18. After Burning The Desire

Casey POV

I didn't know what I was feeling right then. It had never crossed my mind that I'd be naked, letting myself be touched by a stranger, but Noah's words were like an intoxicating invitation. I was gasping for breath after that electric sensation when Noah's hand explored my pussy. It was indescribable, but I was totally into it. Noah's intense stare and that smile, inviting me to seek more, made any lingering guilt just disappear.

"Are you done?" I asked.

"Nah, nah, but it's up to you," Noah said. His hand was still on my stomach, stroking it. A shiver went through me.

"What do you mean, Noah?"

"This is just round one, Casey, but you gotta know my rules."

"You have rules?"

"Of course. I don't wanna take any risks. So, you gotta know, if we do this now, it'll be your last shot."

"What?"

"I only hooked up once with a girl. If we do this now, I'm not doing it again with you. You cool with that?"

"I'm not planning on doing this again. You said I should try. And, well, let's try."

"You gonna make a video and send it to your boyfriend?"

"No! Of course not!"

Noah smiled, satisfied. He totally had control over me. I knew this was crazy. Just hours ago, I was denying Lucas's words, and now I was in bed with Noah. I don't know why I couldn't control myself. It felt like ever since that assault, I'd become a dirty woman, worthless.

"So..." Noah pulled down my underwear. My heart pounded even faster. I was curious, but also so scared. "You can't regret this after. I never forced you. Don't blame me for anything that happens after this, especially when you're craving me again."

"That won't happen again."

Noah completely stripped off my remaining clothes until I was naked. He stared at my body, his tongue flicking out like he was about to devour a delicious meal.

"Wow! Impressive."

Noah quickly took off his pants. I was shocked to see his huge, erect c*ck. I didn't know what to say. Fear and dread suddenly filled me.

"So big."

Noah smiled. He came closer, grabbing my lips and devouring them wildly. This wasn't a dream. This was real. Noah and I were completely naked, making out. Noah's hand grabbed my breast, squeezing it with uncontrolled pressure. I felt something burning me. My body writhed. Reflexively, I hugged Noah, squeezing his waist.

"You know, Casey. I seriously wanna f*ck you now."

"Do it."

Noah reached under the pillow. A small red plastic wrapper. A condom. Noah bit it open, grabbed it, and put it on. I waited, watching him. He came towards me again, this time grabbing my legs, spreading them wide. He lowered his body, ready for the main event.

"Fuck!!"

Noah cursed after he did something to my pussy. His cock was already inside me. I was so shocked I pulled at the sheets. My mouth hung open, barely able to handle the sensation.

"You really haven't done it before?"

"Mmmh..."

My eyes squeezed shut, and I felt a deeper thrust. This time I screamed. I was scared because it actually hurt. Noah kissed me, treating me like a gentleman. He let me feel a weird but also ticklish sensation that suddenly went through my body.

"How do you feel?" Noah asked, moving his hips.

"Damn..."

"You like it?"

I wasn't sure what to say. I couldn't focus. I just felt a friction constantly poking inside me. Occasionally, Noah squeezed my chest, then sucked on my nipple. He did it so smoothly, effortlessly. He was super experienced at this.

"I love your reaction, Casey. You make me wanna dive deeper into you."

Noah's movements were faster now. His expression showed burning desire. My mouth couldn't stop rambling, I don't know why.

"Noah, oh...."

"Wait, Baby. I'll do it for you."

He lifted my legs onto his shoulders. He pounded into me even wilder. I touched his handsome face, even though he was sometimes annoying. For some reason, I was fucking him, but I didn't want this to end just yet.

"Noah..." I was tense. My body couldn't hold it anymore.

"Argh!" Noah groaned. His thrusts were even harder now, he was shaking. So was I. I gripped his back tightly, feeling that intense, jolting sensation inside me.

I was gasping for air. So was Noah. He kissed me, making sure I was okay, then smiled.

"How was it?" Noah asked. "You came again."

Noah lay beside me. I just stayed silent. Did this really happen? I fucked Noah? What if people found out? Does that mean I'm a slut?

"Get dressed again," Noah said.

I quickly did, but I was so confused. Noah looked totally relaxed. This was normal for him, but not for me. It was my first time.

"I wanna go home," I said.

"Your clothes aren't dry yet."

"I don't fucking care. I wanna go home now." I was mad, but it was because I was confused. I felt empty. What just happened to me?

Noah took me home without a fight. Since I came home earlier than usual, my mom wasn't home. She always said she was looking for a job but never told me if she'd found one. Noah dropped me off right in front of the house.

"You okay?" Noah asked, looking at me with surprise.

"Don't tell anyone about this."

"Why?" Noah chuckled. "You scared? Usually, girls are proud to get to enjoy my body."

I kicked Noah's leg in response to his reckless remark.

"Hey, Girl! Chill out!"

"Just go. Don't let anyone see you here."

"I'll go after you're inside."

I didn't want to argue. It was pointless. After what we just did, I felt a slight connection to Noah, but I tried to deny it. I took off my helmet and handed it to Noah.

"You know, you're the hottest virgin I've ever had," Noah said. "I didn't think fucking a virgin would get me so fired up."

"Can you just stop talking about it!"

"I'm just saying how I feel."

"Fucking jerk!"

I didn't need to deal with Noah's craziness. It was my fault for not controlling my desire. I should have avoided situations that put me alone with Noah.

"I'll ask my dad to keep an eye on your house. And like I said, don't go out when it's quiet. If you have to go out, make sure it's crowded. Or you can hit me up."

"You're really gonna protect me?"

"That's the consequence I gotta deal with for dragging you into my world."

I wanted to believe Noah, but he was also part of a biker gang. I was afraid he was just using me.

"Get inside," Noah said.

I turned around. Staying here too long would cause bad rumors. I already had too many rumors swirling around me. But as I was about to go in, I was shocked to see a figure step out from behind my house gate.

"Casey," he greeted me, walking closer.

My body immediately reacted by stepping backward. My heart leaped. That pain instantly resurfaced.

"Why are you here, Anthony?"