LOGINChapter 116 Aiden My hands were sweaty on the coffee cup and my heart would not slow down. I kept watching his face for any sign that he might say yes. Part of me already felt stupid for asking because what if he thought I was pushing too hard or getting too attached. I wished I could take them back but it was too late. Chris froze for a second. Then he shook his head slowly and rubbed the back of his neck like he always did when something bothered him.“We can’t Aiden,” he said. “The caretaker might come back any moment. My parents pop in all the time without warning. It is not safe to stay here longer.”I blinked hard and felt my stomach drop. I had hoped he would agree at least for a little while. Instead everything felt heavy. “Wait what? You are being serious right now Chris? After everything last night you are telling me no?”He would not look me in the eyes at first. I studied every little movement in his jaw and the way his shoulders tensed up. It looked like guilt or mayb
Chapter 115 Chris I woke up around four in the morning but my arm was still over Aiden and the room stayed quiet except for his slow breathing. I felt restless so I needed some air and a cigarette especially because I could not smoke back at school. I slipped out of bed slowly and made sure not to wake him then I pulled on some sweats and a hoodie before I grabbed my pack of cigarettes from the bag.I lit the cigarette and took a long drag while the smoke burned nice in my lungs. I leaned against the wall and stared out at nothing because my mind would not stop. I thought about the two sides of me and how there was the guy everyone saw at school who kept things running but then there was the other part that needed to own every piece of Aiden. I wanted all of him because the way he looked at me and the way he shook when I touched him fed something deep in me so I needed more of it every single day.I had taken care of things behind the scenes and the murder investigation would not
Chapter 114 Aiden Chris leaned back against the headboard. His eyes looked dark and hungry. He stroked my hair with one big hand. I was still shaky from the two orgasms. My body felt warm and weak, but I wanted to make him feel good too.“Use your mouth first,” he said in a low voice. “Slowly . I want to feel how grateful you are.”I nodded and moved down between his legs. My hands shook a little as I touched him. He was already hard. I wrapped my fingers around him and stroked slowly. Then I leaned in and took him into my mouth. He tasted warm and familiar. I moved my head up and down in a slow rhythm.Chris let out a deep breath. His hand stayed in my hair. He did not pull hard, but he guided me gently. “That’s it,” he said softly. “Good boy.”The words made heat rush through me. I loved when he called me that. But at the same time, my mind went back to the doubts. I tried to focus. I used my tongue on the tip and sucked a little harder. My other hand moved up and down the part I
Chapter 113 “Do you still have the vibrator?”Chris went still against my back for a moment. Then a low laugh rumbled deep in his chest. He sounded surprised at first, but pleased in that way that always sent heat through me. He rolled me onto my back with gentle hands, staying careful around the bruises on my hips. His eyes met mine in the dim light from the bedside lamp. That dark, amused expression settled on his face as he looked down at me.“You really want it tonight?” he asked, his voice low and rough. He brushed my hair back from my forehead with one hand. “Say it out loud, Aiden. Tell me exactly what you want me to do with it.”My face grew hot with embarrassment. I hated how easily he could make me feel so exposed, more vulnerable than simply being naked. But the patient and hungry way he watched me made my stomach tighten with need.“I want you to use the vibrator on me,” I said quietly. “Gently, like you promised.”Chris smiled a little wider. “Good boy.” He leaned down
Chapter 112 Aiden I gripped his shoulder my fingers digging in. “That feels….”His hand moved lower fingers tracing the waistband of my pants before sliding inside. He wrapped his hand around me stroking slowly and easily. I moaned low and pushed into his touch. Chris kept his mouth on my chest switching between sucking and kissing while his fingers worked me steady. He focused right on the spots that made my legs shake.He pulled his mouth off for a second. “Tell me if anything hurts okay? We stop if you need.”“It does not hurt,” I said quickly, my voice rough. “It just feels good. Too good maybe.”He kissed me on the mouth again deep and hungry while his fingers kept moving. One finger pressed lower circling before sliding inside me carefully. I gasped against his lips and he swallowed the sound. He worked me open slowly with that one finger then added another matching the rhythm of his other hand on me.“Chris, wait no not too fast,” I said, breaking the kiss for air but pushi
Chapter 111Aiden I kept my eyes shut tight when I heard Chris come back into the bedroom. My breathing stayed even like I was still out cold. He moved around quietly for a second then the bed dipped a little on his side. His fingers brushed the hair off my forehead real soft and he pulled the covers up higher over my shoulder. That simple touch made my stomach twist hard. The same guy who just got done telling someone to clean up loose ends like it was nothing acted like he cared this much. It did not add up and it pissed me off how much I wanted it to.He stayed there a minute longer then got up and left the room again. I waited until I could not hear his footsteps anymore before I sat up fast. My heart pounded as I grabbed my phone from the nightstand. I needed to look up anything about those construction workers, was it the same ones who assaulted me, was there more I needed to know?My fingers shook while I typed in but the screen locked up after the first try. Wrong password.
Aiden’s POV I stood there against that brick wall outside the subway exit for what felt like forever, just breathing in shaky little bursts and wiping my face on my sleeve like that would erase the last twenty minutes. My jeans were fucked ripped open at the back seam, hanging half off one hip, th
Aiden’s POV “Do you want me to f*ck you harder?” Chris’ voice is deep and sexy. “Yes, yes. Please I’m com-” "Shh, baby. You need to call me by my name," he whispered. "Chris, Chris... please..." I begged. "No, no, no." He shook his head, signaling that I had given him the wrong answer. His sha
Aiden’s POV The second I finally got my headphones back on and the bass hard enough to rattle my teeth, I thought maybe, just maybe the universe was giving me a five-minute break from being its personal punching bag. Laptop open, I was trying to prepare the materials concerning my scholarship,
Aiden’s POV Dr. Patel kept clicking through screens like my entire future wasn’t hanging by a thread, muttering about “system flags” and “additional documentation” while I sat there nodding like a broken toy, hoodie still knotted around my waist, ass stinging every time I shifted. She finally pri







