☆☆SUMMER'S POV☆☆
Jake called and when he heard me crying over the phone, he tracked my location and came to meet me where I was. At our spot in the woods, near the stream. The moment I saw him, I fell into his arms and let it all out. My heart was aching and so was my head at that point, but seeing my best friend eased the pain. Jake and I had been bestfriends since we were seven. Here in Saunterville, California, he was the only one I could trust with my life. My ride or die. We stayed outside and he listened to me whine and cry until I fell asleep. Once it started to get dark, he called his driver and drove me home. “Is she alright?” my dad asked, worried as he saw Jake carrying me on his back. “Not really, Mr. Peterson. Is it fine if I stay over tonight?” “Yes, son,” my dad answered, watching us till we were out of view. I was asleep, but I picked up on their conversation; however, I was too weak to respond. Jake put me to bed and stayed by my side. And just like that, my relationship status travelled from dating to single. In a flash. Dean never called. Deep down, I waited for his call, and somehow, I was sad and glad it never came. I deleted his number and all of our photos together. I had been blinded by my love for him, and never realized how manipulative and demeaning he was toward me. It was our last summer holiday before we got into college, and I had wished that Dean and I would be the super couple on campus. So much for wishing on a shooting star. It all turned to dust. Two weeks later, I heard he and Maxine were officially dating. I was hurt. Not gonna lie. It hurt like hell. After a lovely family breakfast with Dad and my younger brother, Keith, I headed to Jake's family's mansion because I hadn't heard from him since morning. The Dylan's mansion wasn't far from my house. When I arrived at the grand estate, I waltzed into the mansion like it was my own. My gaze caught Jake's brown hair from behind. He was lying on the couch. So, I tiptoed at the back of the couch and jumped over it and landed on him, laughing. “Got ya, sucker!” I screamed, laughing hard. He didn't find it amusing. I noticed I was the only one guffawing like a hyena. How embarrassing! Disappointed, I opened my eyes and instantly, they popped out of my socket and my heart dropped. “Hayden?” I screamed, my face twisted in disgust. “No fucking way! Hayden? I must be dreaming,” I thought, staring intently at the boy beneath me or the man… His eyes were still locked on mine, with a deadpan expression. He flashed me a fake smile and raised a brow. I swallowed hard, my gaze never leaving his. Did Hayden always have such beautiful eyes? I wondered. “Hey, Stranger? Mind getting off me?” his husky voice brought me out of my reverie. “Oh! sure,” I stammered, scrambling to my feet. Hold up! Did he just address me as ‘Stranger?’ He rose languidly, dusting away dirt from his body. Dust that clearly wasn't there. I shot him a glare, shaking my head. He was clearly insinuating that I was dirty. Me. Summer Peterson, dirty. I scoffed, running a hand through my long, brown curls. When Hayden was done, he raised his head to look at me. The second our eyes met, I felt a shiver run down my spine. Holy mother of…oh my goodness! Seriously. Was this Hayden? My worst enemy? The bane of my flesh? No. Maybe it was someone else. That was what I concluded until I heard his voice, the devil’s own melody, slice through my thoughts again. “Summer?” Disbelief furrowed in his brow. “Summer Peterson?” I gulped, keeping my face blank to maintain my composure. “Hayden Dylan?” Then he burst out into a humourless laugh, covering his mouth as though to contain it. It wasn't that kind of laugh that warms your chest. It was the kind that prickles under your skin. I watched him, baffled, bristling, wondering if perhaps I’d grown clown shoes and red clown nose without noticing. However, I couldn't say a fucking word again, afraid I would say nonsense. My head was a mess and all I could think of was complimenting how fucking good he looked. Unfairly good. Nobody had the right to look that handsome. I tried to move, but It was as if his Greek god charm had me rooted to the spot, sending jolts of electricity through me. “Ha ha ha. Very funny,” I said at last. “I didn't know I was a clown. It's nice to laugh at your brother's best friend, whom you've not seen in the past five years.” Hayden stopped laughing, and fixed his eyes on me again. I swallowed hard, maintaining a displeased expression. “I haven't had a good laugh in a while. Summer, this you, for real?” I raised a brow, clearing my throat. “Crawl back whatever hole you slithered from.” “Yeap,” Hayden retorted. “It's you.” He had always known me to have a sharp mouth as dangerous as a blade. Our years of numerous fights and exchange of harsh words flashed through my mind. The hatred I had for him began to return like a thief in the night. Hayden was four years older than Jake and I. He went to college five years ago in Europe to study Mechanical Engineering, and that was the last time I saw him. “What are you doing here?” I demanded. “Apparently, I live here,” he said, sinking gracefully onto the couch, sprawled like a king in exile. I stared at him as if my eyes were daggers, ready to cut him to pieces. He scrutinised me from head to toe, a smile tugging the edges of his lips. The moment I noticed how soft his eyes were on me, I let down my guard. “Where are your glasses and braces?” He asked, his gaze lingering, his voice almost gentle as though we hadn't spent half of our lives trying to outwit, out-insult, and outlast each other. And just like that, Hayden rose again. He closed the distance between us and crouched so low until our eyes were at the same level, face inches away. His gaze was sharp, yet soft like a gentle caress. “You look like a completely different person,” he whispered. “A beautiful stranger.” My breath caught in my throat. Before I could think of a comeback, I felt a hand on my arm, firm, pulling me away. “Jake!” “She’s not yours to tease anymore,” my best friend said tightly, his eyes locked on his brother. Hayden leaned back. “She’s not yours to protect,” he murmured, folding his arms lazily. “She was fine a minute ago. Look at her now.” Jake glanced at me, concerned. “Her cheeks are flushed,” Hayden added, almost to himself, before turning and walking away, leaving the air humming in his absence. I ripped my arm free and pressed my hands to my cheeks. If they were red, it wasn’t from embarrassment—I assure you of that. “That asshole’s right,” Jake muttered. “Why are your cheeks so red?” “I was… cold,” I lied, brushing past him, though my heart told another story entirely. “When did he get back?” “Last night,” Jake grumbled. “I wish he’d stayed back in Europe,” I murmured. Half-truth, half-lie. Maybe more lie than truth. Because, God help me, something had shifted inside me. More than ever, I wished it was my panties, and not my heart. Hayden Dylan made my heart flutter. And I wasn’t sure I wanted that feeling to go away. I liked it—whatever it was. I was afraid I’d feel this way again if I saw him. And God have mercy, I’d be seeing him the entire summer.☆☆SUMMER'S POV☆☆Jake’s voice sliced the air. “Choose. Right fucking now, Summer.” He punched the wall so hard I felt it in my bones. Choose, Summer. Choose. The word jammed a blade under my ribs and dared me to breathe. How do I fucking choose between my best friend and his brother?I loved Jake. I always had. He’d been my best friend since the day I stepped into Saunterville, wide-eyed and lonely, and he made the world feel soft. How do I bury that? I couldn’t. I just couldn’t let him go.And Hayden. God. Hayden. I was in love with him. Too deep into him to claw my way out now. How do I kill that? My lips parted. Nothing came out. The room blurred behind my tears—white walls, glass windows, Hayden’s breath burning my neck from behind.Jake took one broken step closer. His knuckles were scraped raw where he’d hit the wall—or maybe his own head, I didn’t know anymore. His eyes gleamed wet and red and wild. My heart dropped like a bomb.He was right. Hayden ruined everything he touche
☆☆SUMMER'S POV☆☆ After our sex, I still had the audacity to shower with Hayden. Hot water steaming off my skin, his mouth on my throat, my hands braced on cold tile. For a terrifying moment, I wanted to forget the banging at the door, Jake’s broken voice splintering in the hallway. But I couldn’t. Not even when Hayden saw my tears among the water streaming down my face. He didn't say a word. He just tipped my chin up under the spray, thumb brushing my lower lip, smearing saltwater and soap. His mouth closed over mine like he was rinsing away my shame with his teeth and tongue. I gasped into him. He caught it. Swallowed it. “Look at me,” he said. His palm flattened between my breasts, hot water pooling there before running off like rain on glass. “Look at me, Summer. None of this is your fault. Don’t let him get into your head.” 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 I changed into something more decent. A hoodie and sweat pants. Hayden picked a new outfit from the closet which was bigger than my room back i
☆☆SUMMER'S POV☆☆ I woke up tangled in him, my cheek pressed to warm skin—Hayden’s chest rising and falling under my ear like a slow, dangerous heartbeat. For a moment I thought I was dreaming. That the taste of him on my tongue, the bite of his hands on my hips, the bruise on my throat—all of it—had been some fevered hallucination. But his palm was splayed over the back of my neck, heavy. His thigh tangled between mine. The sheets smelled like us—salt, sweat, and sex. My lashes fluttered open, lashes brushing the crook of his shoulder. Oh dear God! Tell me this wasn’t happening. My eyes darted around. This was the penthouse. I remembered Jake was here. What the fuck really happened last night? How did Hayden even get here? In my bed? I felt sick. I couldn’t remember exactly what had happened, but somehow, I felt alive. And starving for more. I breathe in. Needed to gather my thoughts. Maybe Jake was away, yeah? That seemed like the only reasonable explanation to why Hayden was nex
♡♡HAYDEN’S POV♡♡I kissed her like I’d never breathe again. She was so wet, it made me want to worship every inch of her body. When I pushed into her, it wasn’t careful. It was raw. Her breath caught—one sharp cry that died in my mouth because I swallowed it whole. She clung to me like she’d drown if I moved away.“Yes… just like that… don’t stop. Please.”Outside the room, the world stayed. JT waiting at the club. Jake? Probably listening. But none of it mattered. Only this. Summer’s fingers curled in my hair, nails scraping my scalp. Her voice—God, her voice—soft, broken, sweet as sin.“Hayden… don’t stop… please…”I wouldn’t. I couldn’t. Not now. I dragged her closer, hips snapping against hers—harder when she gasped, when her thighs squeezed me tighter. Minutes went by, but it felt like time was frozen. “Mine,” I growled into her neck. “Say it.”She did—breathless, ruined, half-sobbing when she came apart around me.“Yours. Yours. Only yours.”I let her drag me under with her—los
♡♡HAYDEN’S POV♡♡My mother? Has she been found? I wondered.I needed to hear what JT had to say. But as I stole one glance at Summer, my heart melted. The phone buzzed again—another message. Another demand. Another threat waiting with JT’s name on it, waiting for me to come hear about the woman I’d searched for in years.I stared at the screen until the words blurred. I could get up now. Slide out from under Summer’s soft, clinging weight. Let her whisper my name into an empty pillow while I drowned myself in my filth.I should’ve. But I didn’t. I just couldn’t leave her alone. Not with Jake. I turned the phone face-down on the night stand and let it buzz itself dead. Let Ernesto wait. Let JT wait. Let the news about my mother wait. Let the whole fucking world wait.Summer shifted against me, a soft sound in her throat like a dream curling into real air. Her fingers were still fisted in my shirt, warm and small, like she thought I’d disappear if she let go. I wouldn’t. Not tonight.
♡♡HAYDEN’S POV♡♡I should’ve turned around. I should’ve walked back to one of the rooms, shut the door, drowned myself in another glass of whiskey, and left my brother’s sickness alone for today. But I didn’t.I didn’t want to leave Summer alone with him. I knew Jake seemed harmless. He’d always seemed harmless. But only because I hadn’t been close to Summer before. Now that he knew something was going on between us, I couldn’t stop thinking about what he might do to hurt her.Jake was a perfect psycho. He’d mastered the art of hiding how twisted he really was. Even Summer had never suspected a thing—and they’d been friends since they were seven. The only reason I’d kept my relationship with Summer a secret was to protect her.I didn’t want Jake to hurt her. I didn’t want to hurt him either. He was a selfish bastard who hated to share. He only saw Summer as a possession. Even if he’d let anyone else have her, he’d never let me have her. He hated my guts.He cocked a brow. “So, you’re