CHARLENE'S POV
Numb. I couldn't move any part of my body other than my eyes, which were clouded to the point that I thought I was blind. Everything was black, and all that I used to see wasn't here. It's like I'm trapped in a small box where I won't be able to find an exit.
My ears were clogged with a deafening static vibration as my surroundings weren't making a single sound, just like my voice, which couldn't escape from my mouth.
I could still clearly remember what occurred. The way that my heart shattered, which was mostly the effect of being betrayed, and as much as I want to forget how Chandler's father got rid of my child, its pain was unable to get away from my soul.
"Where am I?" I questioned myself, hoping that I'd at least get a response from anyone, but there wasn't.
If I were to consider all of the possibilities, then this might be what they call the afterlife. There might still be a chance for me to be reborn, though I'm not sure if I can be born with the same identity or if I would be reborn into someone else's mind and body.
A faint voice that seemed to be calling me disturbed my inner thoughts. I can't completely recognize whose voice it was, but I'm sure that it might be a lead for me to return to our world.
"Let's end today's discussion so that you can use the vacant time for your training session," announced a man who was in his mid-20s before he left the room.
My lips parted when I realized that I was inside a classroom that was filled with rowdy students who were all keeping up with their respective tasks.
"How am I alive..?"
"Huh?" One of my classmates approached me with a curious expression. "Are you still half-asleep, Charlene?" he further asked, and this time he was genuinely smiling.
I furrowed my eyebrows as I carefully examined the surroundings; it wasn't a dream, that's for certain. The thoughts that I had earlier might have actually come true—I was reincarnated in the same space and time.
"What day is it today?"
He pressed the power button of his phone to check today's date. "It's the 13th day of June, Charlene. How could you even forget your own birthday?" he replied to me with a worried tone.
If today is June 13, then that only means one thing: that man would surely visit me in my house, which he has regularly done since we were pups.
I packed up my stuff and hurriedly went out of the room, but I halted my movements when someone called me. "Where are you going? We still have two hours before class is totally dismissed," he said.
Confused about what to say, I made up an excuse. "My mom is calling me; there's an emergency."
"Seriously, what's wrong with you today, Charlene?"
He stepped forward without removing his gaze from me. I didn't notice how quickly he managed to hold me by my wrist, just to make sure that I wouldn't be able to run away without an explanation.
"My mind's a complete mess right now; can you please let go?" I politely asked; however, it only made him tighten his grip on me.
"You seem to not know who I am judging by the way you talk to me." He sighed, then pulled me until we reached the edge of this floor's hallway.
Fortunately, there weren't a lot of students in this area.
"Did something occur in your dream? No one may have paid attention to you, but I did. I observed each and every heavy breath that you had back there since you looked like you were begging for someone to help you. You were even sweating a lot despite the cold breeze."
"Why would you bother watching me during lecture hours? Are you perhaps interested in me?" I asked, trying my best to avoid his continuous inquiries about myself.
The boy's cheeks and ears were as red as tomatoes after he heard what I said: I've hit the bulls-eye.
Instead of giving me a response, he chose to introduce himself as Xavier. He told me that he was the only one that I was close with among all of the students at Snow Academy. He even said that I didn't want to have anyone else as my partner in any training sessions since I only had faith in his abilities.
I didn't want to believe him at first, but he showed me a contract that was signed by the two of us, agreeing that we would prioritize our practices and wouldn't engage in any intimate acts. It was submitted to the head of the academy, which I couldn't remember.
"So where did you really plan to go in such a hurry earlier? I doubt that your mother called you in the middle of all the commotions circulating in your pack."
I just remembered that Xavier wasn't the type of person who'd easily give up unless his curiosity was solved. And that thought alone made me shake my head.
"I was about to go home and verify something, but..." I paused for a while to take a glance outside our academy through the window. "What commotion are you talking about?"
"Haven't you heard yet? The Alpha of the Vicious Shadow Pack and one of the Omegas of the Mystic Moon Pack were blessed by the moon goddess as mates. They didn't even need to search for one another as soon as the full moon came," he explained, which terribly made my heart ache.
"Please don't tell me that you're referring to Alpha Jaxton..." I mumbled at the same time that my eyes turned hot.
"It is Alpha Jaxton, why?"
I don't want to assume, but my gut was eagerly telling me that if ever Xavier's story wasn't made up, then there's a high probability that the omega that he mentioned was none other than the woman I despise the most...
Chandler.
CHARLENE’S POV A pair of black eyes was the first one that I saw after a long time of being stuck in the same dimension where no one else was present. The owner of those eyes slowly made her entrance. She was a woman who was a few centimeters taller than me. Her skin was unbelievably fair and yet pale. "Say your wish; I’ll grant it," she said. Her voice was angelic, and even her appearance screamed perfection, as if she were a goddess. "Revenge. Rebirth. Redo," I answered without any second thoughts. In less than a minute, a gem that she held shone brightly, which reflected the fragments of my memories. Most of it was the part where I felt infuriated. "I’ll be giving you, Charlene, a second chance to live on with the same identity. Your memories of the past will remain, but that won’t be the case for those that you treasure," she explained. Snapping back to reality
CHANDLER’S POVMy entire morning was filled with thoughts of how I could make that b*tch beg for her life to be spared. Charlene was always the reason why Jaxton never looked me in the eye with such interest showing from deep within his heart and soul.The mere fact that they were blessed by the Moon Goddess as mates was more than enough to infuriate my wolf. What more when I discovered that Charlene was cheating on Jaxton?I couldn't blink an eye after that news, so I took the honor of spreading a rumor about Charlene's indecent deed.What made it worse was that she chose to be intimate with Scarlet Edge Pack’s beta, Xavier. A filthy mortal who wouldn’t even have the capability to face the consequences of the sin he committed together with Charlene.So from the very first moment that I heard from Charlene herself about her acceptance to abort her child, I knew that it was the perfect time for me to get her out of my life—our lives.When I headed over to the Vicious Shadow Pack, every
CHANDLER'S POV"Chandler, you know about Charlene's pregnancy?" I nodded my head once again, feeling ashamed for some reasons that I am unable to figure out. "I do." He frowned. "If you knew that then why did you never mention it to me?" he questioned, Jaxton's eyebrows knitted together. "Because I thought that the matter could have been left alone. But since it is your business now, we can talk about it later," I said. "And by 'talk', I meant..." I cleared my throat. "...kill someone," I finished my sentence. I stared directly into his eyes. I saw something dark swirling there. "Oh God, please tell me that it's not true," he begged me while covering his mouth. I guess he knew who I was referring to. I closed my eyes, afraid that whatever I had to tell them might trigger Jaxton to lose control of his wolf. I could feel the pain of losing both– from Jaxton's anger, and from my wolf's sadness for knowing how painful it was for them. It wasn't something that I should be privy to. H
CHARLENE'S POVXavier looked up, showing his eyes filled with sorrow. "The only memory that he has is..." My mouth formed into a line. My heart clenched upon hearing these words. It couldn’t be… "What are you saying, Xavier? Is the Alpha trying to trick me?" I shouted, clenching my fists. "No, I am talking the truth, Charlene. I can't lie," Xavier replied, taking a step forward towards me. His gaze locked into mine with a sincere and determined look. "If I may be honest, the Alpha's memories aren't really the only ones that he has. The ones that are important to him..." "No!" A tear fell from my eye, followed by a series of coughs and wheezes until I collapsed. I was too weak to stay standing on my feet anymore, so I sank onto my knees in order to prevent myself from falling. I was breathing heavily while Xavier rushed to my side. "Charlene! What happened to you? Can you hear me?" Before I could respond, a sharp pain hit me from above, which felt like a knife had just been sta
CHARLENE'S POVHis hair was ruffled, making it appear even messier than usual. His eyes were slightly droopy with tiredness. His usually elegant appearance was replaced with a disheveled appearance. And yet, despite how different he looked from the previous day, he still managed to capture my attention, leaving me in awe and captivated by his beauty. For a brief moment, I forgot everything that had happened earlier in the morning. However, when I noticed his presence, Xavier's features contorted into anger, almost like those of an animal whose prey had caught its attention. As I looked back and forth between Xavier's enraged expression and his fuming body, I noticed how his shirt had become damp due to sweat. Then it dawned on me. Xavier wasn't upset with me. He was mad because I was lying to him again. He was frustrated because I wouldn't allow him to stay beside me and help me through the danger that we were facing. Just when I thought that my fate would end there, Xavier spoke,
CHARLENE'S POVOr maybe they were just out to hunt other werewolves. It could have been because they found out that werewolves exist, and the threat they posed was too much to handle for their pack. It was also possible that someone threatened the safety of the pack. They could even be part of the enemy pack… I shivered involuntarily. Just thinking about it makes me nervous. "Anyway, what exactly did you want to ask me?" I repeated Xavier's question. In return, he replied in his usual calm voice, "About this…" He moved his left arm towards my waist. He gently caressed my stomach with his palm. I closed my eyes. As I focused on the sensations coming from Xavier's touch, I realized that I enjoyed it. My breathing became shallow and my heart began beating faster.Why was this happening? I thought to myself. The feeling of warmth spread throughout my body. In response, I let out a soft gasp. A moan of pleasure escaped my lips. I couldn't believe that I was currently experiencing thes
CHARLENE'S POV"This isn't you, Charlene. This isn't the woman who left. You're stronger than this!" His tone was determined, which made me frown slightly. I looked into his eyes and smiled bitterly. "Do you honestly believe that?" My voice was laced with bitterness. "Yes, I do. Everything will be fine soon. Just hang in there, okay?" Xavier said as he leaned in and planted a gentle kiss on my forehead. His hand traveled upwards to cup my face and he leaned his forehead against mine. A small smile played on his lips and he pressed it lightly against mine. "The pain will eventually fade away. Don't give up hope." His deep green eyes stared deep into mine, causing my heart rate to increase rapidly. I nodded my head slightly, agreeing with him. Even so, I couldn't ignore the fear that was growing within me. I'm terrified of losing everything. I'm terrified of losing the love of my life, which I believed to be real, even if I was scared. After a few moments, he reluctantly broke awa
CHARLENE'S POVThat's probably why my pulse was increasing rapidly. As my mind raced in endless circles, trying to understand the situation, the person on the couch noticed me looking at him through the windows of my house and turned to look at me. His emerald eyes widened when he saw me, and his face instantly contorted into a shocked expression. He stood and began running towards the front gate of my estate. I panicked and immediately ran to my closet to grab my favorite silver dagger and a stake that had come with the house. I then dashed after the man that was now disappearing behind my front gate. Once I reached my driveway and ran inside, I immediately saw the person leaning against the fence. I raised my stake above my head, prepared to attack. "Stop right there, stranger!" I barked. The man whipped around quickly and his green eyes fell on me, widening in disbelief. Before I could say anything else, he darted past me in a flash and I followed, shouting angrily at him to tu