My son and I have had a lot of communication issues recently. Ever since we’ve been together for such a long time, we didn’t argue nor treat each other as if we were strangers. But now, he’s been treating me differently. It goes without saying that this is the very first time that I have become aware of his strange behavior. I have no idea why I felt this, but recently I started to think he was trying to hide something from me.
It could be about himself or something going on in his life; either way, the question is: what could it be? And why did he need to hide such matters from me – his mother?
On the very final evening of our stay at the resort, he suddenly disappeared without a word. I remember, that time, a client of mine who was interested in purchasing a condominium unit and I were having a conversation over the phone. Right after I finished speaking with the person on the other end of the line, I hung up the phone and turned to see if Jack was still there. To my surprise, though, he was gone.
At that time, all I could think was that he had planned to meet with a few of his college friends who were also at the resort and had forgotten to tell me about it.
It was easy to get along with Jack because of his outgoing and friendly nature. Since he was a young boy, he has always had a large circle of friends. When he entered high school and later college, he was still surrounded by friends. Among those friendly faces, there was Crista.
Actually, I think Crista would be a good match for my son. She’s a good kid, and I can tell that she has a lot of admiration and love for my child. However, when I went out that night while searching for Jack, I was shocked to see him and Crista out together, side by side, with skin-to-skin contact. I had no idea they were together. From what I recall, Jack said he wasn’t interested in Crista. He said they were just friends... Didn't he?
To this day, I was still unsure how I felt. I mean, I was supposed to be happy, right? Because my son has finally found a partner for himself and that alone was good news for a parent like me.
But then, when I saw them head into a room together, I couldn’t help but feel as if there was a thorn in my throat. Their bodies were pressed up against one another, and they were whispering to one another while being extremely close and overly intimate.
I stood there and watched them leave before going back to our room by myself. I told myself it wasn't unusual for a couple to sleep in the same bed. Furthermore, I am a person who prefers to respect other people’s personal methods and decisions.
Although Jack said he didn’t have a girlfriend, the two of them were actually in a relationship. Perhaps, I began to think, he was just too embarrassed to tell me about it? Yeah, that must be it.
But then again, I’m his mother. A little information about his relationship and who he dates would be nice...
The thought of it made me let out a bitter laugh. Why was I feeling this upset and anxious? Whatever he decides about his life, and whether he tells me about his relationship or not, is entirely up to him. He’s now an adult. It is not necessary for him to consult his mother before acting of his own volition or making decisions. So what if he brought a girl home with him? What’s the big deal if he wants to spend the night with his lover?
He was still young, had a lot of freedom, and was in the process of entering the adult world. It was only natural for him to figure out things on his own and learn to find his own definition of happiness.
And, of course, as his family, Jack’s happiness should also be my happiness.
I had been thinking too much for sure. Yes, I was overthinking it. While I was trying to comfort myself with what I was thinking, I fell asleep. When I finally opened my eyes, Jack was still not around. I felt the anxious feeling inside me continued to deepen and further rise with his disappearance. Without thinking further, I found myself reaching for my phone and calling him.
Thankfully, he picked up the phone quickly. “Mom?”
“Where are you right now? Are you okay? Why don’t you return here first?” I could hold it in no longer, so I brought it up hurriedly. My heart was racing against my chest, and I had forgotten how to process the situation well. I just spoke out what was in my heart without thinking.
“I’m fine. Yes, I’ll be there shortly, “Jack immediately responded to my relief, but his tone conveyed a tinge of guilt and shame... something I didn’t expect at all.
Why does he sound like he was doing something bad behind my back and had now been caught and scolded by me? Did I really sound like a nagging mother in our call?
Come on, Marianne, get a grip. Your son is now a fully grown man. Is it really necessary for you to scold him like a child and order him to come back over to where you are?
I couldn’t help but sigh in disappointment at myself. When did I act so illogically? And of all people, it was with my child, who was many years younger than me.
Jack arrived a few minutes later. After seeing his face, all the worries looming inside me washed away completely. I breathed out a sigh of relief as soon as I saw him.
“Aki,” I called my son.
When Jack turned his attention to me, he immediately said, “Mom, I’m sorry.”
“No, it’s not your fault, I mean-”“No, I messed up, mom. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do it. I was too drunk, and I- I did that...” Jack explained. His facial expression conveyed an overwhelming sense of guilt, embarrassment, and more... Something about it didn’t sit right with me for some reason.I shook off the strange feeling and focused my attention squarely on him, “It’s okay. I was just worried about you. On the other hand, I really hope you will tell me about it next time.”Jack’s eyes which were filled with guilt, stilled like ice “Tell you what? What do you mean?”I shrugged, “That you’re going to your girlfriend. I–I'm your mom, Aki. I will feel anxious if you don’t tell me anything and suddenly disappear like that... But I hope you and Crista had a good time last night,” I said, not forgetting to add the last sentence. I had to do it because if I didn’t, it wouldn’t sound like it was coming from a real mother. And right now, I AM Jack’s mother, aren’t I?I looked over at Ja
Jonah offered an explanation, saying, "Perhaps Aki is just sexually frustrated." Then she further added, "Indeed, there are times when men go through that stage. You know, my second son kind of did it before. I’ve caught him peeking at me some time in the past.""What? And what did you do?" Despite the fact that the image is completely absurd, I couldn't help but become intrigued by it. If this is Jack's issue, I am prepared to find all of the possible solutions so that I can help him resolve it.Jonah shrugged as if what she mentioned was nothing or completely normal. "Naturally, I was there to help him. A few spots were brushed here and there. But no one came in. No penetration, no real you know what. Anyway, it was nothing more than an outlet for his anger or whatever bottled up emotion he had inside. After that, everything went back to the way it had been before. Between us, his behavior became better. He stopped being easily irritated, and at the same time, his obedience improved
Moments later, Jack removed my clothes. We continued kissing as my hand began to travel to his bulge. It’s already standing and really stiff. Every rub my palm made against it made it seem to grow even bigger as if it were a snake that had long wanted to escape its long-term confinement.Jack's hands quickly traveled to my chest. Every move was unable to hide the overwhelming excitement they were holding inside. I couldn’t help but release a moan the moment his mouth began to lick and suck on my buds.While kneading one like a plump loaf, Jack continued to suck on my other breast. I recoiled and leaned slightly against the wall. I didn't know that this would feel this good. Perhaps my desires have really been suppressed for a long time. I almost forgot how it tasted—to be in this position and receive so much from another person.I couldn’t help but moan even more when one of Jack’s hands went to my panties. No, this is wrong. He should be the one to release, not me, I said to myself,
Just as Jonah had predicted, Jack and I returned to normal a few days after that incident. Jack has become less irritable these days too, which makes it much easier for us to have normal conversations. We carried on with our lives as if nothing had happened, just my son and I.As a matter of fact, things improved dramatically after that. It was because of this that I began to consider the possibility that Jonah was correct, and that Jack merely required a moment to let off some steam. Thankfully, that incident never happened again.I am relieved that things have returned to normal for us. It was as if we had never stopped being mother and son; in fact, our communication brought us closer together. We didn't talk about the incident again after that either. It felt as if it happened a long time ago, and it should be treated as such.As what people say, one can only think of it as a memory from the past; it is something that neither one of us needs to think about or remember.But then so
I hurried home to prepare dinner. While busily preparing, I felt that odd dizziness again. I didn't waste any time and went straight to the restroom. When I thought about that pregnancy test kit that I had purchased earlier, my heart almost stopped beating.I inhaled a long, slow breath. I can't avoid doing this. I really need to find out whether or not I am pregnant.I took a deep breath and forced myself to face my fears. When I looked at the kit and saw that there were now two lines on it, it was as if ice-cold water had been poured over me. My heart was racing so hard that I had to take another test kit to make sure the result was accurate.Then I froze in place.Nothing has changed. I repeated the process with different test kits, but the results remained the same.I'm... pregnant.And I can't possibly be wrong. Jack was the only person I'd done that with in the last month. This is when it dawned on me that we didn't use any protection. Additionally, he released inside me numerou
"Mr. Ryan Gonzales?" I was surprised when I saw my client then. It turns out to have been Ryan, the same guy Jack and I talked to once while we were on vacation right after he graduated from university. "Marianne?" The moment he laid eyes on me, he, too, was taken aback, and he started to laugh. "You-You're my date?"We couldn't help but laugh at the way things were set up. The world is indeed very small. Who would have thought that the person I was set up on a blind date with would turn out to be one of my clients?As we sat down to dinner, Ryan commented, "I thought you're married.""Legally separated but currently living with my son," I explained, as Ryan simply smiled and nodded his head in response to what I said.I never thought I'd see Ryan again. My last encounter with him was at the signing of a lease agreement for the condominium unit that he is going to be renting out. It was a few days after Jack and I had returned from our vacation at the resort. The number of days is al
To my shock and dismay, I discovered myself lying naked on a bed in a hotel room. My head started to throb as though it was being hammered repeatedly, and I had the sensation that lightning was trying to enter my brain. I thought I was going to pass out and die. Slowly, I realized that I wasn't the only one in the room. "Hey, are you okay?" As soon as I turned around, I saw Ryan standing there. Suddenly, I realized what was going on. While he was fully clothed from head to toe, I was currently naked. I quickly pulled the blanket, then wrapped it all the way around my body. "Nothing happened, Marianne. When you first woke up, you fell and puked on your dress, so I took it off you to clean you up a bit. Umm, even your undergarments...." Ryan explained while holding back a blush. I wouldn't call myself a particularly conservative person. I recall that I was only wearing a one-piece dress, and I found that it could be challenging if I did not control the amount of alcohol I consumed.
Almost instantly, the light stroking intensified into a more aggressive and forceful rub. Slowly, I began to feel the hardness and massive size of his thing that had touched me at my entrance. Even before it entered, I could feel the incredible heat and pleasurable sensation it was giving to my body.I was unable to maintain control of myself, and my hand dropped, causing me to personally place Jack's weapon inside of my cave. Its head went in with a wet and delicate movement, causing both of us to groan out in ecstasy as the sensation spread throughout our bodies. Jack's eyes were filled with a raging fire, and I could both feel and see it. Once again, our lips touched as he slowly slid his manhood inside me.Our tongues played and battled, a loud growl and moan could be heard in the kitchen as we continued to kiss and savor each other's warmth and heat. After we reached our much-awaited release together, we walked straight to the sofa, where he proceeded to rub me and then attack me