Chapter Ten: The First Real Thing

She didn't tell me what her mother said on the call. I didn't ask.

We agreed on it together, so I waited. I didn't try to figure out what it meant that Margaret Darius called at eight-thirty on a Thursday morning, or why Myra's hand shook as she held the phone, or what was so urgent it couldn't wait until after the weekend.

So on Friday morning, I walked into the architecture building with two coffees and nothing planned.

She was already at the corner table. When I walked in, she glanced up, noticed both cups, then returned to her drawing without a word. That was, as I’d come to realize, Myra’s way of saying thank you.

I sat across from her and slid a cup toward her. We spent two hours working together, without discussing any of it.

At some point, the studio emptied around us. We didn’t notice until the lights on the far side switched off by themselves. Then it was just us, the drafting table, the sound of our pencils, and the quiet that comes when two people stop pretending they aren’t thinking about the same thing.

"I'm going home tomorrow," she said without looking up.

"I know."

"I don't know what she's going to tell me."

"I know that too."

She put her pencil down and looked at me from across the table. "What if it changes things?"

I met her eyes. "Then we deal with whatever changes."

She stayed silent for a moment. Then she got up, picked up her things, and nodded at the door.

"Walk with me."

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Myra POV

We walked without deciding where we were going.

That was something neither of us had done before. Danny usually knew where he was headed. I was always on my way somewhere. But today, we didn't talk about any of that. It felt like we both just decided to focus on taking one step at a time.

We ended up on the river path behind the east buildings. It was narrow and quiet, empty in November because the wind from the water made it feel colder than it really was. I didn't mind. Cold meant empty and empty meant nobody was watching.

"Eleven years ago," I said.

"You were eleven."

"I know how old I was." I turned my collar up. "Whatever my mother gave them, I was eleven years old, and nobody asked me a single thing."

He stayed silent. He walked beside me and let me be angry, which was exactly what I needed.

"Her hands shake," I said. "You can't really see it, but they do, just a little, whenever someone brings up the Blanchams. I've watched her hands my whole life, so I notice." I paused. "I used to think it was just from working for families like yours. That special kind of tired you get from that." I stopped walking. "But that's not it."

Danny came to a stop next to me. The river flowed by, calm and gray.

"No," he said. "I don't think so."

"She knows something. She's known it for years." I looked at the water. "And someone out there knows she knows and just told me to ask her." I turned to face him. "Why now? Why this week, when you've just come back, and everything is already falling apart?" I stopped.

"Already what?" he said.

I looked at him properly. He watched me with that full attention of his, not waiting for me to finish but simply being present with wherever I was going.

"It's already complicated," I said.

"Is that what this is?"

"Danny."

"I'm really asking."

The wind blew in from the river. He reached out without thinking, fixed my collar, and for a moment his fingers brushed the side of my neck. Then he let his hand fall, as if he hadn’t meant to touch me at all.

We both stayed quiet for a moment.

"Someone planned this," I said. "The text didn’t show up while you were abroad. It didn’t come last year. It arrived this week, just three days after you walked back through that gate." I looked him in the eye. "Someone’s been waiting for you to come home."

He said nothing. The river kept moving, and the wind picked up. Above us, a bare branch swayed against the grey sky.

"Then we find out who," he said.

"Together."

He looked at me when I said it. He just looked, the way he did when he wanted to make sure something was real.

"Together," he said.

He reached up and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. His fingers brushed my cheek, then rested gently on my jaw. He moved slowly and carefully, as if he was asking me something without saying a word. This time, there were no footsteps. No umbrella. No mother showing up out of nowhere with perfect timing. It was just the river, the wind, and no one left to interrupt us.

I kissed him.

Not the other way. Me. I closed the last inch and kissed him like I'd made a decision, which I had. I’d probably made it around the third time he said I know instead of arguing with me. He went still for half a second, surprised, I think, that I moved first. Then his hand fit around my jaw, and he kissed me back, like he’d been holding onto this exact moment for a long time and was finally letting it rest somewhere safe.

It wasn't careful. It wasn't the almost from the library overhang, tentative and interrupted, measured in seconds. It was real, warm and certain, with his other hand finding the small of my back as if it already knew the way.

When we finally stopped, I kept my eyes shut for just a moment longer.

"Okay," I whispered.

"Okay," he replied, his forehead resting against mine. We both stayed still.

I opened my eyes. He was watching me with an expression I couldn't quite name, caught between relief and the kind of fear you feel when you finally get something you had convinced yourself to stop wanting.

I picked up my bag from the spot where it had slipped off my shoulder. “We still need to find out who sent that text," I said.

"Then we will find out.”

"And what my mother gave to your family eleven years ago."

"We will."

"And what your mother meant when she said she had done this before."

"Myra."

"What?"

He nearly smiled. "Can we have thirty seconds?"

I looked at him, then at the river. I noticed his face and the hand still warm against my back.

"Twenty," I said.

He laughed, real and unguarded, the kind he saved for moments when no one else was around. I hadn't heard it in eleven months. The sound settled in my chest and stayed there, warm, inconvenient, and impossible to ignore.

We walked back toward campus, our shoulders touching, neither of us stepping away. Behind us, the river kept moving, unchanged, but everything between us had.