LOGINAloraI am still attempting to wrap my head around the things Killian has told me about the pack. For me, family was and is dangerous. My own flesh and blood parents never protected me and in fact did the opposite. So, now, faced with another group of people and Rupert, I just keep thinking they are going to hand me over to him for their own gain. Now, logically I can see that Killian is right, that’s not fair to group them all together. However, logic has always been hard to maintain in the face of so much anxiety and fear. It’s like logic takes a freaking nose dive out the damn window and then you are left there alone and vulnerable with only the negative emotions swallowing you whole. I was shocked as hell when Killian called Marcus and the first thing he did was rattle off questions about me. I know Killian didn’t set him up for it because he called him right in front of me, and I would have felt the lie in the bond. I have discovered mates can’t lie to each other. That’s anothe
KillianOh fuck, I was so anxious to get to Alora and I just kicked them out of the pack without thinking about Alpha commanding them to never speak about the pack to anyone. That’s normally how we handle a rogue situation to keep them from letting anyone else know how the pack is run to keep all of us safe. I am so fucked up over all of this. I’ll have to call and speak to Paul and Marcus later today.“I’ll talk to Paul and Marcus and we’ll figure out where they are. If I can get to them perhaps I can still Alpha command them to not speak about anything they know. I’m not sure. I know you have a hard time believing me, but I swear I am not going to let him take you or anyone hurt you.” I hear her sigh.“Killion, it has nothing to do with me thinking you will fight him. It has to do with me thinking he’s just going to walk in, shoot you in the head, or remove you as a threat the quickest way he possibly can. Then there will be no one standing in between him and me, and now also the pup
AloraI woke up next to Killian this morning. I just looked at his face and thought about what he had said about the bond being still intact. I couldn’t really even explain why I melted down yesterday for the most part. I have been trying to get him to leave me and chose another wolf to be Luna. I guess in some ways I was worried if he had her and they were off having fun he would just leave me here to rot. I know Mani kept trying to pull at me and she felt different, but it’s hard to always understand what images and feelings she’s broadcasting. Right now she’s content because her mate is beside her, and I wish I could say the same, but I can’t. I roll onto my back and just stare up at the ceiling for a while. Right now I am living every single second scared shitless that Rupert will find me. I am terrified of not only what he will do to me, but what he will do to the babies in my womb. I have already been through that with him and I can’t fathom having it happen again. Killian keep
KillianI rushed to her as fast as I could safely. It wouldn’t do either of us any good if I got into a car accident on the way because I was trying to rush. Siril was going nuts, and I knew he was feeling all of the overwhelming feelings I was feeling. I hoped Mani was able to let her know our mate bond was unbroken, but I wasn’t sure how much of that Alora would understand in the current state she was in. As soon as I parked the car I jumped out and rushed for the front door, ripping it open as soon as it was unlocked. I could smell her blood in the air and I was frantic as I made my way to the living room. I saw her curled up on the mattress we had brought in here for her, and there was blood on the blankets and all over the sundress she was wearing. I fell to my knees next to her and checked her over.She had clawed at her ankle trying to geg the cuff off. There was blood all over her ankle and her hands. I gently examined her ankle and saw it was healing rather sluggishly, no dou
KillianI was so angry I wanted to rip their throats out. I had been working so hard to help Alora with everything, and now these jack asses had decided to try and mess with all of that for a power grab. They couldnn’t even challenge me like normal wolves, nope, they had to try and go behind my back and fuck everything up instead. Finally I heard Marcus and Paul at the door and I could hear a complaining Griffin and Shawn with them, so I stomped to the door and opened it. When Shawn and Griffin saw their sister they both smiled and looked at me.“So, you finally came to your senses and mated our sister as you should have?” Shawn smirked at me.“Nope, you had Griffin drug me so she could climb into my bed and pretend we slept together. Do neither of you understand how a mate bond works? If I had truly been unfaithful to Alora the bond would be seriously messed up and I would be in pain as well as Alora. Now, since Siril is pissed as hell at Veronica and growling she’s not his mate and
AloraKillian had been gone for about two days now, and I was actually a bit glad for the breather. He was so focused on making us work that he was constantly around me watching me, and yes trying to make me feel better, but for someone who was very much used to being alone and happy to be alone most times, it was a bit much for me to handle. Of course Mani was totally different and she missed Siril and wanted him home, so that was weird to feel two such opposite things. Of course, Mani and I frequently felt different about what was happening. She was totally in love with Siril, or I guess the wolf equivalent of that emotion. She was also extremely happy about the pups. Now, sometimes being close to her gave me a breather from my intense feelings that were extremely opposite of her, but it never lasted for me. Not for the first time I wished I could just let her take over and be done with it. I was extremely surprised when the cell phone beeped when it was late. Most times the only
KillianI am at my desk going over the reports that I got from Marcus and Paul about the girls we rescued today. Most of them are settling in pretty well. Two have family we are going to have to bring into all of this, so that’s always a delicate balance to do. We have a couple that are pregnant, s
AloraNissa led me to the 3rd floor of this massive mansion, “A lot of us single wolves live here, it’s rather like being in a college dorm, or at least that’s what it always reminds me of. The kitchens serve 3 meals a day, and there’s snacks left out all the time. Each floor also has its own littl
KillianWalking in hearing my mate say she wouldn't be claiming me or letting me claim her pisses my wolf the fuck off big time. I reel him in by reminding him that she's been hurt recently, and probably just scared.I step into the room further and watch my wolves look back and forth nervously. Sh
AloraMy wolf backed up, but stayed close just in case we needed to defend ourselves. I didn't give a fuck if this guy was supposedly our mate or whatever, I wasn’t going to automatically trust him.I watched as they had all freaked out at his declaration we were mates, but I chose not to comment.







