MasukArlyn
“So, what do you think of your new brother, and cousin?’ Mom asked me in my room the next day as I unpacked my things.
I hadn't been able to unpack yesterday what with the shock I had gotten.
I stiffened at her question.
I wasn't exactly sure why it rubbed me off the wrong way. Reid being called my brother made me feel a little icky, but it did.
“Uh…he's an interesting personality.” I said without looking at her.
‘Interesting personality?’ Really, Arlyn? That's the best you could do?
I winced at my own description. They left way too much room for more questions, and knowing my mother she wasn't going to hesitate to ask questI bit the man in the face.
The airport incident still made my stomach twist whenever I remembered it.
“Interesting? How so?” She asked with a curious frown, her perfectly manicured hands sitting poised on her lap.
Even this early, she was already dressed, and had gotten the maids to start breakfast
“Just interesting.” I tried to play it cool, but I knew it was too late.
She was already staring at me with that shark-like gaze she always used whenever there was juicy gossip.
“Yes, you mentioned. Tell me what you find interesting!”
Well, he makes my heart beat really fast, and I want him in a way a step sister should not want her brother.
“He doesn't seem to like me very much or you for that matter.”
She stood and picked one of my winter jackets and grabbed a hanger.
“He said that?” She asked.
“No. I can just pick up on signals, mom.”
She let out a sigh.
“Yes. He doesn't like me, but I don't think that's true for you, dear. What's not to like about you?” she asked a little too casually
I bit the man in the face.
I didn't dare say that out loud though.
I shrugged, trying to get her to stop talking. Even the mention of his name made my chest palpitate like someone was playing with the strings.
“Goodness, sweetheart, just tell me something!” She finally broke, and I chuckled.
“There is absolutely nothing to tell. I have no business with a guy that thinks my mother is a gold digger and thinks I'm a little gold digger too.”
Truth be told, I hadn't even thought about how insulting it was for him to think of us that way. I had been too busy trying to get my heart to calm down whenever I was in the same room as him.
“Ah. I see. He told you.”
“Ella did.”
Mom sighed again.
“Ella. Of course she did.
She can't keep her mouth shut for a second.” She chuckled.
I glanced at her, her soft features countered into a frown
“You're not upset that he thinks you're a good digger?”
“Of course I am. But at the same time, I don't blame him for it.”
I looked away, shaking my head.
I picked one more dress, and folded it.
“Anyway, I want you both to get along, okay? You're both our kids, and it means the world to Brad and me if you do.”
“That's up to him, Mom. Not me. You know me. I have no issues with anyone.”
“Well, I think you should try?”
I didn't want to do that, but because I wanted to get my mother off my back, I nodded
“I'll try.”
“Good. I'd love that.” She smiled. “Brad and I will be going out too for a fundraiser for homeless children. It's part of his campaign for his senator chair. Do you maybe want to come?”
“Is your step son going to be there?”
“I think so.”
“Well, I don't think I can come. Maybe the next one.” I said. Not because I didn't eang to see Reid, but because I didn't want to make a fool of myself again in front of him.
Okay, it was because I didn't want to see him too.
“Why not?”
“Because I am jetlagged, Mom. I need to rest.”
“Fine, but you're coming for the Christmas eve fund raiser, right?”
“Sure, mom.”
She sighed with relief and suddenly hugged me.
“Mom!” I laughed, struggling to get out of her hold
“What? You're still my baby?!”
She kissed my cheeks, and I rolled my eyes.
Finally, she let go of me, and continued to help me hang my clothes in the mini walk-in closet.
“So, Liam left.”
She finally said.
My spine immediately went rigid.
I should have known she stuck around for a reason.
“Yes. And I don't want to talk about it.’
“Fine. I won't talk about it today.” she said.
“Thank you.”
Her smile told me she was planning something else.
The last thing I wanted to do was talk about the guy that betrayed my trust. I was just glad Reid had gotten rid of him for me…I wasn't sure why he did. But that at least alluded to the fact that he had forgiven me, and he had some kind of moral code.
By the time my mom finally left, I was left by myself to finish arranging the rest of my clothes.
When I was done, I left for lunch.
As soon as I stepped out, I froze.
Reid was stepping out of his door shirtless and holding what appeared to be a kitten.
He paused when he looked up and saw me.
His eyes raked over my body, and then back to my eyes before he walked past me without a word.
I watched him walk away without a word, his perfume hypnotizing me.
The kitten meowed as he passed me, and I couldn't help but giggle.
My chest tightened.
What had I gotten myself into with him?
And was I making a horrible mistake staying here?
I was pretty sure I was, but I couldn't leave now.
JaneI had been sitting in the café for almost forty minutes before I admitted the obvious truth to myself.I had no plan… None whatsoever.I knew this café because Arlyn had mentioned it in passing weeks ago; it was the place Reid sometimes worked when he wanted quiet without isolation.That alone felt ridiculous now, having to stalk an old friend for the sake of another friend without a plan in mind.I wrapped my fingers around my cup of coffee, now cold, and stared at him.Reid Branderton sat three tables away from me, angled slightly toward the window, shoulders hunched in that way men get when they are trying to make themselves smaller than their thoughts. A laptop was open in front of him, untouched for several minutes. His fingers rested on the keyboard, unmoving, while his gaze stayed fixed on nothing in particular.He looked… distracted and tired.Not the kind of tiredness that came from lack of sleep. The deeper kind. The kind that settled into bones.I swallowed.Arlyn’s fa
ArlynI kept waiting for him after the incident with the boys.That was the cruelest part, the way I eagerly watched out for him in class or how I moved back into my apartment expecting to run into him since we were practically neighbors.Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, I walked into the lecture hall five minutes early and took my usual seat, my heart doing that stupid hopeful thing even though my brain somehow knew better.I would scan the front of the room, half-expecting to see Reid standing there again.But he never showed up.At first, I told myself it was a scheduling thing. PhD students were busy. He’d probably show up next lecture. Or the one after that.By the end of the second week, denial stopped working. He was never coming to fill in for the ill professor again.A new lecturer had taken over. Older and soft-spoken with kind eyes. He fumbled with the projector and joked nervously about not being as intimidating as the Ph.D. student before him, and the whole class roar
ReidSaving her should have been the end of it.A clean, sharp moment of intervention followed by distance. At least that's what I told myself. Step in if necessary. Walk away immediately after. No lingering…But rules are only useful when your body listens to your head.Mine didn’t.From the second I left her standing there, I felt off balance, like I’d stepped off solid ground into a pit. My heart wouldn’t slow, and I developed a constant migraine.I kept reviewing the scene with Arlyn on the way home. Her eyes. The way she said please. The way my name almost slipped from her mouth when she tried to thank me.That was the worst part.Not the boys. Not the confrontation.The fact that she still reached for me instinctively.I locked my apartment door and leaned my forehead against it for a long moment, breathing through my mouth like my therapist once taught me.It didn’t help.My place was quiet in the particular way that amplifies everything you don’t want to hear. Your own thought
ReidDistance is a discipline… that was something I learned at an early age, long before I took anger management classes, before discipline turned into survival, before silence became my preferred language. Distance keeps things neat and easy to control. It keeps you from wanting what you shouldn’t want and touching what will inevitably burn you.So when the new semester began, I treated distance like doctrine.I arrived early to lectures and left late. I kept my eyes on my notes, my voice neutral, and my posture professional. I addressed students by last names only. I didn’t linger after class. I didn’t invite conversation. I didn’t acknowledge familiarity where familiarity very clearly existed.And Arlyn?She became a stranger.Or at least, I pretended she was.The first time I saw her seated two rows back, hair pulled back into a loose ponytail, pen tucked between her fingers as she laughed quietly with Jane, something twisted low in my chest. It was instinctive… and unwanted. I cr
ArlynEveryone had gone up to their rooms. Jane wanted to stay in mine with me, but the head maid in the house wouldn't hear of it. She reluctantly agreed to the guest room.And I was left all alone in the anteroom… with its suffocating atmosphere.Even though I was looking out the window, I didn't seem to be breathing in much air and wasn't really seeing anything. Instead, my mind kept trying to make sense of the tangled web that had become my life of late. Makes me wonder just what fate had in store for me.A part of me itched to seek out Jane and get her to tell me why she never once mentioned Reid, but I already knew what the end result was going to be: she would just shrug and say it wasn’t something she expected to come up. And she’d be right. How could any of us have expected any of this?I didn't want to think about him… or pay close attention to the little things about him, like the way he walks, how his eyes wrinkled a bit at the corners and twinkled the few times he smiled,
ArlynIf someone had told me fate came with a sense of humor, I would’ve laughed.Standing there in the living room, watching Jane grin at Reid like a fool, I wasn’t laughing.I was reeling.“You went to school together?” I asked again, because surely my ears had malfunctioned. Today had already pushed the limits of what I could process, and my brain was stubbornly refusing to add this to the pile.Jane nodded enthusiastically. “Middle school. St. Gregory’s. He was the quiet type and always had a book… Scrawny, too.”Reid made a low sound that might’ve been a warning.I blinked slowly, still shocked at this latest development. “Scrawny?”Jane laughed, completely unbothered by the lethal look Reid shot her.“Oh yeah. You wouldn’t believe it. He barely talked to anyone except me.”That earned her a look from Reid, sharp and unreadable, and for some reason it made my chest hurt.Barely talked to anyone except me.I glanced at Reid, half-expecting him to deny it, to shut it down the way h







