MasukLazar's POV
I could not be relieved now that we were back home.
I knew shopping with a girl was going to be hectic, but I never thought it would be more exhausting than my sparring sessions.
While I was barely keeping it together, Miriam seemed to be having the most fun.
As soon as we got home, I walked into the room I was supposed to be staying in, although I did not want to, but I guess I had to be a gentleman and sleep in a separate room.
I quickly put away the clothes she had bought for me, and the feeling of satisfaction was too much to ignore.
Except for my mother, no female has ever bought me clothes or anything.
I felt giddy inside like a six-year-old.
“Get a grip, Lazar,” I scolded myself as I stared at my reflection.
I walked out of the bedroom with a towel wrapped around my neck, ready to make dinner for my zhena.
But the view of the person sitting on the couch almost made me choke on my saliva.
I immediately started feeling hot, all over my body. I could barely breathe. When she smiled at me, I thought I was doomed.
She looked so freaking sexy, and the way her eyes were roaming my body was not helping my horny situation.
I rushed to the kitchen hoping to distract myself, taking deep breaths.
I can't believe that a woman was making me feel this restless.
I was halfway through chopping onions when I heard her bare feet pad softly into the kitchen.
I felt her presence before I saw her.
I raised my head, and there she was, her night robe, long gone.
She stood in a mini red nightdress that looked like it was stitched together by temptation and seduction itself.
Her soft, milky skin glowed under the kitchen light and her tousled hair fell over her shoulders like she'd just stepped out of a forbidden dream.
I gumped, looking away and taking deep breaths as I tried to ignore the rush of blood toward my lower region.
"Are you... hungry?" I asked, barely able to keep my voice from cracking like a teenage boy.
She smiled, sauntering closer with a look that made me want to say a prayer and commit a crime all at once.
"Depends," she whispered, eyes sparkling mischievously. "What’s on the menu?"
I cleared my throat. "Stir-fry... or whatever you want."
Her eyes held mine, then dropped to my lips. "Whatever I want, huh?"
This woman was dangerous. She was plotting something and I was not the strongest shoulder right now.
She stepped behind me, her hands wrapping around my waist while she relaxed her face and body on my back.
I stiffened feeling her heat so close.. her fingers ran up my abs, sliding under my shirt like it was second nature. I swallowed hard.
"We haven’t... consummated our marriage," she said, her voice like silk dragging across bare skin.
Jesus. I was not a religious person but damn this girl would be the death of me, saying works like that out of nowhere.
I turned slowly, her hands still on me. Our faces were inches apart.
"Are you... trying to seduce me, Miriam?"
She blinked up at me with mock innocence. "Is it working?"
I chuckled, because God help me, yes, it was working. Too well.
"You want dinner, or you want me?" I asked, trying not to explode from the inside out.
She bit her lower lip, eyes never leaving mine. "Why not both?" She whispered.
That was it. Every ounce of control I had was gone.
I turned off the stove, dropped the knife, and grabbed her face gently but firmly, staring deep into those eyes that were currently burning me alive.
"You have no idea what you're playing with." I growled, my voice barely human anymore. As I caressed her cheeks with my finger, studying her expression
"Then teach me," she whispered. Wrapping her arm around my neck and pulling me closer.
I crashed my lips onto hers, without a second thought.
She asked for this and I definitely was not backing down.
Our mouths moved like they had always belonged to each other. It was a hot, passionate kiss, laced with frustration and desperation and lust.
The soft sound of her moans almost sent me to the abyss. Every single sound nearly knocked me off balance.
I lifted her easily, and she immediately wrapped her silky legs around my waist as she gasped and clutched onto me.
I carried her straight to the living room, laying her down on the velvet couch like she was something sacred. She arched slightly, pulling me closer, and I buried my face in her neck, kissing and biting gently, breathing her in like she was the air I needed to survive.
Her fingers slowly found its way to my hair, tugging it gently as my palm roamed her silky soft skin. I pulled down one strap of her dress, kissing the newly exposed skin like it was a holy offering.
Bang. Bang. Bang.
I froze. Someone was at the door.
"Ignore it," I muttered against her skin, trailing kisses along her collarbone.
"Lazar... what if it’s important?" She giggled, looking at me with those lustful seductive eyes.
"Nothing is more important than what we are doing right now." I growled, my lips hovering over hers again.
Bang. Bang. Bang.
This time it was louder and more persistent.
I buried my neck in her collar, sighing in frustration. Whoever was behind that door was seeking death
"Stay right here. Don’t move. I’ll kill whoever it is and then come back to finish what we started."
She laughed, grabbing the throw blanket to cover herself. Her eyes twinkled with amusement and lust.
"You better."
I got up, adjusting my pants and muttering threats under my breath as I walked to the door shirtless.
Whoever was at that door better be ready to answer to a very angry, very aroused mafia lord.
I swung open the door, fully prepared to shoot first and ask questions later but immediately halted my rain of thoughts when I saw who it was.
It was Ilya.
My right-hand man, best friend, and second-in-command.
His expression was stiff. Instantly, my body went cold, I knew that look.
Something was wrong.
"What happened?" I asked, voice flat.
He didn’t even blink.
"One of our weaponry warehouses at district 12 was hit,” he said.
"By who?" I asked, my jaw clenched.
He looked me square in the eye.
"Your uncle."
Miriam's POV“I have somewhere I have to be,” I said to Clara as I picked up my bag.“Really? You know we are meeting with the president today and it's mandatory for all workers.” She raised her brows in disbelief. Her tone held confusion and a pinch of concern. She had a right to be confused; I never missed important work events. Especially not one where the president of the company would be present, but today wasn’t an ordinary day.I forced a calm smile onto my face even though my heart felt like it might burst out of my chest. “I will be back in no time,” I assured her, trying to keep my voice steady.Clara didn’t look convinced, but she nodded anyway. “Okay then. I’ll call you. Take care.”“Thanks,” I murmured, already turning away before she could study me further.I stepped out of the office and walked toward the part of town where the salon and boutique were located. Tonight has to be perfect. I wasn't just dressing up, I was preparing to face the world as who I truly was. T
Miriam’s POV I went back to my desk acting like everything was okay, waiting for the storm to unravel.It was past lunchtime but still everything looked normal at the office, people went about typing documents, answering calls whenever the phone rang. It was just like every other day but I knew it was not going to last long and as if the universe could hear my thoughts, the director of accounting and the head of the legal department walked onto our floor with several police officers trailing behind them.My chest tightened and a small sharp smile made its way to my face as I observed the situation. The drama I had anticipated was about to start. My colleagues noticed the unusual presence of the uniformed men and they began murmuring amongst themselves, craning their necks, trying to see what was happening.“What’s going on?” “Why are the police here?”Different voices echoed as people stood up from their desks and moved toward the hallway. Everyone hoped to get a bit of news, but no
Miriam’s POVThe bright sunlight filtering into the room from the window was the first thing I saw the moment I opened my eyes.But I also felt a strong feeling of warmth.I looked up only to see Lazar still fast asleep, his hands around me.My heart tightened at this foreign sight and feeling. I soon realised that ever since I met Lazar and got married this was the first time we shared a bed and woke up together.He looked so peaceful. I could not stop myself from caressing his full eye brows.Being so close to him I could finally study his features. He was indeed very handsome, from his sharp jawline to his lips… his very kissable lips which were beautiful and plump. I could not stop myself from touching them as images of his lips against mine flashed across my mind.“Like what you see?” Lazar asked and I froze completely caught off guard.He was awake.My eyes locked with his light green eyes. It felt like he sucked in my soul with how intense his gaze was.Seeing him look at me s
Miriam’s POV“Are you okay?” I asked him as soon as he ended the call.“Yeah, just work stuff. But I will handle it tomorrow.” He said.“Oh okay.” I could not help but feel that something was not adding up but I had no proof. “Sooo…. Can we continue?” He asked, his brows slightly raised.And the tense atmosphere immediately became heated once again.“ Lazar….” I breathed out as his arm circled my waist once again while his fingers gently placed my loose hair behind my ears.“Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?” He whispered as he stared at me like I was a goddess and he could not wait to worship me.My heart was pounding frantically in my chest and my breathing was uneven. I felt like any moment from now I was going to start hyperventilating with how hot my cheeks felt.“Maybe.” “Then I have to tell you again. You are beautiful, Miriam, absolutely breathtaking. I must have done a good deed in my past life to have you as mine.” He complimented and my heart basically did back
Miriam’s POVThe house felt strangely quiet when I stepped inside which was unusual as Lazar was always at home whenever I arrived from work.I sighed softly and closed the door behind me. My heart felt heavy but also… full. A weird mix. Like two emotions fighting inside me, one afraid, one hopeful.I dropped my bag on the couch and leaned back against the soft cushions, replaying the conversation I had with Sara earlier at the office.Her face had been so serious when I spoke about Lazar. The moment I told her how I had been slowly falling for him, how every day with him made me feel something I didn’t expect, safety… warmth… peace, she didn’t laugh or judge me.Instead, she stared at me with those sharp, kind eyes of hers and said, “Miriam, you have to allow yourself to heal. Not everyone will break you like your parents did. Not everyone will use you like William did. Sometimes people really care.”And I was stunned, because she was right.I was scared. Terrified even, the idea of
Miriam’s POVThe morning sunlight felt too bright. It streamed through the tall windows of Lazar’s penthouse like warm needles, poking at the back of my eyes. I blinked and sat up slowly. I had slept, but not rested. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw the van doors slam shut, smelled the cold-metal air, felt the hands grabbing me.Two weeks of rest. That was what Lazar insisted on.But I was slowly losing my mind from just spending two days in the house. I could not wait to go back to work. I was sick and tired of the silence when Lazar was not around. Before I looked forward to my alone time and spending the whole day alone but now I can't even spend two days without feeling suffocated. After much pleading and convincing Lazar finally agreed to let me go to work. It's not like he has the final say on what I decide to do or not but I guess I just wanted his approval.And now I am going back to work. I needed it. I needed something normal.I took a deep breath, smoothed down my cre







