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The call came at 8:47 a.m. Zachary was already moving through the corridor of Cole Global's fortieth floor when he answered, phone pressed to his ear, free hand in his pocket.
"Mr. Cole." His doctor's voice was carefully measured. "The final results are in. I'm afraid the progression is faster than we initially projected." Zachary kept walking. "How long?" "Eighteen months. Possibly less." He didn't stop. Didn't slow. Employees parted for him the way they always did and he moved through them the way he always did and when he reached his private elevator he pressed the button and stepped in without missing a single step. "Mr. Cole, I'd like to schedule a follow up—" "I'll call you." He ended the call. The doors began to close; but then a hand shot through the gap. The doors reopened and she stumbled in — a portfolio case pressed against her chest, hair half falling out of its pins, slightly out of breath. She looked up and froze when she saw him. "I'm so sorry — I didn't know this was private—" "It's fine." He faced forward. She shifted the portfolio awkwardly. The elevator climbed with a heavy Silence between them. She sneaked a glance at him; but he pretended not to notice and stared ahead. The doors opened on the fourteenth floor and she immediately moved out quickly, the portfolio knocking against the door frame. "Sorry," she muttered to the door frame. The doors began to close. She turned to adjust the portfolio against her hip and for exactly one second their eyes met through the narrowing gap. Then she was gone. Zachary stood alone. He looked at the closed doors for a moment longer than necessary. Then he reached for his phone and dialled. Reid picked up on the first ring. "Zachary." "Find out who she is. The girl who just came through the fourteenth floor. Dark hair. Portfolio case." He paused. "And extend whatever contract brought her into this building." "Zachary—" He ended the call. Reid arrived twelve minutes later. He walked into Zachary's office without knocking — he was the only person in the building with that right and closed the door behind him. Zachary was at the window, hands in his pockets, looking out at the city below. Reid set a thin folder on the desk. "Isla Simmons. Twenty four. Irish national on a work visa. Graphic designer at Hartwell Creative — small firm, six employees. They landed the Cole Global gallery installation contract three weeks ago through an open tender." He paused. "She's been in the building four days." Zachary didn't turn around. "And?" "And nothing. She's nobody connected to anyone. Clean record. No ties to any competitor or person of interest." Reid's voice dropped slightly. "Zachary. What is this?" Zachary turned from the window then. He looked at Reid for a moment — long enough that Reid's expression shifted from cautious to something closer to dread. "Sit down, Reid." "I'll stand." "Sit down." Reid sat. Zachary moved to his desk. He didn't sit. He placed both hands flat on the surface and looked at his oldest friend and said it the same way he said everything — quietly, without decoration. "Eighteen months. The doctor called this morning. The condition is more aggressive than the initial scans suggested. There is no treatment currently available." He straightened. "I need you to call Caden and Sloane. Tell them to be here in an hour." Reid didn't speak for a long moment. "Zachary—" "An hour, Reid." Reid stood slowly. His jaw was tight. His eyes were doing something he would never allow his voice to do. He picked up his phone and walked to the far side of the office and made the calls with his back turned. Zachary sat down behind his desk and opened his laptop and began reading his morning briefing as though nothing had changed. Caden arrived first, still in his gym clothes, hair damp. He walked in with his usual easy energy and then read the room and stopped. Sloane came four minutes later. He took one look at Reid's face and closed the door behind him without being asked. Nobody sat down. Zachary closed his laptop. "I'll keep this short." He looked at each of them in turn. "I've been diagnosed with a progressive condition. The prognosis is eighteen months. I'm telling the three of you because you'll notice eventually and I'd rather control that conversation than have it forced on me." He paused. "This doesn't leave this room. Not to family. Not to the board. Not to anyone." Caden opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. "Zachary—" "I'm not finished." His voice was level. "I have eighteen months and I intend to spend them running this company exactly as I always have. Nothing changes. Nothing stops. Are we clear?" Silence. Sloane spoke first. His voice was flat and low. "No." "Sloane—" "I said no." He stepped forward. "You don't get to drop something like this and then tell us nothing changes. That's not how this works." "That's exactly how this works." "It isn't." Sloane's eyes were hard. "You can run this company. You can keep it from the board. You can do whatever you need to do. But don't stand there and tell me nothing changes and expect me to nod and walk out of here." The room went quiet. Zachary looked at him for a long moment. Something moved across his expression — brief, barely there. "Fine." He said it quietly. "Something changes." Reid looked up. "What?" Zachary glanced at the folder still sitting on his desk. The one with her name on it. "I've made a decision." He said it simply, the way a man states a fact he has already fully accepted. "Before the clock runs out — I want to know what it feels like." He paused. "To love someone." Caden stared at him. "What?" "I've chosen someone." His eyes stayed on the folder. "I'm going to let her in. Give her something real. And when the time comes I'll end it cleanly — before she ever has to know why." The silence that followed was the loudest thing any of them had ever heard in this office. Reid was the first to find his voice. "Zachary. You can't be serious." "I rarely say things I don't mean." "She's a person. She's not a—" Reid stopped. Pressed his fingers to his mouth. Started again. "You can't use someone like that." "I'm not using her." His voice didn't change. "I'm going to give her something real. She'll be better for having known me." A pause. "And I'll have had what I came for." Caden dragged a hand through his damp hair. "This is insane." Sloane said nothing. He just looked at Zachary with the particular expression he reserved for things he disagreed with completely but knew he could not stop. Zachary picked up the folder and held it out to Reid. "Extend her contract. I want her in this building for at least three more months." Reid didn't take it immediately. He looked at Zachary for a long moment — at the man he had known for twenty years, standing behind his desk with eighteen months and a decision already made and a face that had not cracked once since they walked in. He took the folder. "For the record," Reid said quietly. "I think this is a mistake." "Noted." Zachary opened his laptop again. "Close the door on your way out." They filed out. Caden last, pausing at the door. "Zachary." Zachary looked up. Caden's usual easy expression was completely gone. What was underneath it was something much older and much quieter. "For what it's worth." His voice was low. "I hope she's worth it." He closed the door. Zachary sat alone in the silence. He looked at the folder on his desk. At the name printed neatly on the tab. Isla Simmons. His jaw tightened slightly. She had apologised to a door frame. He smiled. Down on the fourteenth floor, completely unaware that her contract had just been extended, that her name sat in a folder on the most powerful desk in the building, that a decision had already been made about her — Isla Simmons hummed quietly to herself and pinned the last panel of artwork to the gallery wall and stood back to look at it. "Perfect," she murmured. She had absolutely no idea.The rooftop at sunset had become their place without either of them deciding it should be.Isla stood at the railing with her arms folded against the wind, watching the light change over the city the way she watched everything — like it was telling her something if she waited long enough to hear it. Zachary stood beside her, close enough that his shoulder brushed hers when the wind picked up.No crisis tonight. No decisions pending. Just the two of them and a city that had watched them become this."Can I ask you something?" she said."Always.""If you could go back. To the elevator. To the morning of the diagnosis." She turned to look at him. "Would you do it differently?"He thought about it honestly, the way he thought about everything now — slower than he used to, like the answer mattered more than being quick with it."No," he said finally."No?""Even the wrong things led here."She studied him. "Even choosing me like I was a project?""Especially that." He looked at her direct
She woke up before he did, which almost never happened.For a long moment she just lay there looking at him — at the particular stillness of his face in sleep, the one expression he couldn't manage or control, the one that made him look closer to the age he actually was instead of the age his responsibilities made him carry. His hand was loose on the pillow between them. Last night's yes still sitting in the room somewhere, undisturbed, like a piece of furniture they hadn't decided where to put yet.She got up carefully. Went to the kitchen. Started the coffee.She heard him wake up by the particular quiet of it — no alarm, no movement for a long moment, just the change in the air that meant a person had stopped being asleep. Then his footsteps.He stood in the doorway of the kitchen in just his sweatpants, hair completely wrecked, watching her."Morning," she said, not turning around.He didn't answer.She poured the coffee. Reached for the milk. Felt him still there, still watching,
Everyone found out at different times, and the reactions were all completely themselves.Reid heard it first, over the phone, and went very quiet for a long moment."Good," he said finally.Just that one word, but it carried something much larger underneath it. Fifteen years of friendship. Months of watching someone he loved fight for time he wasn't sure he'd get.Caden cried.Briefly, privately, in the bathroom of Zachary's apartment, the door locked, the water running so nobody would hear. Odette knew anyway. She didn't say anything to anyone about it, didn't mention it at dinner or make a thing of it later. She just found his hand under the table and held it, and he held hers back, and that was the entire conversation either of them needed about it.Sloane showed no reaction in the room when Zachary told him.He nodded once, said something that sounded like acknowledgment but wasn't quite words, and then he excused himself and went to the window.He called Lyra ten minutes later."
The thirty-first floor installation was finished on a Wednesday afternoon.Isla stood in the middle of the completed space, her team having packed up and left an hour earlier, and looked at what she'd built. The column that had started as a structural problem now stood as the centerpiece, the way the panels curved around it like the space had been designed with it in mind from the very beginning. The walls told a story without explaining it, the way good design always did. The light came through the windows and did exactly what she'd planned and then something slightly more — an unexpected warmth in the late afternoon that hadn't been in any of her sketches.That slightly more was the best part.Zachary stood beside her. The building was quiet around them, the particular emptiness of a workspace after everyone else has gone home, just the two of them and the installation and the city visible through the floor-to-ceiling windows."What does it feel like?" he asked. "Finishing somet
Back in New York, the apartment felt different somehow. Smaller, maybe, after the open space of Clare. Or maybe just quieter in a way that had nothing to do with square footage.The Cole Global board meeting that would decide Dorian's fate happened on a Tuesday.Zachary didn't attend. He'd recused himself months ago, the moment they'd realized the scale of what they were dealing with, understanding that his personal stake in the outcome made his presence a liability rather than an asset.Reid presented everything. Wren walked the board through the compliance documentation, methodical and precise. Caden laid out the financial analysis, the pattern of transactions that connected Dorian to Meridian Health beyond any reasonable doubt.The board deliberated for four hours.Zachary and Isla sat in their apartment during those four hours and very deliberately did not discuss it.She sketched at the kitchen table, working through revisions for a new project that had nothing to do with anyt
Maeve fed them aggressively for two days, which Isla had explained on the first morning was simply how Irish mothers expressed approval."She's not trying to fatten you up," Isla said, watching Zachary eye the third helping of brown bread being pushed toward him. "Well, she is. But it means she likes you.""I've never eaten this much in my life," he said."Eat it anyway. Refusing is an insult."He ate it.They walked the coast road together on the second day, Maeve pointing out landmarks that meant nothing to most people and everything to her — the spot where Isla learned to swim, the rock formation where her husband used to take her fishing as a child, the particular bend in the road where you could see the lighthouse if the weather was clear enough.Zachary understood Isla differently here.He saw where the warmth came from — this place that wrapped itself around you, this mother who fed strangers like family, this coastline that demanded you slow down and pay attention to it. He sa
She didn’t tell Zachary.She told herself it was because he was tired. That the treatment cycle left him exhausted and the last thing he needed was more weight. That she was just going to look. Just check. Just find out if there was anything there before she brought it to him.She told herself thos
The waiting room smelled like recycled air and coffee that had been sitting too long.Isla had been there for forty minutes before Zachary’s monitoring session ended. She’d found the chair closest to the window, positioned so she could see both the door to the treatment corridor and the street belo
He tells Reid first. They’re in his office at 8 a.m. on a Thursday. Reid has coffee that he hasn’t touched. Zachary has the phone number of his doctor written on a piece of paper like it’s something that could disappear. “There’s a trial,” Zachary says. “Experimental. My doctor thinks I might qu
They met at a small coffee shop in Brooklyn that served the kind of coffee that didn’t pretend to be anything other than what it was.Connor was already there when Isla arrived. He was sitting at a corner table, back to the wall, the way people sit when they’re used to needing to see what’s coming.







