Chapter 55: Rayne. Trigger Warning

Lance is being so sweet. I have become utterly dependent on him for keeping my emotions in check as well as helping with anything I cannot use my legs to do. Seeing Stripe today helped me in so many ways I am not even sure Lance is aware of just how much it helped.

For weeks I have felt at a loss and not known what to do about anything. Sitting with him in the office reading, while he works helped at first, but now it’s not enough to keep my mind from dwelling.

Shortly after settling in, I retrieved the necklace Lilli gave me from my drawer and I have kept it close debating if I should use it or wait to see if something happens to Lance. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I used it to get my legs back only to lose him to something that he could have survived if it had kept it.

Naturally, this constant debating with myself is slowly driving me crazy, so seeing Stripe actually put many things into perspective for me. I cannot live my life in a ‘what if’