Weak, lowly human... Not just a human, but a male. A fucking male, bullied by his own peers. He was full of shit.
The moon goddess was certainly playing tricks on him. After centuries of searching, filled with the hope of finding his female mate—the one he desired above all—he ended up with a male. His beta had been right. He was cursed never to be happy. How could he have thought the moon goddess would forgive him after what he had done years ago? The heavens would torment him until the end of his immortal life. Why not just end him as punishment instead of tormenting him this way? Lucian eyes settled on the unconscious boy laying on his king sized bed. His body full of bruises, some old, some fresh. Just how weak his mate is? His dark eyes observed his face close. The boy's face was delicate, paled beneath the bruise and scratches that marred his skin. His breath were shallow, with each rise and fall if his chest reminding Lucian of how fragile he was. Lucian was twice his size—a far cry from the strong, fierce, beautiful mate he had craved for all these years. Every fiber of his being resented this bond, feeling like a curse—a twisted joke that gnawed at his soul. He rebelled against the invisible strings that tied their souls together, yet he could feel them pulling him towards the boy on the bed. Lucian leaned closer, his breath brushing against the boy's skin. The scent overwhelmed him, faint yet buried beneath blood and sweat. He hated it. He hated him. What was his name again? Ethan Waves. "Damn the moon goddess," Lucian growled, his cold eyes fixed on the boy. Ethan stirred slightly, his lips parting in a soft whimper, although he didn’t wake up. For a fleeting moment, Lucian’s gaze softened before bitterness and anger returned. The boy would break under his pressure. He had almost killed those assholes from last night. He enjoyed torturing them, almost killing them, and savoring their screams. This was his mate, after all. Fuck. He hated the possessiveness he felt toward boy. The urge to destroy anyone who hurt him. He loathed it. The boy's stirred again, this time his eyes fluttered open, meeting with his gaze. He gasped and shifted away from him in a haste, a frown settled upon his face. "Pro... Professor Lucian?" He stuttered, darting his eye around the room. "W..what am I doing here?... Why am I here? What is this place?" He asks a lot of questions, and have a bad retentive memories. Lucian took note of those points. Okay. This is all bullshit. He should just go with rejection instead. He can't keep up with this. "I Lucian Draven reject you Ethan Wave as my mate" Lucian said, his voice cold as he waited for the boy's reaction. Nothing. Ethan only stared at him confusion, a frown settled on his face. No pain on his chest? Like his heart was squeezing? Ah right, he doesn't have a wolf. He was a human. Ethan suddenly hissed at the pain on his body, his hand rubbed on his rib region. Then, his eyes snapped wide open, his began to race as he shifted his gaze to him. "You..." He paused. "You were in my room last night... That wasn't a dream? You... What are you? You had glowing eyes" Lucian sighed, maybe once he accept the rejection, all of these would be over. "Accept the rejection, Ethan" he demanded, eyes cold as he waited for the boy to speak. Instead, he quickly jumped down from the bed and ran to the door to dash other. Just as Ethan was about to reach the door, a strong wind brush his skin, and Lucian's hand wrapped around his neck, slamming him to the wall. He winced as the pain that shot through his spine. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" Lucian growled, his eyes flashing color for a fleeting moment. "Please let me go. Please don't kill me" Ethan sobbed. 'Fuck, such a crybaby' Lucian thought, then something struck his mind. A sly smile crept on his lips. "Fine, I won't kill you. But only on one condition, Ethan" Lucian could hear Ethan racing heart. Seeing creatures fear him, oddly intrigued him but it wasn't the case for this boy. He need to get this over with. "Accept my rejection and I'll let you go" Lucian demanded. "I don't know the fuck you're talking about" the boy trembled under his hold. Lucian let out a low rumble of frustration. "Fine repeat after me. I Ethan Wave accept your rejection, Lucian Draven" "I, Ethan Wave accept your rejection, Lucian Draven" he said quickly. Lucian felt nothing. Absolutely nothing. The string tying their soul together was still there. His jaw clenched hard. This wasn't right. The rejection should severe the bond, shattering the chain that bind him with this fragile human. Yet it was still there, strong. Gnawing at his soul. "Fucking damnit" he growled. Ethan whimpered, his hold around his neck was getting tighter. He asked "You said you'll let go.. Did.. I do it wrong?" Lucian let out a low growled. He would do it again. "I Lucian Draven reject you Ethan Wave as my mate" he repeated and instructed. "now repeat what you said earlier" He seemed to catch on and accepted the rejected. Yet nothing. The bond remained the same. It was driving him nuts. He released and moved away from the boy before he squeeze the life out of him, and end him right there. In which would destroy him completely. Ethan saw that he distracted, occupied by rage and confusion. His eyes spot a random key on the small shelf, siezed the opportunity and dashed out of the room only to meet the spacious living room, bath with wealth and luxury, well furnished and grand. Just how rich was this man? Who was he? His space was overwhelming-- a display of wealth and power. The wall lined with ancient priceless arts, framed with gold, crystal chandelier hund at the center of the room, casting a soft glow. The ground made of plush dark carper, far luxurious for his dirty feet. He haven't encounter such a luxurious place before, but then reminded himself of his situation. His eyes search frantically for the door, and when he spot it, his feet quickened towards it. He searched for a key hole, but found none. It was a high tech door, that can be open through a fingerprint, key card or face identification.. which means, Lucian was the only one who can open the door. "Oh God" "And where do you think you're going?" Lucian’s voice made his voice ran cold. Not only just because of his voice, but because, he could feel his hard chest pressing against his back. Ethan didn't even hear his footstep coming close, how did he got to him like a flash. His eyes shut, waiting for the man to tear him apart, but instead he heard beep and his eyes opened only to see the door slipping open. Ethan didn't waste a second stormed out before the door could close. Just before it shut, his eyes met with Lucian. Those eyes felt like it peirced through his sould, he noticed Lucian's lips curled up, making him look like one of those demons from hell. It scared the shit out of him. Ethan ran as he could without looking back. What the hell was he?!On the following week, Ethan gained recovery and was finally discharged from the hospital. His parents were asked to always look after him.The doctor offered candy as a way to resist drugs when tempted. Yara bought a lot of them and Ethan got worried he might develop diabetes from that quantity.He moved to his parents' house; things were going well until until one night he was alone in bed,watching a movie where fire was burning a home. He slowly letting those thoughts slip in and beginning to panic.He went downstairs to grab a glass of water to calm himself. It helped a little. The thought that he was now out of the hospital and could do whatever he want was tempting. He reached for a candy and took it; surprisingly, it worked.Turning, Ethan spotted his mother with a worried gaze. “You can come sleep in our room if you don't mind.”Ethan didn't argue and agreed. The bed was large enough to fit seven grown men. Rowan pulled the quilt over his body to keep him warm.“Thanks, Dad,
As Yara made preparations for the blind date, Ethan cleaned himself up, shaving and restoring his usual look. It hadn't been easy being clean for three months, but it was worth it… he hoped.Today, Ethan was on the bed, still clad in his hospital uniform as he listened to his mother's story about an old friend she had met yesterday.Her face was beaming with happiness lately; he couldn't tell if it was due to the fact that he had agreed to the blind dates or because, after five long years, he finally found himself smiling. Even though it didn't really reach his heart… that deep scar would perhaps forever be branded there.Ethan let out a soft chuckle at her joke. She looked up at him, surprised, her hand flying to her mouth.“Oh my, you just laughed!” she teared up immediately. “That is so sweet!”“Why wouldn't I? It's so fucking hilarious,” he grinned, and Yara pulled him into a deep hug.“I love you, son. I love you so much,” she said, stroking his back gently.“I love you too, Ma.”
{Five years later}A woman clad in a white robe walked down the hall, her black shinny heels clicking softly on the marble. She pushed a door open and took a seat before a man who looked away with his jaw clenched.“It’s been several months since with had a session. Do you wish to tell me what happened?”No reply from the man, just him shutting his eyes feigning her existence.“Are still taking drugs Mr. Wave?”“Are you still taking drugs, Mr. Wave?”Silence.The woman crossed her legs, her pen tapping gently against the notepad resting on her lap. Her eyes lingered on the man before her—unshaven, sunken eyes, jaw tight like he was holding back a scream.“Ethan…” she called softly.No response.She sighed, jotting something down. “You haven’t responded to any of your prescriptions. Your parents said you’ve been skipping meals. You rarely speak. And the nightmares?”Her voice dropped. “Is it still about Lucian?”His eyes snapped open. Hooded lifeless brown eyes.“I told you not to say
‘Wake up Ethan. Stay awake, don't close your eyes'‘Fuck he had already lost so much blood. His condition is critical’ a doctor said.‘Well fûcking do something!’ Eric yelled, buy sounded distant in Ethan's hearing.‘Oh my God' Twilight's distant voice followed.His sight was blur. He was breathing through and oxygen mask, with several doctors trying to save his life.Everywhere, Everything hurts, but not as much as the scene replaying in his head.His memories with Lucian. When they first met, sorting out their differences, how they began to fall for each other. How every flaws became their addiction. His smile, jealousy, touch, voice, warmth and now… Death?The fire made his head bang, his breath slowed down.“We’re losing him. His heartbeat is dropping!”The panic in the doctor’s voice sliced through the fog in Ethan’s head, but it felt so far away. Like a dream underwater.Everything was dimming. Fading.Lucian’s voice still echoed in his mind.‘I love you, Ethan Wave. I always wi
The air went stilled and quiet only broken by Zoraya's chocking sound.“A… Al…” she croaked, tears streaming down her face.“You betrayed me. I’m only returning the favor. Besides, you made the vow… not me.” He let go, watching her body crumple to the floor lifelessly.Zoraya’s body turned grey instantly, like a vessel drained of blood.Aldric crushed the heart in his hand and smirked, his gaze sliding back to Ethan as he began to approach again—but before he could take another step, a blur slammed into him from the side.Lucian.Fangs bared, eyes pitch-black, blood still dripping from the corners of his mouth—he tackled Aldric with the force of a collapsing mountain. The impact sent them both crashing through one of the remaining pillars, rubble and dust exploding around them.Thanks to Zoraya’s death, the spell holding Lucian down was broken.“Ethan, run!” Lucian bellowed.Ethan didn’t move. His arms trembled as he pulled Morgana closer, still shielding her body with his own, even t
“The more you struggle, the stronger the energy becomes,” Zoraya said, vanishing and reappearing before Lucian, pressing down with more force to restrain him.Morgana was gasping, the drugs in her system and the collar around her neck suppressing her sorcery.“You know what’s sweet about power?” Zoraya mocked. “I don’t need your permission to use it.” She sliced Lucian’s arm, collecting blood for her pot.Lucian roared at her, and she nearly flinched. Despite everything, she still had werewolf blood in her—and the Alpha effect still held some power.“Oh… my heart just raced. For a second, I thought I was going to die,” she laughed, standing and walking back to Ethan, mixing Lucian’s blood with his.She snapped her fingers, and a small, ancient dark book appeared in her hand.As Morgana whimpered at the sight, Lucian realized—the spell was in that book.Zoraya’s voice echoed as she began chanting. Ethan felt fire in his bones. So did Lucian. Both of them moaned in agony until the chant