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"Before I used to ignore the fact that I hate silence. I thought it was just inborn phobia. But when I grew up I realized that I hate silence because it makes me feel that I am alone. I used to believe that I am a monster while everyone is a diamond. But in the end, I discovered that I am a diamond too it just saw myself as a monster to make others shine more.  And I forgot that everyone is a monster too. Humans are monsters. Monsters in their own hell. We become monsters to also fight those monsters that keep us in darkness. Anxiety, depression, pressures, other people who made us feel not enough nor sh*t, those feelings that give us suffering inside.  Those reasons make our shine gone. We're too drown in the ocean of pain, be stuck in the middle of chaos. Those give us the reasons to give up. Life is like a chessboard game you need to take risks to win