LOGINNatalie's pov
That was it. I knew I wasn't going to let it slide this time. “Excuse me?” I asked, unable to help myself. My mother kicked me lightly underneath the table. I ignored her, I could feel my ears get hot. I clenched the spoon in my hands, trying to keep the emotion at bay. “You are well excused. Just as you'll soon be from the University.” Kian retorted. That lazy grin was back on his face. His eyes sharpened, as he watched me try and fail to control my emotions. “Big talk from the person who framed me. If I go down, you go down with me. I'll make certain of it.” I snapped. The dining room fell silent. My mother's fork clattered against her plate. Joey's eyes shifted between us slowly, yet there was no change in his expression. Kian merely leaned back in his chair. Relaxed, like he expected me to say that. “Interesting accusation.” He reached for his glass. “You usually threaten people before or after they're proven innocent?” “You know exactly what you did.” “Do I?” “Yes.” “Then by all means,” he gestured lazily with his glass. “Enlighten everyone.” My jaw tightened. Coward. He knew I couldn't explain. Not without sounding insane. I had no proof. I also have no reason to accuse the son, and heir of the house. What exactly could I even say? A freshman planted prescription drugs in my locker because a frat leader told him to. It sounded ridiculous. Kian's smile widened slightly. The taste of the food suddenly felt like ash in my mouth. I opened my mouth to speak again, before my mother placed her hand on mine. “Natalie, please,” her pleading voice sent a sharp sliver of disgust to my head. I stared at her. Please? Now she found her voice? Now she's ready to be a mother?? Kian's eyes fell on my mother, and the smile turned into a full grin. “Must be nice, clawing your way into wealth, like the -” “Enough!” Joey's voice carried enough authority to cut through the room instantly. He looked at both of us, then his eyes lingered on Kian. Kian looked back at him, then unexpectedly, he lowered his eyes. I was surprised, yet I schooled my face to reveal nothing. Heavy silence descended again. Joey placed his fork down carefully. “I expect everyone in this house to be respectful to one another.” His gaze landed on Kian first and then me. “Have I made myself clear?” I said nothing, my gaze stubbornly remained on my plate. “Crystal.” Kian responded with a tiny scoff. For a few minutes, the meal continued in uneasy silence. I focused on my food. Kian focused on annoying me simply by existing. Then Joey spoke again,“Your mother told me you're attending Bennington on scholarship.” There it was. The scholarship. I had expected it sooner. I straightened my back to better take in the judgments I knew were coming. “Yes.” I answered begrudgingly. “A full academic scholarship?” “Yes, sir.” “Impressive.” His tone was laced with a quiet approval I didn't expect. I blinked, lifting my head up to look at him. That wasn't the response I expected. Across the table, Kian looked equally surprised. “Thank you.” Joey nodded once. “Academic excellence requires discipline.” My mother practically glowed beside him. Then Kian opened his mouth. “She's certainly disciplined,” he said sarcastically. I looked up. His eyes met mine. “What is that supposed to mean?” I asked again, my knuckles turned white with how tightly I held my fork. “Kian,” Joey interrupted, “ you are no longer a child, so quit acting like one. I do not know what happened in school. What I do know is that you both are siblings now. So start behaving like one!” Kian only smiled again, lifting his hands in a mock surrender. “Natalie, this is your home. Act like it. We must put up a united front for the outsiders and I will not tolerate any carelessness that will cost me my reputation!” he whispered to me, his chair scraped against the floor as he stood up. “Kian, you drive her to school.” My head snapped up so quickly I heard a crack. Kian looked just as shocked as I felt. “I can-” “It isn't up for discussion. Beginning tomorrow, you both must go to school together.” He said then looked at my mother who nodded in approval. Then he left, with no other word. My mother stood up as well, and followed after him. As her footsteps died down, I faced Kian. His gaze was already on me. “Listen here, princess,” he sneered, the lazy drawl of his voice had a sting to it now, “No one can know about this in school. We are not siblings and we will never be.” I scoffed at his words. “Trust me, I would rather be blind than want to be related to an asshole as yourself.” He reared his head back at my words, then he stood up. “Good. You do not deserve to be seen with me.” He stalked away. I was left alone, with more food than I'd seen in the last 3 months, yet I couldn't take a bite. As I settled in my bed, later that night, my eyes went to the bedside table. On it was a paper I hadn't noticed before. Curiosity got the best of me, and I took the letter. A barely legible handwriting was scrawled on it. I gritted my teeth, letting out a strained exhale. I could hear his stupid voice as I read the letter: 7am. Meet me up front…. And do not be late, princess.Natalie's pov Kian lifted me bridal style, my body completely touching his. His warmth sobered me up a little.I gasped.“Kian!”“What?” He didn't seem the least affected by my obvious shock.“Put me down!” I ordered, tapping my fingers lightly on his chest. The hardness of it made me still have my hand on it.“No.”“You're kidnapping me!” I complained, pushing his body away weakly.“You're welcome to file a complaint tomorrow,” he said plainly.I stared at him. His face was so close that I could see the faint crease between his eyebrows. He looked irritated.Naturally.Kian Lawley could probably look irritated at a puppy. I rested my head against his chest finally, unable to keep my head from banging against my skull.He smelled good.Clean, expensive, and unmistakably him.I closed my eyes.“You're comfortable.” I muttered.He stopped walking for half a second.“What?” He looked down at me for a moment.“Nothing.” I replied quickly, a little bit embarrassed at his response.“Then k
Natalie's pov “Are we there yet?” I mumbled, after going in and out of sleep for a while. The car was warm, so warm that I felt my body was not mine.Kian didn't look at me.“No.” he answered rather coldly. I furrowed my brows, a bit put off by his tone. I turned my head toward him.“You're so mean.” I muttered to him, leaning my head on the window.He didn't respond.I stared at him for a little longer, studying the side of his face. His jaw was tight, his hands were wrapped firmly around the steering wheel, and his eyes remained fixed on the road.He hadn't looked at me properly since we'd left Ryan's house.Not once.I wondered whether he was still angry.Then I remembered the way he'd looked at Louis. The way he'd stood in that doorway, his expression completely blank while his eyes practically set the room on fire.A small smile tugged at my lips.He'd looked terrifying. Ridiculously terrifying.I liked it.My smile disappeared.Oh.That was a problem. A very big problem.I turn
Natalie's pov “Kian?” I called softly, blinking quickly. Was I hallucinating? Did my mind just conjure up his image yet again? “What is happening here?” His voice was low, yet steely. He was in a dark shirt, the sleeves were folded just like I saw….“I saw you earlier!” I said a little too loudly, pointing at him.His eyes twinkled in the dark, yet his expression didn't change. He was still standing there at the entrance, not moving or flinching.Louis sighed heavily and stood to his full height.“Leave, Lawley.” Kian’s eyes moved to him, then he took a step into the room.“What are you doing to her?” He asked calmly, stopping only when he was beside me.Louis scoffed at him, and moved closer.“You seem to be forgetting a crucial fact, Lawley. She is my girlfriend.” Kian squinted at him.“You are forgetting the fact that I don't give a fuck about that as well.” Kian said back to him, then he cast me a sidelong glance at me.Louis's jaw tightened,“This doesn't concern you.”Kian
Natalie's pov Kian.My heart slammed against my ribs, aggressively. It was painful in its intensity.He stood in the doorway, staring straight at me. For a second, I couldn't breathe.His dark eyes were fixed on mine, and there was something in them that made the room feel colder.Anger.Pure, unmistakable anger.I blinked, rapidly and just like that, the image shifted.The room swayed, and suddenly, the person standing at the door wasn't Kian.It was Ryan.I stared at him. My brows pulled together involuntarily.“What the hell?” I slurred, blinking my eyes again and again.Ryan laughed sinisterly.“Nice welcome, scholarship girl.”Louis turned toward him, clearly annoyed.“What the hell, dude?” Louis said, leaning away from me.“Relax. I didn't know you two were in here.” Ryan responded, raising both hands in a mock surrender. Louis glanced at me before looking back at Ryan.“What do you want?” He asked Ryan, clearly not amused by his interruption.I squinted my eyes, trying to for
Natalie's pov No fucking way…That was.…Kian.He was standing across the room, and for a split second, everything else seemed to disappear. The music, the people and even Louis beside me.All of it blurred into the background.Kian's eyes were already on me, burning into my face. He was not staring casually, definitely not the way someone looked at another person across a crowded room.He was staring directly at me.My breath caught, and I struggled to breathe for another second. He looked different tonight. Dark shirt, sleeves pushed up his forearms, his hair slightly messy like he hadn't bothered trying too hard, like he didn't plan on even coming for the party.But it was his expression that stopped me.It was cold, unreadable, and ominous. His eyes didn't leave mine.My stomach jerked violently, and the intensity made me falter. I blinked quickly and when I opened my eyes again, he was gone.I stared at the exact spot where he'd been standing.Nothing. No one in particular…just p
Natalie's pov “I'm going to kill him.”Allison glanced at me as we walked up the steps leading to Ryan's house. She leaned in closer, holding onto my arm as we headed towards what might just be the worst place my head could conjure up.“Louis? Are you talking about Louis?” She asked me, leaning her head in even closer to hear me better.“Who else?” I grumbled, scanning the environment with a grimace.She laughed, “You've been threatening to kill him since the last hour, Natalie.”“And I'm still considering it.” I responded back. The music was already loud enough to feel through the pavement. People crowded around the entrance, some holding cups, others laughing loudly as they pushed their way inside.I stopped at the bottom of the stairs, unable to take a step further.My stomach tightened with fear, and uncertainty.This was a mistake, a huge one.“Maybe we should go home.” I said, biting my lower lip.Allison looked at me, shaking her head.“No.”“Allie.”“You wanted a break. This
Natalie's pov The shelf at the Dean's office was filled with awards and plaques… all in shades of brown and grey.I looked at the door, sighing inwardly to myself. My mind was already made up as to what to ask the dean.Where might he-“Quit acting like a trapped squirrel.” A voice snapped beside
I scrunched up the letter, throwing it at the far end of my room.I was up and ready before 7am, not because I was heeding to the Kian's command. I was simply scared of offending Joey.Kian was bluffing anyways. I knew there was no way in hell that he'd be taking me in his car to school.When I st
Natalie's pov “Must I be there?” I muttered, my voice coming out small.True to her word, before the end of the day, I was roaming the halls of a building fit to be called a palace by the sheer ridiculousness of its size.My mother was also nowhere to be seen, and I was led into a room by a man wh
Natalie's povFINAL YEARThe beginning of the end. As I stepped into the hallway of Bennington college, I grinded my jaw, the sharp pain that rose soothed me strangely.Students gathered in clusters, talking over each other. The chaos felt new, even when it was the same as always, at the start of







