Chapter 1- Promises
*Two days earlier*
"She's coming, and when she rises, your entire family will burn in her inferno," I screamed as my body hung in the air. I couldn't move; I was frozen in place. Ahmes clawed to break free, but she was being suppressed within my mind by powerful magic.
"When I break free, I will kill you. That's a promise." I snarled. The witch before me let out a manic laugh. His voice was low as he spoke.
"When I'm done with you, you won't even remember your own name, mutt," I screamed as I felt the heat of his magic burning against my own. Then, suddenly, I couldn't scream anymore as I was plunged into cold waters. As I gasped for air, my lungs filled with water. Everything burned, and I was thrashing against the current that had pulled me under. I was drowning, and I couldn't do anything to save myself.
Sirens swam below me, singing. Their voices were a dream as they sang their songs, trying to lull me into a haze of submission. The way their scales shined in the moonlight was so alluring. The burning seemed to fade away as I focused on their music.
Suddenly I was ripped from that reality. I screamed and thrashed—a deep voice yelling for me as I cried out. Apollo laid on the ground reaching for me. But no matter what I tried to do to get closer to him, I couldn't. I couldn't save him; I was too far away.
"Nes," He shouted for me. I tried to call out, but suddenly hands were wrapped around my throat. I clawed at them, trying to get them off. Their nails only dug in deeper, drawing blood as they gripped tighter around me. I looked up and let out a gurgled cry for help. Eyes. So many eyes stared back at me.
My mothers', my siblings', my fathers.' Set after set, full of disappointment and disgust as they watched me struggle to breathe.
"You insufferable girl, they will hate you for all of eternity." A demonic voice whispered into my ear. Their touch made me scream out in pain. Fear consumed me as I thrashed my body around, trying to break free from this darkness. Shadows danced around me, their cold touch running across my skin. Everything was so dark and cold.
I was so cold.
"Nes, come back to me, my love." A voice urged softly. I felt the warmth of their touch envelop me, fighting for my attention through the cold that had now latched onto my soul.
"Be warned, foolish girl. Darkness will rise once again, and it starts with you." The voice hissed. Suddenly I was ripped from the shadows. I shot up from my bed, gasping for air. A thin layer of sweat coated my skin. My heart pounded against my chest as I panted. I shut my eyes, trying to calm myself—the scar across my face and back aching in a pulsing rhythm.
Despite the sweat, my body was ice cold; it always seemed cold these days. Warm hands pressed against my skin, causing me to gasp. It took me a minute to realize it was just a nightmare. To realize that I was back in Gardania safe in my room with my mate and our daughters.
My mate stared at me, full of concern. He pulled me into his chest, and I nuzzled his neck as he gently rubbed my back.
"You are safe. You are free. You are alive." He whispered into my hair. The faint sparks of our bond soothed me. I pressed my head tighter against his chest, listening to his heartbeat. The rhythmic beats of his heart urge my own to follow. I let out a shaky breath.
"I will never let them hurt you ever again, Nes. I promise with every fibre of my being." I pulled away and looked into his eyes. They swirled with every emotion; his brow pinched together as he looked down at me.
I reached my hand up and cupped his cheek before trailing my fingers along his sharp jawline. I ran my thumb across his lower lip, giving him a soft smile before placing my lips against his.
I pulled away and let out a sigh pushing him back against the bed. I laid my head against his chest, and he began stroking my hair.
"And I have told you a thousand times before. Do not make promises we both know are impossible to keep." He hummed in response.
"We have already done the impossible, and we can do it again. Nothing will take you away from me. If you haven't learned it by now, then you are just being naive, my love." Butterflies swirled in my stomach as I soaked up the warmth of his body against mine.
I trailed my fingers along the scars on his chest. Tracing the way they raised against the rest of his skin. He shivered, his arm tightening around my shoulder.
"These scars will always be a reminder of how close we came to never seeing one another outside the darkness. A reminder of the price I paid to have just a little more time before everything is taken away," I murmured. He gripped my chin between his forefinger and thumb, gently lifting my face, so I was looking up at him.
"These scars will always remind me of the risks I am willing to take to ensure that never happens." He let go of my chin and ran his knuckles against my left cheek. The sparks of our bond soothed the ache of the scars on my face. I could still see the regret and guilt in his eyes every time he looked at them.
"Your scars will always remind me of how strong and courageous you are. They do not define you as anything else but powerful." I wanted to believe him, truly, but something always seemed to tug on the doubt in my chest.
"My birthday is in two days; everything will change after that. They gave me two years. Once Balor arrives, everything will be set into motion." He hummed, kissing my forehead.
"We will find a way."
"What if there isn't a way?" I whispered.
"Then we fight until our dying breath." I placed my lips against his once again. I never wanted to forget this. I never wanted to forget how his touch made my heart race and butterflies form in my stomach. How when he touched me, my toes curled and how for just a moment I felt complete once again.
He pulled away, his eyes burning into mine - the lust and desire swirling in them matching my own.
"But until then, we will live in this moment for as long as we have it."
Chapter 2 - Secrets "Nesrin, are you sure you still want to do this?" My mother asked as we finished the last of the preparations for my birthday celebration. I let out a yawn as I forced myself to sit up straighter. "Of course I do. With Balor finally back to talking terms with us and finding his mate, I want everyone to have the chance to get together." It wasn't entirely the reason I had to do this. We both knew that, but I could tell something else was bothering her. My mother bit her lower lip as she looked down at the papers in front of her. I could see there was something she wasn't telling me, something she wasn't sure she could. "What aren't you telling me?" I questioned. She would typically let her visions occur without a fuss, but if she saw something so horrible that it haunted her, she couldn't help but obsess over it, espe
Chapter 3 - Cursed "Is he here yet?" I asked Imelda for the fifth time. She rolled her emerald eyes, shaking her head, a smile on her face as she did the last of the buttons on my dress. She wore a white dress with intricate lace details on the bodice. It hugged every curve perfectly. She looked absolutely stunning and looked the exact opposite of me. If she was day, I was the night. The dress I wore was as black as the night sky. My dresses were altered not to reveal too much skin anymore. I couldn't stand the look on everyone's face when they looked at me, looked at my scars. The pity and grief in their eyes were already too much to handle as they stared at the scars on my face. The laced sleeves allowed for airflow, and the dress's bodice hugged my breasts perfectly. The skirt was light and flowy as it fanned out to brush the floor.
Chapter 4 -Truth I stood at the entrance of the dining hall. It seemed like everyone had moved out into the rest of the palace or called it a night.The music had died down, and the food was slowly being removed from the tables. It was always intriguing watching the behind-scenes of events. I used to sneak away all the time as a kid to watch the solstice celebrations be prepared. The magic it took to put everything together was always astonishing. I always wondered how they did such amazing work in such a short amount of time. I felt faint, so I leaned myself against the doorway. I knew I was already at the end of my energy limit for the day, but I knew what I had to do to clear the air between Balor and me. I had to let him know what I was feeling and what had happened to me. L
Chapter 5 - Disbelief*Six Year's Ago*"Nes," Damon shouted as he ran through the medical ward. I was in the middle of healing a trainee. A broken arm he had earned in a sparring match while training a little too hard.Even though Damon had just become the new leader of the Royal Guards a few days ago, everyone had already started training harder than before. In the last three days, the number of injured trainees and even guards In need of our care had almost tripled."Nes," He shouted again, and I bit my lip as I tried to keep my focus. I could already sense Nova was about to ascend into a rant of respect for the sick and injured as soon as he found me."N-" Nova let out a sigh of irrit
Chapter 6 - VowsNesrin's POV"What have you done?" I muttered. Shock consumed me as I took in Apollo. Disbelief had worked its way through my mind."Such a disgrace," Ahmes growled, and I had a hard time disagreeing with her.I had only met Apollo a couple of times. One of those times was when we entrusted him to protect our sister."What happened to Imelda. Did you hurt her?" Damon growled. Those words seemed to snap Apollo out of the daze he was trapped in. Panic filled his violet eyes as he stared at us. His lips parted, but no words came out."Your sister is fine. He went a little crazy, but he claimed he would have never hurt her." Hector's voice was void of any emotion.
Chapter 7 - Misdirection*Present*Nesrin's POV"Wait, you're telling me you made a vow with a dragon. Healed some unhinged prisoner and then passed out in his prison cell?" Balor questioned, looking at me like I was the dumbest person alive, and maybe he wasn't wrong. I blew out a deep breath."Yes," I said coldly."And why didn't I see it?"He asked, furrowing his brow."Dragons, they're old magic just like oracles, true Dacian, and dark magic. They can hide things from seers.""Of course." He said I could see he had more questions, but I really wanted to continue before deciding against it again."Now, will you let me
Chapter 8 - DeceptionNesrin"I need to go to Caspian tomorrow." I casually threw out as everyone ate their dinner in silence.The tension in our home was anything but calm since Imelda had left. It had been three weeks since she ran away. Ran away is the broad term of what she did since our mother refused to believe that all her children would blindside her like that and help our sister escape her arranged marriage from hell. Literally.Or at least that's what she wanted us to believe, but I knew she was just hurt that she wasn't involved in her escape plan.My mother arched a brow at me but didn't say a word as she took another bite of her roasted duck. I took her silence as my queue to continue talking."Garren is a friend of
Chapter 9 - PreparationNesrinI stared at the book before me. It had been two weeks since I stole this from Garren's private library. I had hoped that after translating it, we would be on the right path. But all hope of doing this the easy way, easy being abroad term, dwindled away with each page we translated.I let out a groan, rubbing my hands down my face. We had looked at this book for hours, and everything we had found brought us to the same conclusion. The only way to get his wolf back was to take the pendant back.In order to do that, we would have to go into the dark realm find the witch who took it. Once we found her, we either found some way to take it from her without her realizing, hoping we got away fast enough. Or, my stomach turned at the thought. We would have to kill h