LOGINEira was at her limit. She was in such excruciating pain in her throat and chest that all she could do was roll back and forth in that dark warehouse. There was no sign that Kael was going to open the door.
In addition to the smell of dust, her nose now detected the faint, metallic scent of her own blood mixed with the scent of cherry blossoms, which only made Eira feel nauseous.
“Eira? Where are you?!”
Eira’s eyes flew open, even though she knew she couldn’t see a thing in such complete darkness.
It wasn’t Kael’s voice, but she felt a slight sense of relief in her chest upon hearing someone call her name.
Eira began crawling toward the door with what little strength she had left and tapped on it repeatedly. Her voice was gone. It was too painful to force herself to scream for help.
“Eira? Hey, is anyone in here?”
The voice sounded clearer and clearer. Eira tapped on the wooden door again, as if to let them know she was there.
She heard the doorknob turn several times as someone tried to open the door. But it didn’t work—until a moment later, the sound of the lock clicking open gave Eira renewed hope that she would soon be out of that dark place.
“Eira?”
Eira was trying to adjust to the light streaming in. And when she opened them, she saw Lucas standing before her, his face frozen in shock.
A small, relieved smile spread across Eira’s face.
“Hey, what are you doing here?” Lucas asked frantically.
Too weak to answer Lucas’s question, Eira shook her head in an uncertain response. She was already extremely weak from coughing nonstop and having to cough up so many cherry blossom petals.
Lucas immediately helped Eira get up and out of the shed—leading her to the front room and quickly fetching her a drink.
Eira was a complete mess and covered in dirt.
“Did Kael do this?” Lucas guessed, to which Eira merely nodded.
Lucas handed her some painkillers he’d taken from the first-aid kit.
“Take the medicine. After this, we’re going to the hospital,” Lucas said.
Eira took the medicine without saying much because she needed something to at least ease her pain a little. Lucas’s curse was having a massive effect on her body, which was already bound by that soul pact.
“Change your clothes, Eira. I’ll wait here.” Lucas couldn’t bear to take Eira to the hospital in such a filthy, blood-soaked state.
“It’s no use, Lucas…” Eira’s hoarse voice came out. It sounded so strained.
“What’s no use?”
“You know yourself that my illness can’t be diagnosed with medical equipment, don’t you?”
Lucas took a deep breath. “Ah, I'm sorry. It's not about you, Eira. But Kael. He was in an accident.”
Eira’s face went pale. Her mind refused to accept the information she had just heard, so she was torn between believing it and not believing it.
“Kael was in an accident three hours ago. I’ve tried calling you over and over, but I couldn’t get through. So I just came straight here.” Lucas emphasized his words so they would sink in quickly.
“T—then… what? I mean… how is Kael… how is he?” Eira could barely get the words out; she was so shocked.
“I don’t know yet. Change your clothes and let’s go to the hospital.”
“No—no. We have to go now, Lucas. I need to know what happened to him; I can’t live without him.”
Eira began to panic. She stood up and staggered toward the exit. She nearly lost her balance, overwhelmed by so much pain all at once.
Lucas immediately stopped Eira. “You can’t go in this condition, Eira,” he warned.
“But, Kael…”
“There’s a doctor taking care of Kael. But you—if you don’t take care of yourself, then who will?”
Eira’s breathing grew shallower. Her mind was in such a jumble worrying about Kael’s condition that she’d forgotten what he’d done to her—how he’d even left her for dead, which was why she was in such a terrible state now.
With great care, Lucas guided Eira to her room so she could clean up and change her clothes, while he waited outside to make sure nothing happened to her.
“Come on, Lucas!” Eira emerged wearing her clean clothes.
Lucas nodded, and they immediately headed to the hospital where Kael was being treated. Eira looked extremely anxious during the trip.
Upon arriving at the hospital, Eira and Lucas headed straight to Kael’s hospital room. But what they found was Kael causing a commotion—he was in a rage and being restrained by several nurses.
“Please calm down, sir,” said the doctor.
“No! I can’t possibly lose my sight! That’s impossible!” Kael shouted, struggling.
Eira slowed her pace as she approached her husband. She saw that both of Kael’s eyes were covered with gauze wrapped around his head. He looked a complete mess from his violent outburst.
“Doctor,” Lucas called softly, “What happened?”
“Mr. Valerius has lost his sight due to glass shards that injured his optic nerves,” the doctor explained.
“Both—both of them?” Eira added, and the doctor responded with a despairing nod.
Kael’s rage suddenly stopped. His breathing was ragged, the muscles in his jaw tensed, and his hands clenched tightly—although a large male nurse was already holding his wrists.
“Eira, is that you?” Kael asked coldly.
“Y-yes, Kael. It’s me,” Eira replied frantically.
“Come here. I need someone to lean on.”
Lucas shook his head, signaling Eira not to approach. But seeing how distressing Kael’s condition was, Eira ignored Lucas’s signal.
She stepped closer and reached out to touch Kael’s face with a sorrowful gaze. Eira had never imagined that Kael would end up in such a terrible state. She hated seeing Kael struggle to get through life, regardless of her own difficulties.
“I’m here, Kael,” Eira said.
When Kael appeared to calm down, the nurses began to loosen their grip on his body. They thought Kael would be calm if he were with his wife.
“YOU DAMN WOMAN! YOU’RE THE ONE WHO MADE ME LIKE THIS!” Kael immediately yanked Eira’s hair so hard. His legs also kicked erratically, searching for Eira so he could kick her.
Everyone panicked at Kael’s outburst. They rushed to restrain him again, while Lucas pulled Eira away from him.
“YOU HAVE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY, EIRA!” Kael wouldn’t stop ranting.
Reluctantly, the doctor finally injected Kael with a sedative, and his body slowly began to weaken.
“I hate you, Eira! You have to die! I’ll kill you myself…” his voice grew faint before he finally lost consciousness
Kael meant what he said. He was so kind, doing everything Eira asked. If Eira said she didn’t want to see Kael, then Kael wouldn’t show his face. He listened to everything she said, hoping Eira would open her heart.Deep down, Kael still strongly believed that Eira might actually still love him. She had lost trust in him, so he was trying to regain her trust.“What kind of dress do you want for our wedding, Eira?” Kael asked on their way home.Kael always made a point of picking Eira up from work so she wouldn’t have to go home alone late at night.Sometimes Eira refused, but other times she accepted when she felt afraid to walk far by herself.“Anything. I’m not picky,” Eira replied without taking her eyes off the road.Kael let out a soft sigh. It turned out that Eira’s indifferent attitude actually hurt Kael’s feelings. Yet he couldn’t complain. How could he complain when his own behavior back then had been far, far worse than Eira’s attitude toward him now?“I think… there’s no ha
["Eira Crystalclaw."]A stir rippled through the crowd when Kael announced the name of the person destined to be his partner—a revelation broadcast live across the entire city.Eira had experienced this scenario three times before: once ending in marriage to Kael that lasted until her death; once being paired with Lucas because Kael had altered too many events after gaining a second chance at the past; and once again with Lucas—after she had finally traded away her capacity for love to the Moon Goddess.Eira truly desired no changes to her destiny. That was why she didn't even react when her name was called as Kael's destined soulmate.She had bartered away her love to secure a second chance at life—a chance to relive the past, but devoid of any feelings of love for anything or anyone.That was why the Hanahaki disease refused to leave her body; she had forcibly sacrificed her emotions. Even without that, the only way she had survived previously was through Kael’s love—a love for her
Eira stared at Kael with an expressionless gaze. She felt no anger, even though she knew everything Kael had done to her right up until the end of her life. Even now, just thinking about everything that had happened, there was no longer any pain gnawing at her soul.Everything felt fine—very fine. Flat.She had not the slightest desire to give vent to feelings of sadness, anger, or anything else.Her feelings were growing increasingly numb.“Forgive me for everything. I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness after all I’ve done. But please… at least accept my apology.” This was the first time Kael had truly set aside his sky-high arrogance in front of Eira.He truly humbled himself until his voice trembled, his gaze dimmed, and he bowed his head, not daring to meet Eira’s eyes. Like a dog that lowers its ears and tail because it knows it’s guilty.Eira let out a soft sigh, without saying a word. Right now, she didn’t want to discuss anything with Kael at all.If only her life were stil
They never spoke to each other...Kael returned home empty-handed. Eira acted as if they had never had a relationship; to make matters worse, just as Kael wanted to say more, he was swarmed by apartment residents, shocked to see him visiting such a run-down, shabby building."Has Eira really forgotten everything?" Kael muttered softly.Something didn't add up. Based on the memories he had received from his future self, he knew full well that any attempt to alter the past could cause memory corruption in the people around them.Kael stared intently at his calendar.The year 2019.In his previous life—or rather, in the first timeline—this was the year he had loathed Eira more than anything else. Yet, ironically, it was also the year they had interacted the most.Even after the future Kael returned to the past, he hadn't tried to change much about 2019. He lived in confusion, grappling with the chaotic memories of his two souls."Doesn't that mean next year was supposed to be my wedding
[Don't kill Eira again. I beg you... I have no more chances to go back to the past. Everything depends on you...]The voices from his future self made Kael's head feel like it was about to split open."I know! Shut up, damn it!" Kael shouted, violently pounding his own head.He collapsed, struggling against a suffocating tightness in his chest that refused to subside. The mere thought of how terribly he had treated Eira caused his body even more agony. Kael didn't truly understand why this was happening.His emotions were in turmoil. It felt as though thousands of hot needles were piercing his body whenever he recalled his past actions—and the memories his future self had imparted to him.Sensing light trying to creep in through his closed eyelids, Kael snapped his eyes open and found himself curled up on the cold floor of his home."Eira..." he whispered, trying to call out to her, believing for a moment that she was there.There was no response. Only silence mingled with Kael's soft
There was no sound between them except for their short, overlapping breaths. Eira also kept her head down, as if ignoring Kael’s presence there.“Eira—”“I’m sorry, Kael,” Eira murmured. Her voice was faint, but since it was the only sound around them, Kael could still hear it very clearly.“Why are you apologizing? You didn’t do anything wrong.”Eira shook her head slightly. “I can’t repay the debt I owe for ruining your future,” Eira continued.“So, you really already knew about everything that happened?”Now Eira lifted her face and looked at Kael with a sparkle in her eyes, a faint yet sincere smile, and a posture that suggested she was perfectly at peace with what would befall her in the future—without the slightest bit of resentment toward Kael, who had destroyed everything.“It’s like a dream…” Eira’s sentence trailed off. Kael was still waiting for her to continue, but at the same time, his vision suddenly blurred.His head was so filled with the sounds of crying, regret, and







