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Natalie's pov
FINAL YEAR The beginning of the end. As I stepped into the hallway of Bennington college, I grinded my jaw, the sharp pain that rose soothed me strangely. Students gathered in clusters, talking over each other. The chaos felt new, even when it was the same as always, at the start of a new semester. “Hey bitch!” Someone bumped into me, shoving me with her elbow. I turned, trying to steady myself. “Allison, I genuinely am not in the mood for this!” I groaned. She only scoffed and held my shoulders, steadying me. “You are never in the mood for anything fun.” Her eyes glowed with a poorly subdued excitement, “this is our last year in college, Natalie! You've got to live a little!” I squinted my eyes at Allison, my best friend since sophomore year. “What difference would it make?” “See, this is what I'm talking about. You always go on and on, talking about some doom and gloom. Not anymore! You're coming with me to the party tonight!” I sighed, as we walked towards our lockers. “Allie, I'm really not in the mood for parties.” “You never are, Natt. Come on! This is our final year! After this, we are practically strangers,” she bounced slightly, grabbing onto my hand, her eccentrics making me chuckle, beside myself. “Allie, we are not going to be strangers after school. You'll go ahead to become a hot shot reporter and get yourself your ‘Clark Kent’ and live happily ever after.” I rolled my eyes, smiling as I could see her paint the image in her head. “Yes but still!! We have to live life to the…” she trailed off then, looking around her. “Hey, do you think people are staring at us?” I noticed it then. The halls were so much quieter, and we were indeed getting stared at. “Why are they all looking at us?” She whispered. I scratched my nose in thought, a habit I had yet to stop. There was a small gathering in front of my locker. A small wave of panic rose in my chest. “What's going on?” Allison's chirpy voice was gone, replaced by a quiet wondering. “Wait here.” I dropped her hand, and walked towards the crowd. The sea of students parted, revealing an older man standing in front of my open locker. I looked at his suit, his graying hair and his expensive watch and decided he was someone important. “What's going on? Why...” I asked. Panic was now a bitter taste in my mouth. The man looked at me, his eyes analysing, then he looked back at the locker. “Are you the owner of this locker?” He asked me, lifting his right-hand up. It was then I noticed a small bag. I tried to swallow, it was a pitiful attempt. “Yes, why?” “And are you Miss Natalie Mayers?” I nodded again, the lump in my throat made it impossible for me to speak without sounding like a child. He looked at me, turning his body to face me fully. “I am the associate Dean of this faculty, Miss Mayers. This boy here gave us a little tip that you were harbouring controlled drugs in your locker.” Controlled drugs? My eyes shifted to the man standing beside him. He looked like a jock, tall, blonde and stupid. He had a lazy smirk on his face but I could see through it. He was scared. “Are you listening to me, Ms Mayers? You've been called to the board for questioning. Please come with a doctor's prescription to defend yourself. Note that while these aren't illegal, they shouldn't be circulated within the school.” I nodded, though I didn't hear all he said. The bitter taste was gone. In its place was the irresistible urge to smack that smile off the boy's face. My fists clenched by my side. I looked at the boy, his fake confidence drained till it was just fear shining in his eyes. “Do you understand me?” The Dean spoke again. I only nodded again, not certain I could speak without hurling myself at the man. “Good. Your hearing would be at the end of the month. Goodluck.” And then he was gone. The whispers of students were now getting to me. They were becoming more audible. I looked at the blonde boy that was trying to walk away and I couldn't hold back anymore. I lunged in his direction, shoving him to the lockers. The crowd erupted, then quietened, waiting for the next move. “Whoa, easy, tiger!” He exclaimed, his voice breaking a little, the only sign of his fear. “Who are you, and what the hell did you plant in my locker!?” I pressed my knee up against his nether regions, twisting my legs till he let out a painful groan. “Please I'm sorry, I was just following orders from my boss!” He let out the pained whisper, through his gritted teeth. “Boss??” I echoed, blood pounding in my ears. “I'm just a freshman, please! He told me to plant the drugs in a random locker! I didn't know who you are, it's nothing personal, I promise! It was a task to join his frat house, please!” I looked at him, watching his face turn red in pain and then, I twisted my legs again. He almost doubled over, a tiny sob escaping his mouth. “Who is this ‘boss’ of yours?” He leaned back against the locker, his eyes scanning the hallways. “I can't tell!" "He said nothing would happen to you. It's just a panel probe. You won't get expelled!” He pleaded again. I twisted my legs. “Who. Is . Your. Boss?” He paused, then let out a whine. “Kian… his name is Kian Lawley.” I finally lifted my legs, watching him drop to the ground. Kian Lawley. I knew that name. My eyes scanned the hallway, shifting from one unknown face to the other. I saw Allison, rushing to me from where she was at, but my eyes kept looking. Then, at the far end of the hall, leaning against the wall, surrounded by laughing jocks and preening girls, I saw him. Kian Lawley. The literal King of this school. His eyes were already on me, a lazy and relaxed smirk on his face. My legs froze in place. He stared at me, not flinching. His dark hair flicked in every direction, like he just rolled out from bed. Just when my legs decided to work again, he winked, turned and vanished into the crowd.Natalie's pov Kian lifted me bridal style, my body completely touching his. His warmth sobered me up a little.I gasped.“Kian!”“What?” He didn't seem the least affected by my obvious shock.“Put me down!” I ordered, tapping my fingers lightly on his chest. The hardness of it made me still have my hand on it.“No.”“You're kidnapping me!” I complained, pushing his body away weakly.“You're welcome to file a complaint tomorrow,” he said plainly.I stared at him. His face was so close that I could see the faint crease between his eyebrows. He looked irritated.Naturally.Kian Lawley could probably look irritated at a puppy. I rested my head against his chest finally, unable to keep my head from banging against my skull.He smelled good.Clean, expensive, and unmistakably him.I closed my eyes.“You're comfortable.” I muttered.He stopped walking for half a second.“What?” He looked down at me for a moment.“Nothing.” I replied quickly, a little bit embarrassed at his response.“Then k
Natalie's pov “Are we there yet?” I mumbled, after going in and out of sleep for a while. The car was warm, so warm that I felt my body was not mine.Kian didn't look at me.“No.” he answered rather coldly. I furrowed my brows, a bit put off by his tone. I turned my head toward him.“You're so mean.” I muttered to him, leaning my head on the window.He didn't respond.I stared at him for a little longer, studying the side of his face. His jaw was tight, his hands were wrapped firmly around the steering wheel, and his eyes remained fixed on the road.He hadn't looked at me properly since we'd left Ryan's house.Not once.I wondered whether he was still angry.Then I remembered the way he'd looked at Louis. The way he'd stood in that doorway, his expression completely blank while his eyes practically set the room on fire.A small smile tugged at my lips.He'd looked terrifying. Ridiculously terrifying.I liked it.My smile disappeared.Oh.That was a problem. A very big problem.I turn
Natalie's pov “Kian?” I called softly, blinking quickly. Was I hallucinating? Did my mind just conjure up his image yet again? “What is happening here?” His voice was low, yet steely. He was in a dark shirt, the sleeves were folded just like I saw….“I saw you earlier!” I said a little too loudly, pointing at him.His eyes twinkled in the dark, yet his expression didn't change. He was still standing there at the entrance, not moving or flinching.Louis sighed heavily and stood to his full height.“Leave, Lawley.” Kian’s eyes moved to him, then he took a step into the room.“What are you doing to her?” He asked calmly, stopping only when he was beside me.Louis scoffed at him, and moved closer.“You seem to be forgetting a crucial fact, Lawley. She is my girlfriend.” Kian squinted at him.“You are forgetting the fact that I don't give a fuck about that as well.” Kian said back to him, then he cast me a sidelong glance at me.Louis's jaw tightened,“This doesn't concern you.”Kian
Natalie's pov Kian.My heart slammed against my ribs, aggressively. It was painful in its intensity.He stood in the doorway, staring straight at me. For a second, I couldn't breathe.His dark eyes were fixed on mine, and there was something in them that made the room feel colder.Anger.Pure, unmistakable anger.I blinked, rapidly and just like that, the image shifted.The room swayed, and suddenly, the person standing at the door wasn't Kian.It was Ryan.I stared at him. My brows pulled together involuntarily.“What the hell?” I slurred, blinking my eyes again and again.Ryan laughed sinisterly.“Nice welcome, scholarship girl.”Louis turned toward him, clearly annoyed.“What the hell, dude?” Louis said, leaning away from me.“Relax. I didn't know you two were in here.” Ryan responded, raising both hands in a mock surrender. Louis glanced at me before looking back at Ryan.“What do you want?” He asked Ryan, clearly not amused by his interruption.I squinted my eyes, trying to for
Natalie's pov No fucking way…That was.…Kian.He was standing across the room, and for a split second, everything else seemed to disappear. The music, the people and even Louis beside me.All of it blurred into the background.Kian's eyes were already on me, burning into my face. He was not staring casually, definitely not the way someone looked at another person across a crowded room.He was staring directly at me.My breath caught, and I struggled to breathe for another second. He looked different tonight. Dark shirt, sleeves pushed up his forearms, his hair slightly messy like he hadn't bothered trying too hard, like he didn't plan on even coming for the party.But it was his expression that stopped me.It was cold, unreadable, and ominous. His eyes didn't leave mine.My stomach jerked violently, and the intensity made me falter. I blinked quickly and when I opened my eyes again, he was gone.I stared at the exact spot where he'd been standing.Nothing. No one in particular…just p
Natalie's pov “I'm going to kill him.”Allison glanced at me as we walked up the steps leading to Ryan's house. She leaned in closer, holding onto my arm as we headed towards what might just be the worst place my head could conjure up.“Louis? Are you talking about Louis?” She asked me, leaning her head in even closer to hear me better.“Who else?” I grumbled, scanning the environment with a grimace.She laughed, “You've been threatening to kill him since the last hour, Natalie.”“And I'm still considering it.” I responded back. The music was already loud enough to feel through the pavement. People crowded around the entrance, some holding cups, others laughing loudly as they pushed their way inside.I stopped at the bottom of the stairs, unable to take a step further.My stomach tightened with fear, and uncertainty.This was a mistake, a huge one.“Maybe we should go home.” I said, biting my lower lip.Allison looked at me, shaking her head.“No.”“Allie.”“You wanted a break. This
Natalie's pov The shelf at the Dean's office was filled with awards and plaques… all in shades of brown and grey.I looked at the door, sighing inwardly to myself. My mind was already made up as to what to ask the dean.Where might he-“Quit acting like a trapped squirrel.” A voice snapped beside
I scrunched up the letter, throwing it at the far end of my room.I was up and ready before 7am, not because I was heeding to the Kian's command. I was simply scared of offending Joey.Kian was bluffing anyways. I knew there was no way in hell that he'd be taking me in his car to school.When I st
Natalie's pov That was it.I knew I wasn't going to let it slide this time.“Excuse me?” I asked, unable to help myself. My mother kicked me lightly underneath the table.I ignored her, I could feel my ears get hot. I clenched the spoon in my hands, trying to keep the emotion at bay.“You are wel
Natalie's pov “Did he say 'the' Kian Lawley set you up?” Allison said, her words coming out breathless. I didn't reply. I ground my teeth, repeatedly counting my right fingers. “At least you won't be expelled. It's just a harmless prank, Natt.” “A harmless prank?! Allison, I was framed!” I s







