LOGINELLA’S POV
Hunger had a way of reorganizing a person’s priorities. Three weeks after the ceremony, I was living in a cramped rented room that my only remaining friend, Delia, had quietly paid for without ever making me feel like a charity case. The room had one window that didn’t quite close, a mattress that dipped in the middle, and a radiator that clanked more than it warmed anything. I hadn’t asked her to help me. She’d simply shown up with a key and told me not to argue, and I’d been too broken to do anything but accept it, too proud to say thank you the way I should have. Going from Luna of the Hawkson pack to a woman who counted coins for bread should have felt like the end of the world. Some nights, it still did — I’d lie awake listening to the radiator clank and think about the house I used to live in, the staff who used to make me up, the husband who’d made a spectacle of discarding me in front of everyone who mattered. But when the restaurant down the street posted a notice for a night-shift waitress, I applied before I could talk myself out of it, and when they called me back, I cried from something that wasn’t quite grief and wasn’t quite relief either. I was grateful. That was the strangest part. Grateful for an apron and a name tag and the ache in my feet by the end of a twelve-hour shift, because it meant I was still standing, still surviving, still mine. Near midnight, three weeks into the job, another waitress came sprinting out of the back hallway, white-faced and quite panicked, nearly colliding with a tray of empty glasses on her way past me. “The VIP suite needs service and I can’t — I just can’t go back in there. I have something else to do.” She thrust a tray into my hands before I could ask why, her fingers trembling around the edges of it. “Please. I’ll cover your tables for a week if you take this one.“ I didn’t have the luxury of turning down favors that came with promises attached, not when every extra shift meant one more week I could afford the rent on my cramped little room. I nodded, straightened my apron, and pushed through the door she’d fled from. The man inside was easily the most striking person I’d ever seen — dark hair, sharp jaw, an expensive suit that fit him like it had been sewn directly onto his body. But something was wrong. He sat gripping the edge of the table, jaw clenched, sweat beading along his hairline despite the room’s cool air. “You should leave.” His voice came out strained, almost apologetic, like the effort of speaking cost him something. “Something’s wrong with me tonight. I don’t — I don’t trust myself right now.” I set the tray down carefully. “Sir, are you unwell? I can call someone —” “Please. Just go.” He squeezed his eyes shut. I turned toward the door, already reaching for the handle, and found it wouldn’t budge. Locked, deliberately, from the outside. The air in the room felt different than it should have — heavy, sweetened with something I couldn’t name, curling low and insistent through my chest. My pulse quickened without my permission. His eyes met mine across the room, dark and glassy, and I understood, with dawning horror, exactly what had been done to both of us. Neither of us had asked for this. Neither of us had chosen it. But there was no fighting a locked door and a chemical neither of us could name, and somewhere beneath the fear was something else entirely, something that pulled us both toward each other despite every instinct screaming otherwise. We spent the night together, both of us certain, in whatever fractured way either of us could still think clearly, that we’d never see each other again once the sun came up. … Jason woke to an empty room. The chair by the window sat vacant. The sheets on her side had already gone cold, the pillow still holding the faint indent of where her head had been. Sunlight streamed through the gap in the curtains, and for one disoriented moment, he reached across the bed before his mind caught up to what his hand already knew. His head ached with the last traces of whatever chemical had been pumped into that room, and for a moment he couldn’t tell which parts of the night had been real and which parts he’d imagined in the haze of it. She was gone. The only trace of her left behind was a small plastic name badge, half-tucked beneath the pillow. He picked it up, turning it over between his fingers, studying the small, unremarkable photo pinned beneath the laminate. Ella. That was all it said. No last name, no number, nothing that would ever let him find her again, even if some reckless part of him wanted to. He checked his jacket out of habit, and his jaw tightened when his fingers found the inside pocket empty. His wallet was gone. Every bill he’d been carrying, vanished along with her. A slow, disgusted breath left him. Of course. She’d looked so composed, so out of place behind that apron, and he’d let himself wonder, for one foolish second, if there’d been something real in the way she’d looked at him. Instead she’d taken exactly what she came for and disappeared before he could even learn her face in daylight. Fat little gold digger, he thought bitterly, tossing the badge onto the nightstand. He’d expected more from someone who carried herself the way she had. Mannered. Careful. It had all been an act. Somewhere low in his chest, beneath the anger, something else stirred — a single word, quiet and insistent, rising up from a part of him he rarely listened to. Mate. He dismissed it instantly. His wolf had terrible timing, and worse judgment. Whoever she was, wherever she’d gone with his money, she wasn’t his problem anymore. He told himself that twice, and didn’t quite believe it either time.JASON’S POV “I’m not doing this, Grandmother.” I paced the length of her study, hands shoved in my pockets, doing my best to keep my voice level even though every word out of her mouth made that harder. The study smelled like it always did, old paper and the faint trace of the lavender she kept in a bowl by the window, and some part of me had always found that smell calming. Not tonight. “I don’t want a wife. Being unmarried doesn’t make me any less of an Alpha.” “No one said it did, Jason.” She sat perfectly composed behind her desk, the way she always did when she’d already decided how a conversation would end before it began. “But this family needs an heir beyond you. I need grandchildren before I’m too old to enjoy them, and this pack needs stability that only comes from a proper mate at your side.” “So that’s what this is. Grandchildren. That’s all you actually care about.” “Don’t twist my meaning.” Her tone sharpened, just slightly, enough to remind me exactly whose study I
ELLA’S POV My stepsisters lingered by the door as I finished dressing, arms crossed, matching smirks firmly in place, watching me the way they always had — like my life was a show performed entirely for their amusement. “Have fun with Mr. Crippled.” Chloe examined her nails with theatrical boredom. “I’m sure your bought body is exactly what he ordered.” “Bought body.” I laughed, short and humorless, tying the sash of my traveling coat, refusing to give them the satisfaction of seeing how deep the words still cut, even now, even after everything I’d survived without them. “Careful. People might start asking what actually happened to me, and you won’t like the answer.” “Oh, please.” Claudia rolled her eyes, leaning against the doorframe with the same lazy cruelty she’d perfected since childhood. “Whatever expensive doctor fixed you up, it clearly didn’t fix the attitude.” “No,” I agreed, meeting her gaze evenly. “That part, I kept on purpose.” They didn’t know — none of them
ELLA’S POVThe airport crowd parted around me the way crowds always did now — not out of pity, the way they used to, but out of something closer to admiration. Six years in the human world had changed nearly everything about me. The weight I’d carried out of grief and stress had melted away under a life I’d built entirely on my own terms, one contract and one late night at a time, with no husband and no pack to answer to. I walked taller now. Slimmer. Steadier. Rich enough that no one who’d known me before would recognize the woman standing in this terminal in tailored silk, dragging a suitcase worth more than most people’s cars. No one did recognize me. Not one glance lingered longer than a passing appreciation for an expensive coat and good posture. My handbag slipped from my shoulder as I adjusted my carry-on, spilling half its contents across the floor. I crouched to gather everything, and my stomach lurched when I saw what had fallen loose among the lipstick and boarding pass
ELLA’S POV Hunger had a way of reorganizing a person’s priorities. Three weeks after the ceremony, I was living in a cramped rented room that my only remaining friend, Delia, had quietly paid for without ever making me feel like a charity case. The room had one window that didn’t quite close, a mattress that dipped in the middle, and a radiator that clanked more than it warmed anything. I hadn’t asked her to help me. She’d simply shown up with a key and told me not to argue, and I’d been too broken to do anything but accept it, too proud to say thank you the way I should have. Going from Luna of the Hawkson pack to a woman who counted coins for bread should have felt like the end of the world. Some nights, it still did — I’d lie awake listening to the radiator clank and think about the house I used to live in, the staff who used to make me up, the husband who’d made a spectacle of discarding me in front of everyone who mattered. But when the restaurant down the street posted a
ELLA’S POV “Fuck! I’ll drill your hole until you beg me… I’m going to tear you apart.” The sound of my husband’s voice, low and unfamiliar in its urgency, reached me before I’d even opened the bedroom door. “Right there. Harder. Don’t stop, baby.” Another voice reached me. A woman’s voice. Not my voice. Never my voice. I stood frozen in the hallway with a breakfast tray balanced in my hands, cinnamon rolls going cold, listening to four years of marriage collapse in real time through a door I hadn’t even pushed open yet. I’d woken before dawn, the way I always did on our anniversary, and slipped out of bed without waking him. The kitchen had been dark when I padded downstairs, the tile cold under my bare feet, the house holding that particular hush that only existed in the hour before the pack staff arrived. I liked that hour. It was mine. Four years married to Alpha Sherwood Hawkson, and I still made his favorite breakfast myself instead of leaving it to the kitche







