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ISLA'S POV
I gazed at my reflection in the full-length mirror in my lavish walk in closet, admiring the sun-kissed burnt orange beach dress Hailey had picked out for me during our recent shopping spree. Hailey, my quirky and ever-fun-loving best friend, had meticulously crafted a list of all the adventures we were going to embark on this summer. That was so typical of her. Slipping on a pair of golden strappy sandals, I hoped Hailey would approve and wouldn’t feel the need to raid my closet in search of shoes she deemed more suitable. With an amused sigh, I mentally rolled my eyes as I picked up my phone to take a picture of the sandals, planning to send it to Hailey on W******p for her verdict. Just as I was about to take the photo, a knock on the door interrupted me. "Isla, could you come downstairs for a moment?" My father's voice called out. It was calm, but with a hint of urgency that made my heart skip a beat. I couldn't help but wonder what he needed to tell me. It was so unlike him to demand my attention in such a composed yet pressing manner. My mind immediately jumped to the worst case scenario. Was Mom sick? It was a scene straight out of a movie, where the father summons his daughter only to break the devastating news. As I made my way down the stairs, my thoughts raced. What if Mom had only a year or even a few months to live? The mere idea sent a chill down my spine, and a gasp escaped my lips in pure fear. Could it be that she had been hiding an illness from us, just like in the movies, where she pretends to be healthy to spare everyone worry? The cold grip of fear tightened around me as I clutched the railing for support. My legs felt like jelly, and my knees threatened to buckle under the weight of my fear. As I entered the living room, I noticed my parents seated a few meters apart on the couch, engrossed in an animated discussion. What on earth was going on? "Mom, Dad?" I raised my eyebrows questioningly. "What’s happening?" My voice was barely a whisper, my eyes wide with worry as I searched their faces for answers. Even though my mom wasn't always present, she made up for it by spoiling me with everything I needed. The thought of anything happening to her was unbearable; it would shatter me. I couldn't even entertain the possibility. At that moment, I felt an overwhelming urge to run to her, wrap her in a tight embrace, and tell her how much I loved and appreciated her. "Isla, dear, come sit," my mom beckoned, flashing a sweet, inviting smile. Was this a facade? Was it all a charade to make me believe everything was fine? Did they really think I was still a child? I walked slowly to the couch, feeling like a lamb being led to slaughter, and sat down between them. What on earth were they going to talk about? Let it be anything, anything at all that didn't involve the fears weighing down my heart at this moment. "Isla, dear," my mom began, her voice soft yet serious, "as you know, your dad and I have accepted a position in Dublin. It's a fantastic opportunity, but it means we'll be away for an extended period of time." Really? Was this what they wanted to talk about? I felt a wave of relief, but anger still simmered beneath the surface. "Dublin? Is that a place in Chicago? Or somewhere in America I haven't heard of? Or do you mean Ireland?... a whole continent away?" I forced a smile, keeping my voice steady. "That's wonderful. I'm so happy for you both." My dad placed his huge hand on mine and squeezed it gently, grazing his palm that had been made rough from several years of overworking. His gaze completely softened. "We've decided it's best if you stay here, at least for the time being. We've made arrangements for you to stay with…." He paused, his eyes searching mine.".....with Mr Robert Hardy." "What?!" I blurted out in shock. The name struck me like a bolt of lightning. Robert Hardy? The man of my steamy and forbidden dreams. The very man I have hand a huge crush on ever since my young girly heart knew what it meant to feel. The same man my father considered his best friend? My breath hitched. My mind raced with a mixture of excitement and dread. This was my chance, my only chance to finally get the man of my misty dreams. The thought of staying under the same roof with Robert Hardy made my mind think of all the naughty things I could do to him. I was sitting in between my parents and shamelessly having these thoughts. Going after my dad's best friend would betray my parents trust, I couldn't risk their friendship with Robert. Yet, the allure of the forbidden was too strong for me to just push to the back of my mind because it all came rushing in, all my secret desires and sexual fantasies came rushing in. "Isla?" My dad called softly, jolting me back to reality. I hope they hadn't seen how crazily excited I was about this whole idea of going to live with Robert. "Mr Hardy?" The name managed to roll out of my lips. Just the sound of this name made me hot. "I…i don't know what to say." My father's expression turned into understanding. "I know this is sudden, Isla. But I trust Robert. I've discussed this with him and he doesn't mind. You'll be working with him as his secretary. You need to be groomed, the company belongs to you after all." My mouth opened but no words came out. Okay, let me digest this. Firstly, I would be living with Robert in his house, secondly, I would be his secretary and go about with him? Holy mother of bugs! Was this a dream? If it was, I don't ever wanna wake up. "He'll look after you, Isla, he's a good man," my mom said, patting my back softly. Yes of course, Robert Hardy was unarguably a good man but was I a good daughter?ISLAIt's been two years.Two years and five months actually.A lot had happened in those times. A lot that I hadn't initially planned. First, I ran a two year programme in finance management at Harvard Business school. I'd done more than I ever thought I could. Maybe because I wanted to live up to my parent's expectations because of course, they'd sacrifice so much for me.My graduation had been surreal. Hailey was there, cheering me on like I'd as well just gotten to a height no one else had. My parents had also flown in from Dublin. They'd even organized a party for me. And of course, they hadn't talked down on Hailey.But then, personally, I didn't think I'd ever felt more fulfilled in my life. It felt like I finally had clarity, and was seeing life through a different lens.Currently, Hailey and I are on vacation in Hawaii. We had even rented a cabin for just the two of us.After graduating, my parents had asked if I wanted to go with them to Dublin, but I'd told them I'd think
ISLAEvery passing day, I tried not to think about him.But still, when my phone beeped with a notification, I found myself diving for it, hoping it was a text from Robert. When I heard the sound of a car, I immediately thought it was Robert coming to find me, to apologize and ask me to come back. And despite all the resolve I thought I'd made, I knew I would have forgiven him if he asked. I knew I would have gone back with him if he asked me to.But then, I needed to move on from him. Obviously, Robert had. He and Bryan could really be all over the moon right now that I was gone from their lives.So, I tried not to think about the way he used to kiss me. The intensity with which he used to make love to me. The way he smiled sweetly when he talked to me. I tried not to think of all of it, but I just couldn't. Little things seemed to get me deeply in thoughts about the man I'd told myself over and over that I was done with.But was I really done?Could I ever forget Robert? Could I
MIAI woke up with a pounding headache—the kind that felt like my skull was just about to crack open. As I stretched and let out a wide yawn, I could still taste the whisky in my mouth. My eyes squinted at the sunlight that enveloped my room.How had I ended up so drunk last night?And seriously, how had I gotten home by myself?Somehow, I couldn't remember that particular detail. Had Robert seriously brought me home? Or had I managed to drive myself back?I reached out sleepily for my phone on the nightstand, still trying to blink away the grogginess I was feeling.10:03 AM?How the hell had I slept for so long?What sort of whisky did Robert keep in his house. I've had drinks way worst in the past, and never had I ended up this hungover. As I sat up, I tried to go over the previous evening again, but the headache was a roadblock. I couldn't get past the pounding in my head. Somehow, that was all my brain could focus on.As I unlocked my phone, I frowned. There were several missed ca
ROBERTI'd known the moment her palm swept hard across my face that she'd found out the truth.She'd finally come to know that part of me I'd kept away from her. That part of me I'd tried to keep buried away, because I knew it would break her. And yet, that's what I'd ended up doing —breaking her to a point of no return. I was sure of that. Isla was gone from my life.My chest ached badly in a way I couldn't explain. I deserved it. All the heartache, all the stinging pain that was grinding my heart at that moment, I deserved all of it and maybe even more.A slap wasn't even enough punishment for what I'd done to the woman that constantly looked at me with so much love and adoration. I'd fucked up big time.I couldn't even go after her. I stood still, my towel still wrapped firmly around my waist, my hair still dripping with water.But then, how had she found out?My phone suddenly buzzed on the nightstand. I reached it in two long strides. When I picked it up, the screen was lit with
ISLAI sat by the window staring mindlessly at the buildings that blurred past us. Robert sat just beside me at the back seat, busy with something on his phone, while the chauffeur headed for the hotel room he said he'd checked in.I still felt slightly sore from the love making we'd just had, but what was in my head was far from that. It was just like everything that had happened was some sort of melodramatic movie playing repeatedly in my head.And also, Robert had made one thing very clear—I seriously needed to start believing him. That had been one thing constantly lacking in our affair—Trust.It was crazy how I'd tried to run from him and he'd found me the next day, even showed up in front of the door like this was something usual. And I'd be a liar if I didn't say I felt touched by the very act of him coming to find me.Minutes later, we arrived at the hotel. We both approached the receptionist with Robert pulling my bag along with ease. I suddenly felt guilty, knowing just how
ROBERTIt didn't take me long to get myself properly cleaned up. As I changed into a more comfortable T shirt and pants, I couldn't believe how much my heart had stopped racing. Maybe it was the fact that I knew exactly what she was, or maybe because last night, before I fell asleep, a thought had crawled up my head.I'd been going over the details of the previous day and replaying all the details in my head. Right from when Mia had told me Isla had walked into my office and left in tears. I'd slowly gone over every details. Bryan and I had been together that morning, he'd tried to get touchy, but then we hadn't really gotten intimate. There had been nothing substantial to actually suggest that anything was going on between us.So, why exactly would she react that way?Except maybe she'd been suspecting something.I took one final look in the mirror, and drew in a deep breath, trying to steady myself.The car was already waiting outside, and immediately I slid in, I gave the chauffeur







