로그인JACKSON POV
I was still kneeling beside the couch, frozen in place, my wrist still trapped in his firm grip. Those ice blue eyes still stared at me, cutting through all my thoughts.
The silence that just stretched between us as we gazed at each other felt like an eternity but was probably just a few seconds.
Then slowly, the man's grip loosened. His hand fell away, and he blinked, confusion replacing whatever intensity had been there before.
“Where…?” He spoke in a grudge voice, accented in a way I couldn't place.
“My apartment,” I managed, trying to hide the tremble in my voice. “You were hit by a car. You were bleeding, but—”
My eyes moved to his temple, where the wound should have been but somehow wasn't anymore. “I brought you here because you were hurt.”
His hand went to his head, his fingers moving through the spot I was staring at, his brows furrowing even deeper in confusion.
“I don't…” He closed his eyes, concentrating. “I can’t remember.”
“Remember what?” I asked, though part of me already knew the answer.
“Anything,” his eyes snapped open and there was a quiet panic written on his face.
“You don't…you don't remember anything?” I blurt out, feeling the same level of panic now.
He shook his head slowly, then winced like the movement hurt. His hand went back to his temple, fingers searching more carefully this time.
“I don't know where I am, I don't…I don't remember my name.” He mutters, his voice growing low and grim. “Nothing.
I rock back on my heels, my mind racing. Okay. Okay. Amnesia. That's a thing that happens with head trauma, right?
Nevermind that the head trauma healed minutes ago, nevermind the impossible strength in the dude's grip, never mind the way his eyes glowed.
This was all beyond not minding!
“We should get you to the hospital,” I said, reaching out for my phone again.
“No.” The words came out sharp and immediate. He stood up and I instinctively leaned back. “No hospitals.”
“You were hit by a car,” I argued, trying to sound reasonable even though nothing about this was reasonable. “You could have internal injuries, or even a concussion.”
“I'm fine.” He looked down at himself, at the blood on his strange clothes, and seemed to realize how that sounded. “I mean…I feel fine. I don't think I need a hospital.”
Something about the way he said that made me feel uneasy, he either hated hospitals or it was something more suspicious.
I wanted to argue more, but realistically, even if we wanted to go…I glanced toward the window across the room. The snow was fuming more than ever, it was equivalent to a winterland out there.
We were getting nowhere tonight.
“Fine,” I sighed, not sure if I was relieved or more worried. “Can you at least tell me if anything hurts? Your head, your ribs, your legs?”
He did a careful self-assessment, moving his limbs experimentally, pressing his hands against his side. “No. Nothing hurts.”
He looked up at me, and there was something distressed in his expression. “It should, shouldn't it? I remember the car's impact. I should be in pain.”
He should be dead.
This was all so weird. There were just too many questions to be asked about dark and hunky over here but I was trying my best to not think about it and solve the problem at hand.
I stood, needing some distance to think clearly. “Okay, okay,” I waved my hands in the air. “No hospital, but you are covered in blood and your clothes are soaked. You need to get cleaned up and warmed, then we can figure out what to do next.”
He nodded slowly, looking around my apartment like he was seeing one for the first time.
It was the living room, kitchen, bathroom and bedroom combo that I manage to afford with my job and help from my parents. It wasn't much, but I kept it neat and cozy.
Every available shelf was cluttered with books, a thick blanket draped the couch, my laptop on the coffee table surrounded by reading materials and highlighters.
Evidence of my quiet, normal life, everything it was supposed to be but now, there was a bleeding stranger—except he wasn't bleeding anymore—standing in the middle of it.
“The bathroom's through there,” I said, pointing. “I'll find you some clean clothes. We're about the same height, so they should fit.” I hesitated. “Can you walk?”
He stood in one smooth motion—no wobbling, no weakness. He was tall, maybe six-two to my five-eleven, and built in that lean, defined-muscle kind of way.
“I can walk,” he said simply.
I led him to the bathroom, aware of how cramped my apartment suddenly felt with him in it. How his presence seemed to fill the space between us and I wasn't talking about his size.
I grabbed a clean towel from the linen closet and set it on the counter. “Take your time. I'll leave the clothes outside the door.”
He moved inside and touched the towel, then the sink, then the light switch, with this kind of careful curiosity. He looked almost like a child.
When he caught me watching, something flickered across his face—embarrassment maybe.
“Thank you,”he said quietly. “For helping me…you didn't have to.”
Something in my chest tightened. “Not like I could have left you in the snow.” I said, managing to smile.
I closed the bathroom door and leaned against it, heart still hammering. I looked down at my hands that were trembling uncontrollably, blood stuck under my nails.
I should be calling someone. Maya, except she was in Korea. My parents, except that would be an utter disaster. The police, except the cell towers were completely down.
I should be making more of an effort at least but…
When I closed my eyes, all I could see was his face when he'd said he didn't know his name. The obvious fear and confusion and desperate need to understand.
How could I not want to protect that kind of thing?
JACKSON’S POVMom was openly crying now, her mascara running down her cheeks in black streaks.“Jackson, please. You’re not thinking clearly. This man—this Frost—he’s confused you. Made you think you’re something you’re not—”“He didn’t make me think anything!” I stood up, my chair scraping against the hardwood. They could talk smack about me but not Frost.“He just made me brave enough to admit what I’ve always been too scared to realize on my own. My life was on mute before him, Mom. On hold. Like I was just going through the motions of being whoever you wanted me to be. And then I met him and everything changed. I changed. And I’m not going back.”She laughed—a low, broken sound that made my chest ache.“Changed?” She choked out, “Jackson, you’re throwing away your entire future! Your education, your reputation, your relationship with Tammy, your family, everything we’ve worked for, everything we’ve built—” She was hyperventilating now, her voice climbing higher with each word.“Fo
JACKSON’S POVIt was the next day, and I was seated in the dining area, face-to-face with my raging parents.Apparently, they hadn’t been in the mood to talk to me this entire time because they still needed time to “process things.”Now it was about seven in the morning. I was sleep-deprived, running on little to no energy, and the worst part was—I hadn’t talked to Frost since last night. My phone had died, and of course, I’d forgotten my charger all at once.“I don’t know what you did with my son, but I want him back!”I actually laughed.I couldn’t help it—the sound burst out of me before I could stop it, sharp and humorless, filling the room.I found it genuinely unbelievable that she’d rather believe I’d been abducted by aliens or that my boyfriend was using voodoo on me than just accept that this is who I am.“You think this is funny?” Her voice climbed higher now, that cracking edge of panic creeping in. “You think your father and I find any of this amusing?”“No, Mom. I think i
FROST’S POVI’d finally made it to the ice cream store and Riley was thrilled to see me, immediately putting me to work despite my protests that I’d just come to visit.“Nope, since you left we’ve been having less customers. I can’t miss out on this golden opportunity.”Not like I was complaining.The familiar routine was soothing—scooping ice cream, restocking toppings, wiping down counters.Simple tasks that required just enough focus to quiet my racing and noisy thoughts.“This is good,” I muttered to myself, a small smile tugging at my lips as I finished the last counter. “This is really good.”I wasn’t spiraling as much.I hadn’t thought about Seraphina or Jackson in the last hour.But—I couldn’t stay here forever.Eventually, the evening rush died down and Riley shooed me away, insisting I looked exhausted and needed rest.So much for taking golden opportunities.“Whatever family stuff you’re dealing with,” she said, giving me a quick hug, “I hope it works out. You’re one of th
FROST’S POVI woke up gasping.My chest felt like someone had wrapped iron bands around it, squeezing tighter and tighter until I couldn’t breathe.Cold sweat soaked through my shirt, plastering it to my skin, and shivers wracked my body despite the room being perfectly warm.The pull.The god-damned pull hadn’t gotten any better and if I had to say—it had gotten entirely worse. It was already bad, but now it just felt…it felt beyond vile.This dreadful, dark, creeping sensation that crawled up my spine like some bad omen, settling in my bones with the weight of inevitability.I sat up in bed, pressing my hand against my chest where the sensation was strongest, trying to determine what I was feeling.Was it Jackson?Had something happened to him?No.Through the mate bond, I could still sense him—distant and muted by the miles between us, but alive. Anxious, yes. Stressed, definitely. But not in any immediate danger.This was something else entirely and I was afraid to admit what it w
FROST’S POVWe trained in the woods behind the apartment complex, far enough that my powers wouldn’t attract attention.Kieran pushed me harder than he ever had before, putting my combat memories and all I’d learned to the test.My body moved even when my mind didn’t—how to dodge, how to strike, how to use my ice as both a weapon and shield.But the sensation of the pull and impending dread wouldn’t leave me. My mind kept racing—how would Seraphina fight? How would she react to my movements? Would she think I was weak? Would she even laugh at me for trying?I said she wouldn’t go after Jackson, but what if she did? Would I even be able to stop her? Or even come close to the level she was already on?She was the strongest warrior out there, and even if my skills had improved, they’d still been weakened from staying in the human realm for so long.Could I really do anything expected of me?Could I really save my people?It felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders, and I was
FROST’S POVMorning came a little too soon.I woke up to find Jackson already up, standing in front of the mirror in a white button-down shirt and some black formal pants—I’d never seen him look so formal before.“Ah—you’re awake,” he said, his back still turned to me. “I know you seem surprised.” He smiled then, but I couldn’t tell if it was genuine.“This is my ‘good son’ uniform.” His hand moved to straighten his hair. “I only wear it once in a blue moon. I guess this is as good a time as any.”“There’s still time to change your mind, you know. If you don’t actually want to do this,” I said from the bed, my voice still rough with sleep.He turned and met my eyes.“I still want to do this, Frost.”I watched him fuss with his collar, his hands slightly shaky.He could fool anyone, but this bond between us would never lie. I felt the link churn with anxiety, fear, and uncertainty.I could feel every emotion as clearly as if it were my own.“What time are you leaving?” I asked.“In abo
FROST POVThere was that.But the alternative—spending the rest of my immortal life bound to someone who could never truly be mine, forcing myself through the sacred ritual of mating with someone my soul would never accept—felt like a different kind of death.I found myself at Nether’s home without
FROST'S POV“This is the last time I’m going to let Father make a fool out of you,” Nether grunted as he moved so fast through the snow, I could barely keep up.“Nether, Father didn’t do or say anything to me. I’m fine.”And truly he hadn’t.Or at least I thought he didn’t. I didn’t know if this wa
JACKSON POVI woke up to bright fluorescent lights and the strong smell of antiseptic.The school clinic.I recognized it immediately—the same place I’d ended up freshman year when I’d had the flu, and again last semester when I’d donated blood, as per my parents orders and nearly passed out.Sigh.
JACKSON POVI didn’t know how I managed to get myself to campus.One moment I was sitting on my apartment floor surrounded by all the destruction, hurt and pain and the next, I was walking through the university gates with my backpack slung over one shoulder and absolutely no recollection of how I







