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The rooftop shoot went wrong from the beginning.

Not visibly wrong. Nothing that would show up in the footage or register in the comments or give anyone watching a reason to ask questions. The light was good; the city behind us was doing what cities do in the early evening, going gold and indifferent and cinematic. Kenny was in the right shirt. I had the angles.

But my readings were off, and I couldn't fix them.

I noticed it first when I positioned myself at the railing and reached for the warmth the way I always did, that automatic draw of ambient attention that came with being recognizable in public spaces. It was there but thin, like a signal with too much interference between the source and the receiver. I adjusted my angle and checked my phone, and we had a live audience of forty thousand already, which should have been more than enough, and it still felt like reaching through water.

Kenny noticed something was different before I said anything. He had that particular sensitivity to power readings that dominant alphas developed, an almost involuntary awareness of the attention climate around them. He looked at me while I was setting up the second shot and said, "Your glow is uneven."

"I'm fine," I said.

"I didn't ask if you were fine. I said your glow is uneven." He said it the way he said most things, as information rather than concern. "When did that start?.

"It's been a long week."

He watched me for another moment with that assessing look and then let it go, which was both a relief and its own particular disappointment, the way his silences always managed to be.

We shot for an hour. The footage was technically good. I watched it back afterward while Kenny took a call at the far end of the rooftop, and I could see exactly what was wrong with it even if no one else would. Something was missing, behind my eyes in every frame, some quality of absolute conviction that I had always been able to produce on demand, and that was now generating at maybe seventy percent. The performance was intact. The presence underneath it had a hole in it.

I thought about what Michael had said. You're more dependent than any of them. You're just better at making it look like power.

I closed the footage and called my friend Sera because I needed a voice that wasn't Kenny and wasn't my own internal architecture explaining things to itself.

She picked up on the second ring. "I saw the rooftop previews. You look incredible."

"Something's wrong with my readings," I said.

A brief pause. Sera was pack-adjacent, sensitive enough to understand what that meant. "Since when?"

"Last night. There was someone at the Vassen event."

"Someone who affected your signal?"

"A null point," I said. "Walking around like it was nothing."

She was quiet for a moment. "Cindy. A null point doesn't just disrupt your readings passively. That kind of interference means proximity. It means they were close enough to specifically affect you."

"He was," I said.

"He." Another pause, different quality this time. "Did you talk to him?"

I watched Kenny across the rooftop, still on his call, shoulders set in that particular way that meant the conversation was either territorial or something he didn't want me hearing. "Briefly."

"And?"

I thought about how to describe it accurately. The flat, honest attention. The absence of any instinct to impress me or be impressed. The way he had named exactly what I was doing while I was still pretending I wasn't doing it. "He said I was the most dependent person in the room."

Sera made a sound. "He said that to your face."

"Without being cruel about it," I said. "Which was somehow the worst part."

"Walk away from that person," Sera said, and her voice had shifted into something I recognized as genuine unease rather than social caution. "Null points don't wander into pack events accidentally. They don't say things like that to people they've just met accidentally. Whatever he's doing in this city, you don't want to be near the center of it."

After we hung up, I stood at the rooftop railing and looked at the city and tried to reach for the warmth again. It came back more steadily this time, the forty thousand live viewers feeding into my skin in that familiar, reliable current, and I held onto it deliberately the way you hold onto something after a near fall.

This was real. This was mine. I had built it from nothing over years of understanding exactly what people wanted to see and being precise and relentless about giving it to them. Michael could stand in rooms producing no signal and make observations about dependency, but he was standing in those same rooms alone with a glass of water, while I had forty thousand people watching me in real time and a city that knew my name.

"Ready for the last set?" Kenny said behind me.

I turned and looked at him, and the evening light was doing everything right, and he was still the most visually commanding person I had ever stood next to. I thought about the woman with the pack designation. I thought about his thumb covering the screen. I thought about how he had said your glow is uneven, the way you note a technical fault rather than asking if the person you loved had slept the night before.

"Ready," I said.

We shot the last set, and it was better than the first. I pulled the readings up through sheer will, which I had always been capable of when it mattered, and by the end of it, the footage looked like us, the version of us that seventeen million people had decided was worth watching. Kenny's jaw and the city behind us and the particular way I looked standing next to power, lit from the outside and composed and exactly what the frame required.

We packed up and went downstairs, and in the elevator, Kenny put his arm around me, and I leaned into it, and his warmth was familiar and specific in a way that forty thousand strangers could never replicate.

"Good shoot," he said.

"Good shoot," I agreed.

The elevator opened, and we walked through the lobby and outside into the city. The night air hit my face, and I thought about a man standing alone near a wall with a glass of water, looking at the room like he needed nothing from it.

My readings flickered once. Just once. He steadied himself.

I kept walking.