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ELENA
I stirred awake from my short nap as the car slowed down, the tires scrunching against the ground. We left Essex before noon, and our destination was the Boston Logan International Airport, from where I'll be taking a flight to Paris to attend culinary school. My dad was driving. I was excited he was finally letting me pursue my dream like my mom made him promise on her deathbed. For a moment, I allowed myself to imagine my future as a world-class chef traveling the world and learning different food cultures. I felt intense gratitude for the opportunity. This might just be the best day of my life. I glanced over at him. He didn’t return my gaze, but I could see the crease on his forehead and deep sadness in his eyes. My chest tightened in guilt. “Come on, Dad,” I started, “I'm going to be okay. I'll call you every night and come back whenever I can.” Before I got any response, he veered the car off the main road and kept driving. I looked out the window, puzzled. We shouldn't be going this way on this trip. “Are we stopping by somewhere?” The expression on his face, though now unreadable, worsened my feelings. And still, he said nothing. Then he brought the car to a stop in front of the City Hall in Lawrence. Two men leaned on a black sedan talking. I recognized one - Brad Hawkins. The cop who rescued me a month ago from two men who were going to hurt me. What was he doing here? He and the other man wore black suits. Brad always had the right kind of smile; genuine, kind. But right now, the devilish smirk settling on the corner of his mouth made my skin crawl. I glanced over at my father. “What's going on, Dad?” I asked quietly, almost whispering. “What are we doing here?” He finally turned to me. The look in his eyes was a mix of pain, helplessness, and apology… the same one he had while Mom's life slipped away. His jaw clenched, and he seemed to be holding back the tears welling up in his eyes. “Elena, I owe a lot to the wrong people,” he said softly. “Owe?” I echoed my confusion and anxiety, almost palpable at his words. “You got Mom's life insurance. Why would you-” “It just happened, alright? But this man, Hawkins, has been helping us and said he could make all the debts go away… if you'll marry him.” My heart lurched. “Wait, what?” I asked in utter shock. “They'll kill me if I can't pay them back. And they'll hurt you too,” he continued. “It’s best this way, Elena. Trust me.” “Trust you? I glared at him, my eyes watering fast. “Dad, you were supposed to bring me to the airport. You helped me pack for Paris and-” I stopped mid-sentence. My eyes fell on my dress. It was a simple white flowing dress. My father had bought it as a going-away gift and insisted I wore it this morning. My heart sank as clarity slapped me in the face. It was never a gift. It was my wedding gown. My pulse roared in my ears. I couldn’t breathe. For a moment, I thought I'd be sick. I looked back at the men who obviously were waiting for us. The other man brushed something off Brad's shoulder. Tears slipped freely down my cheeks as I returned my gaze to my father. “Dad, please don't do this to me.” I grabbed his hand. “I'll get another job. I'll work harder, and we can pay the debts. This will ruin me- please, Dad.” “Don’t make this harder than it already is, Elena.” His voice cracked. “I’m your father. You will do as I say.” For a heartbeat, I couldn’t move. I couldn't think. The air inside the car felt too thick to breathe. My father’s words replayed in my head, each one cutting deeper than the last. Outside, Brad Hawkins started toward us, his gait slow and assured, like a man who’d already won. The other man stayed by the car, lighting a cigarette, his disinterest somehow more terrifying. “Dad, please,” I whispered. “You promised Mom-” He flinched at her name, eyes darting away. His knuckles tightened around the steering wheel. “Don’t,” he said roughly. “Don’t use her against me.” A shadow fell over my window. Brad rapped his knuckle lightly against the half-wound glass, smiling as though this were some polite visit. Up close, he smelled of cologne and cold steel. “Ready for our big day?” he asked, almost sticking his head through the window, his voice smooth and cruel. My stomach flipped. I turned to my father one last time, searching for any trace of the man who’d once tucked me in during bedtimes. But all I saw was guilt and fear. He didn't meet my eyes; his gaze slid past me to my door. “Open the door, Elena,” he murmured. I shook my head, tears blurring my vision. “No. You can’t make me,” I said stubbornly, in spite of myself. Brad's hand rested casually on the door handle. “You heard him,” he said, his grin widening. “Don’t keep your husband waiting.” Husband. The word made me cringe. I yanked the seatbelt tighter, my fingers trembling as if that could anchor me to safety. My father leaned closer, voice breaking. “Please, Elena. If you love me-” I looked at him then. And at that moment, I knew. He wasn’t saving me. He was saving himself. A sob tore from my throat, raw and broken. “I hate you,” I spat. “I wish it was you who died.” His eyes widened at the sting of the words, but before he could respond, Brad opened the door, leaned over me, and unhooked the seatbelt. I shut my eyes, holding my breath and wishing this could just pass like a bad dream. Then his hand clamped around my arm. His grip was firm and possessive. The world tilted, and sunlight spilled harsh and white on my face as he pulled me out. My knees buckled, gravel bit into my palms as I stumbled to steady myself. The birdsong, distant traffic, the soft click of Brad shutting the car door behind me… All sounded wrong. It was too normal for what was happening. Brad's shadow fell over me. His hand brushed invisible dirt from my shoulder in mock tenderness. “Careful darling,” he murmured. “Wouldn’t want you getting injured on your wedding day.” I wanted to scream, to claw his face, to run until my lungs burst. But my limbs were frozen between terror and disbelief. Then my father’s door creaked open. He stepped out slowly, head bowed, avoiding my eyes like the coward he’d become. “Get her inside,” Brad said to no one in particular, and my father nodded, small and defeated. Watching the man I had known as a strong and capable protector all my life became a tool for another man broke something in me. My dream never mattered. I had been sold to a stranger. And I was on my own. I straightened, wiped my palms against the dress, and forced myself to walk. Not for my creepy husband-to-be. Or for my father. But because standing there shaking in the sunlight made me feel small. I refused to give them that satisfaction. Brad's smirk widened as I passed him, as if he already knew he’d won. But I kept my chin high and my eyes forward, swallowing the scream clawing up my throat. Let them think I was broken. Let them think they'd won. I’d bury the scream and carry its memory like a promise: this wasn't my forever.ELENA Brad stormed in all bloodied and sweaty, grabbing his side. In spite of my predicament, I was concerned for him. “Brad- what happened? Are you-?” “Grab some towels and the first-aid kit,” he growled. “Now!” I obeyed. He grabbed a bottle, slumped onto a couch, and gulped some drink while I fetched the first-aid kit. I returned to see him struggling to take off his jacket. I leaned in to help. When the jacket came off, a wallet - not his - fell to the floor, and he didn't seem to notice. At that same moment, my eyes caught the wound. “Uh,” I gasped. “Is that glass?” Slowly, he began to pull it out, clenching his teeth hard. “Towel,” he groaned as the glass slipped out, blood pumping out. I shrieked, turning away for a moment. He dropped the glass on the floor. “Not good with blood, huh?” he said, smiling through the pain. My fingers trembled while I pressed the towel, which was turning red fast. “Shouldn't you be seeing a doctor?” I asked. “I should, sweethea
A domestic routine soon fell into place, one that I followed like a zombie. Before he left for work every morning, Brad would kiss my cheek. “See you later, sweetheart.” I hated that. But I hated it more that I had to smile and accept it. Everyday. Then he'd locked the doors from outside so I couldn't go out. He'd bring groceries himself or make me go with him. The click of the locks always felt like a breath of air I wasn’t allowed to take too deeply. Being home alone was a mix of relief and punishment. I still nursed the idea of escaping, but I feigned compliance for my own good. I cooked. I cleaned. When there was nothing left to do, the house would grow insanely quiet. Sometimes, I'd sit by the kitchen window, listening to the ticking clock and the hum of distant traffic. Other times, I'd cry. Quietly. But even that wasn’t simple with the CCTV cameras watching. So I learned the blind spots, picking the small corner beside the laundry door at the far edge
I slid off the bed, clutching the sheets around me like armor. Every step toward the bathroom hurt my private area. Inside, I turned the lock. Steam filled the small space as I turned on the shower. The first touch of water stung, slicing through bruises and scratches I hadn’t yet noticed. The ache spread, slow and deep. It was everywhere. When the water finally ran clear, I stood there, staring at my reflection in the fogged mirror. The girl who stared back wasn’t me. She had hollow eyes, pale lips, and a faint bruise darkening her collarbone. There was no trace of the girl who dreamed of Paris and the smell of bread baking. Then a sharp, heavy bang sounded against the door. “Elena!” Brad’s voice thundered through the wood. “Open the damn door!” I froze, my heart jumping to my throat. “What the hell do you think you’re doing locking me out?” he shouted, his voice laced with fury. I pressed my back to the door, water still dripping from my hair. I clutched the sheet tight ar
I frowned, searching his face and my memory. I came up blank, shaking my head. “I’ll help you,” he said, settling back against the counter again. “We met at Sally’s. I spoke to you, and you looked at me like I was dirt. Called me a creep. You made my friends mock me.” A cold wave crept up my spine. My heart began to race. Sally’s. The bar I used to drag my dad out of whenever he got drunk. I’d met too many men there - loud, sloppy, reeking of liquor - whose hands wandered as I searched for my father. The faces were blurred together. I couldn’t remember his. Brad reached out and tucked a stray lock of hair behind my ear, his fingers lingering a second too long. “I told them I was going to make you my wife,” he murmured, smiling. “We… bet on it. On you.” I blinked in shock. “And saving you…” he added. “Well, that was a set-up too.” He smiled more now, clearly pleased with himself. The words sliced through my chest like cold air. I stepped back before I could stop myself. His s
The City Hall was almost empty. Sunlight filtered through tall glass panes, making the terrazzo floor gleam too brightly. It smelled faintly of polish and stale paper. To me, it was the scent of signatures and quiet tragedies, like the one in which I was now the unwilling main character. A woman stood by a wooden counter, holding a folder. Beside her, an officiant in a dark suit adjusted his spectacles, looking faintly uneasy. Brad guided me forward with a hand on my back, the gesture mockingly gentle. My arm still tingled where he’d gripped it earlier. My father followed a few steps behind. I stood there, in my white dress, that suddenly felt like a curse. My hair fell loose over my shoulders - the way Mom liked. The thought of her seeing me like this broke my heart all over again. “Let’s get this over with,” Brad said, his tone light and almost cheerful. The officiant hesitated, glancing briefly at me, then at my father. “Is this… an arranged marriage?” Brad's smile didn’t
ELENA I stirred awake from my short nap as the car slowed down, the tires scrunching against the ground. We left Essex before noon, and our destination was the Boston Logan International Airport, from where I'll be taking a flight to Paris to attend culinary school. My dad was driving. I was excited he was finally letting me pursue my dream like my mom made him promise on her deathbed. For a moment, I allowed myself to imagine my future as a world-class chef traveling the world and learning different food cultures. I felt intense gratitude for the opportunity. This might just be the best day of my life. I glanced over at him. He didn’t return my gaze, but I could see the crease on his forehead and deep sadness in his eyes. My chest tightened in guilt. “Come on, Dad,” I started, “I'm going to be okay. I'll call you every night and come back whenever I can.” Before I got any response, he veered the car off the main road and kept driving. I looked out the window, puzzled. We s







