SASHA’S POVI could barely sleep a wink and my mind, a whirlwind of different thoughts. Thoughts about my actions.Yes. I am desperate to get my revenge and make everyone who mocked me pay, but was I doing it the right way?Was getting into a contract marriage with Roland the best choice?Thoughts like those kept me awake until the next morning.I haven’t said a word to Nina because I knew she’d freak out.Getting married a day after divorce was absolutely ridiculous, and I knew that. But it was my only way out and I would absolutely grab and make use of the opportunity.“Great, Sasha, great. You look like a ghost.” Nina frowned, holding a cup of hot coffee. “You didn’t sleep, why?”I rushed towards the mirror in the guest bathroom and stared at myself. I was nothing short of a ghost. A vengeful one at that.“Jesus Christ….” My hands flew to my face, touching my eyes, nose and mouth. “Noah Beck would taunt me for the rest of the day.” I muttered, taking in my lower lips as I washed my
SASHA’S POVI’ve never been caught off guard more than I was at the moment. Noah Beck’s words made my jaw drop, eyes widened and brows creased.Looking into his eyes, I searched for any sign of a joke or faking, but I found none.This man was damn serious!“Are you for real?” I craned my neck, my brain foggy and unable to process his words fully.His lips paused into a thin line and the darkness in his eyes threatened to swallow me whole. “As real as the benefits you’ll gain.”Great, his reply threw me off guard also.Why does everything about this intolerable and insufferable billionaire throw me off guard?“Do you realize I just got divorced? What kind of woman will society call me if I get married to you the same day I got divorced?” It might not be important to him, because I could swear Noah Beck doesn’t giving a flying fuck about anyone, but I do.Despite all I had faced when I was married to Roland, I wouldn’t want to go through that phase in a more cruel way, this time.Getti
SASHA'S POV"Sasha, as far as I know, no man has as much influence as your Ex-husband, Roland, in Boston.” Nina said, her hands trembling slightly.I could tell what she was thinking about. Nina was worried. Worried that I won’t be able to fight against all those who have wronged me.“There’s someone,” I let out a small smile as I watch Nina’s eyes widened in shock.“Who? Who has more influence than Roland Conrad?” She asked, taking a step closer to hear who I was about mentioning.“Noah Beck.” I replied, taking in my lower lips as the words slipped out of my tongue. “Noah Beck. Roland’s Stepbrother.”I knew it was ridiculous to beg someone as influential as Noah Beck, but I was too desperate to think of my pride.I was willing to set aside the hatred I have against him, if it means getting back on my feet. I was willing to do everything.“Roland has a Stepbrother? I have no idea.” Nina’s jaw dropped and her eyes widened even more like that of a saucepan. “Yes. No one knows about him
SASHA’S POVGetting Roland to understand that I wasn’t the one who harmed his childhood sweetheart was like speaking to a brick.He didn’t return home after the welcome party and neither did he pick any of my calls or read my messages.It has been three days now. Three days of being all alone in this wide and vast mansion. Three days of not seeing my husband.It was literally the worst three days of my life. It hurts a lot because I love Roland so much that even at the expense of my pride, I was still begging him not to divorce me.The thought of not having him in my life anymore made my stomach churn and filled with dread.If only Anastasia never came along, would I be living my best life with Roland?Would he have looked at me differently like he always does with Anastasia?Many thoughts flooded my mind and tears filled my eyes once more.My eyes were puffy and red due to tears and even when Nina came for a visit, she was vulnerable because she couldn’t help me in any way.While I w
SASHA’S POVTears streamed down the corner of my eyes at the realization that he mistook me for his childhood crush once again.“Stasia, I’m coming….” Every trace of pleasure which I once felt before he ruined it all by mistaking me for his childhood sweetheart, crushed. And while he was having the best time of his life, I remained below him, eyes open, tears leaving my eyes, mouth shut, while he thrust deeply into me, growling and groaning her name.I could barely close my eyes at night while Roland slept like a baby without any care in the world.His words from earlier haunted me so much that it left me awake until the next morning.For some reason, I felt the need to talk things out with him.I’m his wife and for that, he should give me the respect I deserve, because groaning another woman’s name while having sex with me doesn't make any sense.It was rather disrespectful and disregarding.I waited in the sitting room as soon as it was morning, waiting for Roland to come downstair
SASHA’S POV"How long has it been again, Sasha?" Nina, my best friend, asked, taking a sip of her hot coffee as the steam rose and dispersed into the air. “You’ve been married for three years, but sorry to say, you look happier when you are single.”A sad smile stretched on my lips as I wrapped my fingers around the coffee mug, letting the hotness burn through the palm of my hand.“Has it been that long?” I raised a brow, bringing the mug to my lips and took a sip.“Roland does not love you. You should know that by now.” Nina said, her voice trailing off in vulnerability.Was she right? Totally, yes. But why do I still cling onto a glimmer of hope that a day would come when my husband, Roland, would acknowledge me and love me the way I love him?“I do know that, Nina. But I love him.” My voice strained as tears wet my eyes, threatening to fall.I pinched myself to stop the tears because we were in a public cafe and eyes were on me.Being a wife of a billionaire made me the target for