ログインChapter Six
Maya's POV
The word leaves my mouth before I can stop it.
"Finn."
His name hangs in the air between us, heavy and impossible to take back. My stomach drops as I watch his entire body go rigid. The muscle in his jaw twitches once, twice. Then he's standing, the movement is sharp and final.
What is wrong with me?
I sit frozen like a complete idiot, as he walks away without a word. His back is straight, shoulders tense. Every step he takes feels like condemnation.
"Finn?" Celeste's voice cuts through the noise of the rink. She's standing now too, confusion flickering across her perfect features. "Finn, wait!"
He doesn't stop. He doesn't even slow down. Just disappears through the locker room doors like I don't exist.
Celeste's head snaps toward me. The confusion is gone, replaced by something cold and sharp. Her eyes narrow, and for a moment, I see real hatred and bitterness there. Then she turns and runs after him, her heels clicking against the concrete.
I stare at the spot where they vanished. My hands are shaking in my lap.
If only I had shut up. If only I'd kept my guilt to myself.
"Maya?"
I jump. Oblivious to the fact that Jax is still standing there like a confused idiot. Hands shoved in his jersey pockets, head tilted like he's trying to solve a puzzle.
His hands land on my shoulders, warm and solid. He turns me to face him.
"Are you okay?" He raises his brows inquisitively
The concern in his voice catches me off guard. That easy, flirtatious mask he always wears is gone. He's actually looking at me with concern.
My throat tightens. "I don't know who I am anymore"
The words tumble out before I can stop myself from spewing nonsense. Complete nonsense.
Jax's brows draw together. His grip on my shoulders tightens slightly, like he's trying to anchor me. "I don't get it. What do you.."
"Is this really your girlfriend, Jax?"
We both turn. Reporters flood toward us like a wave, cameras raised, microphones thrust forward.
"When did you two start dating?"
"How did you meet?"
"Is this serious? Will it be a long-term relationship?"
The questions come fast, overlapping and suffocating. I am utterly embarrassed. Heat fods my face. I want to run, to cut through them and disappear. Anything to get away from here. But my feet won't move. I'm rooted to the ground, trapped.
Jax's arm slides around my waist. "Come on."
He starts walking, forcing the crowd to part. "No comment. No comment."
But they won't take no for an answer. That's how reporters are. Always looking for every opportunity to know the latest gossip. Persistence is their currency. Isn't that their means of livelihood anyway?
"Just one question, Jax!"
"Maya, how does it feel dating a hockey star?"
"Are you aware of his reputation?"
“Will you get tired and leave him along the line?
I feel like a ghost floating beside him,rather than a person.Nothing feels real. Not the cameras, not the questions, not even Jax's arm around me.
I just want to go home. I want to see Leo. That will help me feel a little better.
The taxi ride home takes forty-five minutes, but it passes in a blur. Buildings and streetlights blend together outside the window. My mind is stuck at the rink, replaying the moment over and over.
Finn,his jaw tightening.Walking away.
When I finally stumble through my apartment door, I kick off my heels immediately. They clatter against the hardwood, and I collapse onto the couch. My feet throb. I've been in those shoes all day.
After a moment, I force myself up and head to the kitchen. Water. I need water.
The glass is halfway to the tap when Lina appears in the doorway, a towel in her hands.
"Oh! You're home."
Lina's been my babysitter for three months now. A university student with a bright smile and endless patience. I found her through a social media post.Single mom needs help.and she responded within hours. We clicked immediately.
"How's Leo?" I ask, abandoning the water.
"Asleep. Finally." She grins. "He fought it for a while, but exhaustion won."
"Typical of him" A weak smile tugs at my lips.
I move down the hallway to Leo's room and ease the door open. He's sprawled across his bed, one arm thrown over his head, his favorite stuffed frog tucked under the other. His chest rises and falls steadily.
I cross the room and press a kiss to his forehead. He stirs slightly, and I pull the covers up over his shoulders before slipping back out.
Lina's on the couch when I return. I drop down beside her with a heavy sigh.
"Long day?" she asks.
"You have no idea. Uggh stress"I groan, throwing my head back and leaning into the couch.
"How are the hockey games treating you.I hear the star players are jerks."
I just look at her slowly, hold my head in my hands and close my eyes. "You can never imagine."
"Speaking of which…" Lina shifts closer. "How was the rink today? How did you…"
My phone buzzes in my bag before I can answer. The sound is sharp and insistent.
What Is it again?
I dig it out. Three notifications light up the screen.Lina leans over to look. We're close enough that I don't mind.
I tap the first one.
#NewCoupleAlert
A photo loads. It's me and Jax at the rink. His arm is wrapped around my waist, and we're both looking at the camera. He's grinning. I look like I'm about to bolt.
The comments from several busy bodies are already exploding.
OMG they're so cute together!
Wait who is she???
Lucky girl
I swipe to the next notification.
This photo is different.
It's Finn. Celeste is beside him, but he's not looking at her. He's staring off to the side, jaw clenched, expression dark. You don't need context to see he's upset.
The caption makes my stomach twist.
Trouble in paradise for Finn Callahan?
"Yikes," Lina mutters. Giving me a knowing look as if she knows i have raised up a lot of dust.
I avoid her eyes,flip the phone face-down on the couch and close my eyes again.
"Maya…"
"Don't." I silence her.
She goes quiet.
After Lina leaves, I lie stretched out on the couch, star
ing at the ceiling. My phone sits dark and silent on the coffee table.
I already know what tomorrow will bring.
A whole lot of trouble.
Chapter TwelveMaya's POVAt 4 PM, Lina abandons her usual duties and helps me into the black velvet gown.Eva's gown.The one I have to return in perfect condition or we're both screwed.I turn slowly in front of my mirror, taking in my reflection.The waist is snatched so tight I can barely breathe. The off-shoulder neckline sits lower than I'd like. Not revealing, exactly, but close. The train pools around my legs like dark water. One wrong step and I'll face-plant in front of Chicago's elite.Perfect."You look..." Lina gasps behind me."I look what?" I glance at her in the mirror, smiling slightly. "Come on. Say it.""Alright." She reaches for the zipper and pulls it up the rest of the way. "You look good."I give her a pointed look. "Are you joking with me? Be serious, Lina.""I am serious!" She giggles. "Just make sure nothing happens to it, or…""We're both screwed." I finish her sentence. "I've got this. Don't worry."I pair the dress with silver earrings. Knockoffs, but they
Chapter ElevenMaya's POVThe closet door swings open.I step out slowly, one foot at a time, like I'm walking through a minefield. Heat crawls up my neck. My face is burning.This is mortifying.Jax stands in the hallway, arms crossed. His eyes meet mine first, then slide past me to where Finn is emerging from the closet behind me.Finn doesn't flinch. Just stares back at Jax, jaw set, shoulders squared."What's going on here?" Jax's voice is calm. Too calm. "Everything okay?""Fine." The word comes out too fast. Too high. "Everything's fine."Jax's eyes narrow slightly. "I told you to stay away from my girl."He's looking at Finn now. The air between them crackles.Finn scoffs. He brushes past us without another word. "We're done here."Jax watches him disappear around the corner. He doesn't move until Finn's completely out of sight.Then he looks at me."What was that about, Maya?""What? You mean Finn?" I force a laugh. It sounds hollow. "He just wanted to discuss the PR strategy.
Chapter TenMaya's POVFinn pulls me into the service closet before I can react.The door clicks shut behind us, and suddenly we're surrounded by darkness. The smell of cleaning supplies burns my nose. A mop handle digs into my shoulder blade.I yank my hand away from his grip. "What is wrong with you?""We need to talk.""In a closet?" My voice comes out louder than I intended. I force it down to a harsh whisper. "What do you think people will say if they see this? You're ruining everything for me."“I don't have to be involved with you. Do you hear me? Don't you understand?Tara made it clear that…”"I don't care." His voice is too close. Too rough. "Let them say whatever they want."I can feel his breath on my face. Hot. Unsteady.The space is impossibly small. Maybe three feet wide. Our bodies are inches apart, and every time I try to step back, I hit a shelf or a bucket or the damn wall."Finn, this is insane…""I need to hear the truth, Maya.""What truth?" I push at his chest,
Chapter NineMaya's POVI couldn't sleep at night. I am anxious about how bad things could get if Ray happens to know where i live.It felt like i was standing guard for Leo, while he slept.It wasn't a nice experience. My eyelids feel very heavy, and i find myself dozing off every minute. I suddenly wished for Leo to grow up quickly. If he was bigger, we would have taken turns.The stress is on another level.I finally fall face down on my bed by 1 PM.That is when i felt less threatened. And exhaustion has won me over.I shouldn't be going to bed by this time. I'll wake up disoriented in the morning.And I have to show up early at practice at the agency tomorrow.The practice rink smells like ice and sweat and too many bodies crammed into one space.I walk in slowly, gripping my clipboard like it's the only thing keeping me upright. Reporters line the walls, cameras already raised. Of course they're here. They're always here now.The practice session today could get messy if I'm not
Chapter EightMaya's POV"You can head home early today."I look up from my desk. Tara stands in the doorway of her office, tablet in hand, looking almost... pleased?"Really?""You've earned it." She taps the screen. "Keep doing what you're doing with Jax. We're getting the exact response we need."I nod, not trusting myself to speak.The second she disappears back into her office, I grab my bag and practically sprint for the elevator. I don't want to run into Celeste. Or Jax. Or,God forbid—Finn.The doors close, and I finally exhale.Lina's surprised when I walk through the door at three in the afternoon."You're home early!" She's folding laundry on the couch, one of Leo's dinosaur shirts in her hands."Tara gave me the rest of the day off." I drop my bag by the door. "You can go. I've got it from here.""You sure?" She glances toward Leo's room, where I can hear the faint sounds of him talking to himself—probably narrating some elaborate adventure with his toys."Positive. You des
Chapter SevenMaya's POVTen steps. Twenty. Thirty.I count each step as I walk into the agency, like the numbers can shield me from what's coming. By the time I reach forty, I know it's not working. I wanted to feel safe and let my guard down.But eyes follow me down the hallway. A woman from the accounting department.Sarah? Sandra?watches me pass, her lips curled into a smirk. Two guys from the marketing department lean against the wall, whispering. One of them doesn't even try to hide his stare. Like I've commited the worst crime and they are about to throw me to the dogs.I glance down at my pants. There’s no terrible stain. Nothing out of place.So why do I feel like I'm walking naked through a firing squad?The whispers start behind me. Soft at first, then louder. I can't make out the words,I wish i could. But I catch the tone. Judgment,Amusement,Speculation.My face burns. I walk faster.Don't react. Don't give them anything.I'm about to turn the corner toward my desk when a







