Chapter 4

My very own personal hell, fitting.

At first I believed Aziel was just trying to scare me but I realized rather quickly that he wasn't, I had no friends here at all. all of my mates had told the other men here to not take it easy on me even though i was their mate.

Every morning Aziel would come into my cage and unlock the cuff and place some clothes on my bed and then he leaves again. not that i can call it clothes either really more like training equipment, tiny shorts, a tanktop and a pair of sandals, but today it was sneakers, strange and as always no underwear. 

Would it hurt so much to buy a pair of panties? so i dress as fast as i can and rush out of my room just to sprint to the bathroom and hope that I’m first there otherwise the other guys will try something again when i’m doing my business. 

The first day I stupidly locked the door and thought they wouldn't get in but they broke down the door and dragged me by my hair out in the corridor while i was still peeing, it was humiliating to say the least. I had to clean the floors after me to note that I wanted one of the guys to do it but still it was hard and I really thought that grown men had outgrown bullying but apparently not. 

Then I went to the mess hall for some breakfast and the same thing again. I need to be fast to even get breakfast, most of the days I skip it, it's not worth the trouble, the cooks are not that nice either. like throwing food at me or spitting in it before they give it to me, one of the guys even took out his dick and cummed all over my porridge, I puked that day. 

today i will not sit alone, I was alone in the bathroom but when I come to the mess hall there's 10 men waiting for me already, oh shit.

“here she comes”

“oh let the fun begin”

“remember no touching her face, they want her pretty”

“there are other places we can mess up other than her face”

“perhaps she wants to get laid, just look how she dresses”

“hey Aziel marked her remember”

I sneak past them while they argue with each other, I go to get food from the canteens, its porridge again today and as i was taking the ladle to put some food on my plate but the guy that serves the food today take the hot lid and pushes it over my hand that was still in the pot. I screamed as the lid burned my skin and the smell of my melting flesh filled my nose, the guys who were talking trash stopped and gasped.

The food guy held the lid on my hand like he was enjoying my pain but he soon released the lid as one of the guys whistled but at the same time I was trying to pull away my hand so the force made me stumble backwards with the ladle full of porridge still in my hand. I landed hard on my butt and the ladle clanked on the floor but I didn't hear a splat.

“ Was that really necessary, Poppy? throw food around you and what is that horrible smell?” Silas swore behind me.

I look behind me and in my horror I can see that some of the porridge has landed on his clothes and shoes, tears formed in my eyes that threatened to spill over. I can only guess that I will get harsh punishment because of that.

“ Whatever you are going to clean this mess up by yourself, you have five minutes and then you will be outside and train with me, is that clear?”

I nod my head sadly and look as he goes out, I sigh and get up just to hiss at my wounded hand, it's going to be painful to clean the floor with this hand. Someone is nice enough to give me a cloth and when I look up I see a guy that I have seen before, he often goes with Silas, I think he's the beta or gamma. 

When I'm done the same guy comes toward me and he gives me som bandages to wrap my hand in, I look at it cautiously in case it has been dipped in wolfsbane or something else, since the guy has gloves on his hands I sniff the air.

He takes off one of his gloves and I can see burns covering his hand but I don't say anything, he touches the bandages with his hand to show they are okay so I nod at him and take the bandages and mumble “thanks' ' to him. I walk out to Silas while I wrap up my hand in the bandages, they're really okay. I sigh as the hand is pounding but the wrapping helps a little.

Silas is waiting for me at the edge of the training field with my worst nightmare, Silas delta. Whatever his name is, he's really mean and never considers if I'm in pain or not. sure I have learned a lot because of him but that doesn't cover it up for what he has done to me. 

“ Hurry up Poppy, don't laze around now” Silas shouts when he senses me coming up next to him.

“ Today you're running five laps around the field, since you missed some laps yesterday you will make up for them today and afterwards we are training hand to hand combat in different styles” Silas says with glittering eyes and a huge smile on his face.

I missed some laps yesterday, yeah right, that guy broke my leg in two places and thought i was worthless when I refused to run anymore but what's worse is that I have never trained hand to hand combat before and with my wounded hand and no breakfast this day will be like a walk in hell. 

a hand slams down on my butt and I shriek, that hurts.

“ run Poppy, run” Silas taunted me.

I glared at him but started running around the field, strange I thought, yesterday this was an obstacle course. I was quite certain it was here yesterday because all the wolves shifted then and ran around me trying to make me fall or worse. As I have run around for three laps I sense Aziels aura and know that he's watching from somewhere and so I push myself even harder but by doing so I missed the hole in the track and fell down in it.

See I told you so it was strange that the entire obstacle course just vanished into thin air. I fell into this hole yesterday too but yesterday there were wooden pikes in the bottom, one of them pierced through my leg.

Today it's empty and I can just jump out of it which I do and when I take the first steps forward I can hear someone shouting my name but it's already too late.

 I have stepped on the trip wire and the entire air is filled with wood spikes. I flex my body in the air and almost everyone misses me except the largest one. It lodges in my stomach and I can feel the wolfsbane on it as it runs through my bloodstream, my world tinges red as I am losing too much blood. 

Aziel shows up right in front of me and looking quite pale when he looks at me, I must look disgusting with my eyes tinged red and blood trickling from my mouth.

“Damn it Poppy, I thought you saw the trip wire.” he curses at me.

I feel both Silas and Orion behind me but I don't care. I just want to feed on Aziel and I lean into Aziels neck when I’m ripped back and I can feel hands on my body as I struggle against them. I see Aziels eyes bleed black as he lays both of his hands on the wood spike that has lodged itself in my stomach.

“Poppy I need to remove this one, I will count to three and then remove it okay” Aziel says in a calm voice.

I just stare at him even though I hear him and understand what he is saying but my hunger is taking over and now I can hear not only Aziels blood pumping but Silas and Orions as well.

“one, two” Aziel counts to two and rips it out of me, the force making me stumble backwards and the guys grip on me lessens and I break free and attack aziel but just before I can sink my fangs in his neck I feel two hand around my own neck. Aziel nods and shouts “do it” and then I feel someone twist my neck and once again I succumb to the darkness as I faint.