.
The crowd parts as he leads me to the centre of the circle. Music swells—soft strings and gentle drums. People stare. I feel their eyes on me, but I don’t care.
His hand settles on my waist, the other holds my hand. I rest my free hand on his shoulder. He’s warm beneath my fingers.
As we move, our bodies fall into rhythm. The world fades. It’s just me and him and the pounding of our hearts.
But then… he looks away.
Just for a second.
His gaze drifts past me, over my shoulder, toward the crowd. Toward Selene.
I tense.
He returns his gaze to me quickly, but the damage is done. My chest aches.
We dance until the song ends, then he lets me go. I stand there, stunned, as he offers his hand to another girl. She giggles as he leads her to the floor.
I take a deep breath and smile, pretending it doesn’t hurt.
Another song. Another girl. Then another.
Each time he dances with someone else, my blood boils a little more. I know we’re fated. I feel it in every cell. Why does he keep pulling away?
He comes back to me once, twice more. Each time, I feel the connection tugging stronger. My wolf howls with joy when he holds me again. But he never stays long. His touch is careful. Distant. Like he’s holding back.
Like he’s fighting it.
By late afternoon, I’m trembling with jealousy and confusion.
He’s mine.
So why do I feel like he’s slipping through my fingers?
Selene is still seated, watching the dance go on. She gives me an apologetic look when I take the seat beside her. She wordlessly takes my hand and squeezes it.
The music ends and a round of applause erupts in the crowd. An elder goes on the podium to give a speech, I tune him out, uninterested in what he wants to say. Lugh is chatting away with Liana and I want to throw up.
After what feels like an eternity, the music starts again for another dance. It is soft, slow, like a heartbeat. Warm lights flicker above us, suspended between trees like captured stars. Girls move gracefully across the open space, swaying gently, eyes locked on Lugh.
And then he’s in front of me. An angry Liana gives me a death squint from behind him.
His shoulders broad under his ceremonial coat, his scent wrapping around me. I feel dizzy from it. My pulse stumbles.
He says nothing, just extends a hand. Beside me, Selene is grinning from ear to ear, clearly happy for me.
My fingers tremble as they touch his. His skin is warm, rough. I rise, and he pulls me close, too close. One hand on my waist, the other in mine. My free hand rests lightly on his shoulder, though every part of me wants to cling to him.
We begin to dance again.
His movements are precise, confident. I follow his lead, feet gliding, heart racing. For a moment, it feels like I’m floating.
“I’ve watched you,” he murmurs. “You’ve held yourself well.”
I nod, still unable to find my voice. His nearness is overwhelming. The bond buzzes between us, tugging tighter with every step.
His eyes lower to mine. And then...His lips touch mine. It’s sudden and quiet. No warning. Just heat.
My eyes flutter shut. Everything tilts inside me. My soul ignites. His mouth is gentle but firm, and I feel the bond rush in like a storm. I gasp against him, but I don’t pull away.
His kiss deepens, just for a moment. One moment. Then he breaks it. His breath brushes my cheek. His hand lingers at my waist. But his gaze has shifted—distant again.
The song ends, there is no applause this time.
He steps back, just slightly, releasing me. “Thank you for the dance,” he says softly.
And before I can say a word, he’s walking away… toward the woods.
I stand there, stunned. My lips still tingling. My wolf still singing. And I follow him.
AylaLugh’s half of the bed is cold. My hand drags across the wool sheet before I am properly awake, a reflex the body engages while the mind lags. The fabric is flat, the bed not yet disturbed by him. I pull my hand back, my gaze catching the slit windows directly above the head of the bed. They let in the thin, indifferent grey of early morning light; a grey so early it doesn’t warm anything yet.Below, in the stone courtyard, one of the stable boys is scraping his iron shovel over the cobbles, hitting the same pitch on every third stroke. I hear the voices of two others near the hay loft, murmuring too low to pick up words, while silence rests heavy outside our chamber door because Lugh stayed down at his midnight watch.The hearth fire is out.I stand beside it, pulling on the left boot by habit, easing the metal buckle at the ankle over the toe. My fingers are clumsy with the morning chill. The jagged edge catches the wrong way twice on the skin below my thumb, nipping hard befor
SeleneMy fingers were raw from scraping grease off the pewter plates. I used the rough hemp rag, and my nail beds flaked into tiny white scales against the grainy wood of the wash tub. In the kitchen of the Green Gable, the smell of burned cabbage and wet timber mingled with the sour tang of second-rate ale that the drivers drained from their leather jacks after the afternoon service.Every time a gust of wind sneaked in through the heavy oak door in the hall, the wall-mounted candles, wick coated in a sheen of soot, flamed with the force of a miniature bellows. I had a dull throb right behind my eyes, a pressure that made the low grease lamps near the larder shimmer until it was hard to look. I couldn’t recall the name of the road that had brought me into this valley three months before.The thought slipped from my head like wet boots in mud. A space was vacant in the place where yesterday belonged, a foggy greyness like that which rose off the river flats on cold mornings. My thumb
AylaThe silver bands did not go easily onto our fingers. Lugh’s knuckles were swollen from the training rings, the skin over the joints yellowed by old bruising. When he held his hand out to me before the high table, his elbow remained locked. His arm stayed so stiff that I had to move forward into his space just to push the cool metal home. His hand was cold. His skin smelled faintly of the river water he had used to scrub the horse sweat from his neck before the elders arrived.Elder Thomas stood behind the hearth. The skirt of his wool wrap swept the cold ashes as he mumbled the lineage rite. He talked about the northern borders, the winter stores, and the strength of a house needing an heir before the spring melt brought the river traders back up from the south. He kept his palms flat on the surface of the stone altar. His voice was raspy from the draft that always settled into the lower logs of the hall during these months.Lugh looked over the elder’s shoulder. His eyes were f
AylaLugh remained by the treeline, his fingers hooking into the soft opening of his green dress coat. He shifted his weight from side to side, the heels of his boots pressing down until he left patches of pale earth in the flattened grass. He did not turn around when the simple wooden gate clattered against the post, though his shoulders rose a fraction.I stopped three paces behind him, my hands coming together over the front of my skirt. The fabric of my hem was still damp from the morning dew along the back path, sticking slightly to my ankles as I stood there."You don't owe me an apology, Lugh," I said, my teeth pressing into my lower lip until the skin went pale. "Selene is gone."His hand dropped from his collar to hang loose at his side. His jaw moved twice before he looked at me, his eyes focused entirely on the corner of my mouth."Gone how?" he asked, his voice catching on the first word so that it came out dry and thin."She left last night," I said, taking half a step clo
Selene My forehead throbbed right between my eyes, a dull, heavy ache that made me blink every time the sun hit the metal signs across the street. I sat on an upturned wooden crate behind the bakery, tucking my fingers deep into the armpits of my oversized coat to keep them from shaking.I raised my hand, my thumb rubbing along my jawline, then down the bridge of my nose. My skin felt thick and strange under my fingertips, like I was wearing someone else’s face over my own. I couldn't remember the name of the tavern I had walked past an hour ago, or why my shoes were covered in forest mud instead of river silt.Martha came out the back door carrying a basket of stale loaves, dropping one into my lap without a word."You’ve been sitting there since the morning bells rang, girl," Martha said, wiping her floury hands on her apron. "Are you going to buy something or just look at the stones?"I picked up the loaf, my fingers sinking into the hard crust. "I don't have any coin, Martha.""Th
Some fates need a little helpAylaWe sit together for a while after that. She brushes at the ceremony, her apologies for not knowing what to say when Lugh slid her hand into hers. She comments on the way the elder women looked at her afterwards. She questions me again about my well-being, and I assure her I am fine, and the second time she seems to believe me. The potion takes a while to take effect. She doesn‘t notice the sleepiness as it begins to blanket her in the same way it would as if she had been awake a long time last night. Her eyelids feather down. Her words wind up at the end. By the time she‘s finished saying she‘s got to get to bed, she‘s almost falling to one side.I put her back into the pillow and I draw the cover over her. She says something. She shut her eyes.I go to the window first: the candlelit on the windowsill is enough for me to work in. When I summon my magic, it arrives with the dull heat behind my sternum that I‘ve learned to accept in the past two years







