Her room was dead silent, Rathi could even hear the sound of the wind that blows through the window, her eyes were tired of crying. She's blankly staring at the sunrise sitting on her bed. Rathi couldn't understand what's happening around her, it's confusing and terrifying to imagine the things that are going to happen to her in the future. Now she has a great doubt whether she will be alive after the birth of her child. Rathi was always afraid to die, she doesn't want to be that human who has never experienced true freedom. The faith that she will be safe here has totally vanished out from her mind after witnessing Sumaya's death.
I have to live for this child, I can't let these people raise him as a heartless freak like Aadhiyan, she constantly had this thought. Rathi couldn't sleep in the night, she kept thinking about Sumaya who died in front of her eyes holding her hands. Her memories are still playing in her head, the
For the entire day, Rathi spends her time in Mithran’s house and looked after his daughter while he went to do the cooking and clean the place which was all messy from yesterday's final rituals of Sumaya.She looked after the sleeping child. How unfortunate that you're here! Rathi thought holding the baby's hand. She got from the bed when Mithran returned back. He asked her to leave if she wants to andRathi came out nodding her head.She doesn't want to go back to her house and stood on the doorstep. Her eyes gazed at the next door where Sumaya gave birth and died, her legs dragged her inside with no other thought that she will remind the incident again and again.The room was clean and no traces of the horror that happened yesterday. Eventually, Rathi’s eyes welled in tears to think about Sumaya. Why she has to die at a very young age and not even looked at her baby's face.Death is something easy for everyone here but for Rathi, it&rsq
In the night, after having her dinner Rathi sat in her bed. There's a slight drizzle falling from the dark sky. The room has turned cold.Aadhiyan lighted the fire in the inglenook before coming to the bed. He gave a glass of milk to Rathi which he specially made for her."Drink it," he smiled and Rathi did feeling better at that moment.Aadhiyan laid on the bed and heaved out a sigh in relaxation. From morning he didn't have time to rest and was occupied by the household work.Rathi, sipping the sweet milk watched him, sometimes she gets angry at him out of her control, and sometimes she can't help but fall in love with his kindness that shows up occasionally. She also loves him when he's protective of her.Rathi never thought she will develop this type of love-hate feelings on Aadhiyan, which always dominating one another. It's confusing to say whether she's totally in love or completely hating him.Aadhiyan turned his gaze to her and Rathi ca
Days passed one after the other. As promised Rathi didn't go out of the fort and didn't try to see that woman's soul since she's afraid whether it will harm her in any way. Even last time, it did something to her so that she fainted in Sumaya's house when she died. Those made her believe that it will harm or kill her as Aadhiyan said.Whatever he said in the past, most of the time, it never happened. She has been deceived after strongly trusting it but this time she wants to believe him once again as it is a threat to her life. So she didn't move out of the place and Aadhiyan used this chance didn't allow her to go anywhere and kept her under his gaze.Rathi didn't get those strange nightmares these days but there is something weird that happened, she tried to dream about her future and her child but nothing came, the dream will end blankly and the next morning Rathi will open her eyes in all
The moon represents love, coldness, and compassion. Watching everything from afar, it holds all the mysteries of the world. Being the oldest guards of the world, it protects humans from the dead and profane creatures that are hiding under the dark with its silvery light.But that day there's no moon and moonlight. It's completely dark in that eerie midnight. The place was weirdly silent and cold, perhaps the air and the trees know what type of merciless act going to happen there. Tides moved slowly in fear and no other creature is awake to witness it."Rathi!" someone whispered in her ears and Rathi jolted up from her sleep feeling the creepiness in the voice and coolness in the ambiance. She opened her eyes to see herself in the room beside her grandparents' house. She got confused about how she came here and her heart started throbbing in fear.Immediately Rathi stood up to leave but she stopped and turned to see herself sleeping on the floor. There she realiz
Rathi looked at her baby bump, protruding out from her lean frame. The cold water beneath her thighs doesn't give shivers anymore but Aadhiyan did, the truth that she found out in the morning trembled the life out of her. Her hands slowly caressed over her stomach; she tried not to remind her about how dangerous her husband is; or will he harm this child if she is not here with him or in this world and Rathi felt like this child is going to decide whether she can be alive or not. She slugged down her saliva along with her fear and angst and exhaled slowly standing in the middle of the lake.The sun is shining mildly from the top and the streaming beam of sunshine fell on her half-naked frame. She closed her eyes feeling the mix of warmth and ice.All of a sudden, that familiar warmth and aura bounded her from behind. She became edgy and gasped in fear when Aadhiyan moved her long raven hair to her front side and gave a wet kiss on her nape. Then he encircled his hands
Rathi always believed in God. For her, it doesn't have a proper shape or it belongs to a precise religion or it will only understand a certain language. She once read in a book called The Alchemist that says always believe in one true God. In her confused spirituality whether God exist or not she found it interesting to follow it and believes that God is somewhere hearing all the prayers in this world, he might help some or many people but right now he didn't save Rathi and she couldn't think about that or anything else, as her brain took over by the pain on her skin and everywhere.She closed her eyes and curled hugging her knees on the floor while he whipped her with a rope all over her body except her stomach. Tears drenched her face; gritting her teeth she yelped in pain which dares to pass that room. She begged him so much but he's not Aadhiyan to consider her begging he's someone who wants her to die so what she can do.He stopped when he got that satisf
Sitting on the rock chair in front of her father in law's house, Rathi watched the rain that's gently started pouring, arising the Petrichor which is her favorite fragrance to smell. Aadhavan has planted a lot of floral plants before his house which was bloomed at that evening time, flowers are her favorite sight to see and the sound of rain is her favorite sound to hear but, she couldn't relish anything. In fact, she hates everything around her, she hates to stay in this place and she hates these people.It's been a day since she came back from her near-death experience. She despises the fact that she's here alive and that got the gloomiest expression on her face. The stains of turmeric-ginger paste she applied on her cheeks for the swelling is still there; her eyes were tired after all the crying and her body is too light to feel any pain. Her wounds started healing but she doesn't know how she's going to heal her heart.Imagine the girl who went to escape the hell w
As the Rain continued in the night the place becomes too cold, her father in law gave sheets and shawls for her to cover and ignited the fire in the inglenook at the center of the wall. After having her dinner, Rathi felt somewhat better but she couldn't fall asleep and sat looking at the Rain through the window beside her."If you kept thinking about what happened, you can never fall sleep?" her father in law commented from the other side of the room sitting on his mattress. He gave his bed for Rathi and he's lying on the floor. She didn't answer him and stared out as it's the truth she's still pondering about that King."You are hating us, aren't you?" he asked that calmly after a moment."You want to hear my answer, then yes, of course, I hate everything here," Rathi said looking at him. The only source of light in that place is the fire from the hearth, equally spreading the bright light across the room."I don't know what really happened but you shou