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CHAPTER ONE
THE RULE ISLA The first thing I learned about being Asher North’s sister was this: Protection and possession often look the same, and everyone knew my name, but no one ever really saw me. And I liked it that way…. Or at least, I told myself I did. The rink was quieter than usual that night; the sharp scrape of skating shoes against the ice echoed throughout the rink. I was always at my brother's practice and his games; it was one of my favorite things to do… watch him play. And tonight was no different. I watched from the stands as I sketched lazily in my sketchbook, listening as my brother barked orders on the ice. And when it was over, I left with him like I always did—head down, hoodie up, and completely invisible. Except I’d forgotten my sketchbook. I had already gotten to my dorm door the moment I realized it. I groaned softly, turning back toward the rink again. I should've waited, but that book meant more to me than my comfort. When I got to the rink door, I hesitated for half a second, fingers curling around the strap of my bag. The lights were dimmer now, and the place felt… different. Empty. In and out, I told myself. I slipped inside, my sneakers squeaking faintly against the polished floor as cold air kissed my skin. The stands were mostly swallowed by shadow, rows of seats stretching into darkness. I scanned the area where I’d been sitting earlier, heart steady and gaze focused. Then a voice cut through the quiet. “You lose something?” I froze, taken aback by the sudden voice. The sound came from the far end of the rink—low, amused, and unmistakably male. My heart kicked hard against my ribs as three figures stepped into the light like they’d been waiting for it. They had hockey sticks in hand, jerseys damp with sweat, and were all tall. All familiar in the way faces become familiar when you’ve watched them from a distance for months. Rowan Pierce. Ellis Grant. Noah Bennett. Asher’s best friends. All looking fucking hot. My brother’s rules echoed in my head, and I snapped back to reality. “I—uh,” I started, then stopped, embarrassed by how thin my voice sounded. “I forgot my sketchbook. I didn’t realize anyone was still here.” Rowan leaned against the boards like he owned the place, eyes cutting straight to me. Not through me… at me. His gaze dragged over me slowly and unapologetically, and heat curled low in my stomach before I could stop it. “You shouldn’t be here,” he said, mouth tilting into something that wasn’t quite a smile. His hand brushed mine as I moved past him toward the seats. It was an accident, I told myself, even though the spark that jumped between us felt anything but. I pulled back instantly, flustered. “I’m just here to find my sketchbook; I’ll be gone in a second.” Noah chuckled from behind him. “Relax. Rowan forgets how to act around… people.” Ellis stepped forward then, and everything about him screamed “soft.” And it was calming. “We’ll help you look.” They didn’t have to, but suddenly all three of them were moving, scanning the rows, their attention on me like I was something fragile they’d stumbled upon by accident. Ellis found the sketchbook first, and as he stretched it to me, the book slipped open. “You drew this?” he asked, glancing down at the open page. I nodded, heat staining my cheeks. “It’s beautiful,” he said simply, the compliment hitting harder than it should've. I turned to leave when Rowan's voice stopped me. “Have you ever played hockey?” I turned and shook my head quickly. “No.” “You could hang around, and I could teach you,” he offered, voice low and almost lazy. I smiled politely, stepping back. “I should get going; it’s late. I’d probably break something.” Something unreadable flickered in his eyes as I turned and left, my pulse racing all the way out of the rink. I heard something about Ellis and Noah chiding Rowan behind me, but I didn't look back. I didn’t see them again until days later. Asher hosted one of his usual game nights—too much noise, too much testosterone, and even though it was just Asher, Rowan, Ellis, and Noah, it felt like too many people. When they walked in and they all sat, ignoring me like I didn't exist as usual, my brother tapped me. “Isla, could you please help us get drinks?” I stood up without complaint, and Rowan stood up too. “I’ll help.” When I was on my feet, I felt the eyes on me. I was wearing a dress that night. It was nothing scandalous, just shorter and lighter than usual. Lighter, and there was a sudden shift in the room. They all looked towards me, Noah's gaze lingering and Ellis looking away just in time for my brother not to notice it. I made my way to the kitchen with Rowan following closely behind me. I pulled open the fridge, oblivious to our close proximity. Ignore him. Ignore him. Ignore him. But the adrenaline coursing through my veins was enough to know I could in fact not ignore his existence. The fridge hummed when I pulled it open, and when we reached for the drinks simultaneously, our hands brushed against each other, and my breath caught. Undeniable jolts of electricity coursed through my veins, and his touch lingered for too long until Asher's voice caught our attention. “What are you guys doing?” Rowan's gaze lingered on mine for a little too long before he lazily dragged it away and towards my brother. “Grabbing drinks.” Was his casual response as he stepped back, the tension wiping clean like it never existed. He grabbed a few drinks and walked out of the kitchen. Asher's gaze lingered on me for a second, but I tried to play it cool. But I knew from the first time Rowan Pierce looked at me like that, Asher’s rule was already dead.CHAPTER THIRTEENSMILE LIKE IT’S A SECRET.NOAHEverybody has once in their lives lived a Playboy era. That time you had the girls flocking around you, and you didn't need to try too much; just a smile was enough to pull as many girls as you wanted. And everybody has had that one person that pulled them out of that era. And that person for me was Isla. The beauty, meek and quiet disaster that crashed into my life so loudly I couldn't hear anything else. And now I was standing in front of her dorm door before I realized where I was or what I was doing. I stood outside Isla North’s dorm room with my knuckles still hovering mid-air, the echo of my knock ringing in my ears. I knocked on the door again, waiting quietly for a response. I knew it was her even before she opened the door, and it wasn't because I saw her; it was because I heard her. “I know you’re in there, North,” I said, leaning my shoulder against the door. “I can literally hear you breathing.”At first there was silen
CHAPTER TWELVEEYES WITHOUT FACES ISLAAfter my last words, there was silence on the other end long enough for me to start thinking the call had disconnected without my knowledge. Talia didn’t speak right away. After almost a minute, there was a soft shuffle on the other end of the line—a fabric, maybe a chair being dragged back or something—and then a sigh so familiar it made me wince. That sigh always meant “this is about to take a drastic turn.”“Okay,” she said slowly, clearing her throat. “We’re not panicking… at least not yet. Start from the beginning.”I swallowed back the lump that had begun to form in my throat. My throat felt tight, like I’d been holding my breath for days and only just noticed.“I don’t know where the beginning is anymore. It's just… everywhere at this point.”“Try,” she said gently. “And don’t protect anyone by trying to sugarcoat anything because I know you. Not even yourself, Isla. Just start from somewhere at least; I can't help you if I don't know t
CHAPTER 11EYES EVERYWHEREISLAYou won't know how much and how fast you can go insane until you're sent a threatening text from an unknown number. I’ve read the text so many times it feels like it has been carved into my skull.“You’re collecting secrets like scars, Isla. Be careful who bleeds next.” At first, I thought rereading it would dull the fear and make it sound meaningless. Like repeating a word until it loses meaning, that was what I thought. Instead, it did the opposite.Every time I lock my phone, my fingers would itch to unlock it again. A lot of times I prayed to have imagined it, or maybe the words will rearrange themselves into something harmless if I stare long enough. They didn't. I sat on my bed with my knees pulled to my chest, hoodie sleeves covering my hands even though the room was warm. The curtains were only halfway drawn, but somehow I still felt exposed. It still felt like I was being watched. If nobody moves, my heart jumps. The door opened, and my he
CHAPTER 10BLOOD ON ICEROWANThe sound my hockey stick made when it connected with Victor’s helmet was wrong. It was a dull, sickening crack that vibrated up my arms and straight into my chest. It was the kind of hit that would've made me panic, but it settled satisfaction in the depths of my chest. He stumbled but didn't fall, and that alone made something snap loose in me. I lurched for him again. “ROWAN!”Hands grabbed my jersey from behind, someone yanked hard, nearly pulling me off my skates. I twist to fight off the people that held me, my eyes still locked on Victor. He steadied himself against the board, blood already trailing from the corner of his mouth. And the motherfucker was smiling!The smile was enough to tell me I had done exactly what he wanted, and the thought of giving him his satisfaction made me angry again. I tried to surge forward again, but I was hauled back—two players now, maybe three. The rink erupted around us like someone had thrown a lit match into
CHAPTER 9THE RULE I BROKE FIRSTROWANI used to think rules were simple things to follow. I used to think rules were just simply lines you didn't cross, promises you kept, and damages you avoided. It was all so simple in my head. Until Isla North walked into the rink with her sketchbook tucked against her chest and her eyes fixed anywhere but on us. And the rule stopped being logical.The simple full that passed between us teammates of the college hockey team. “Don’t fall in love with the captain’s sister.”And I broke that rule long before I even touched her.The first time I had truly noticed her, it was subtle. She always had that hoodie down and always stayed invisible. She had her hoodie dropped this time; like always, she was sitting alone in the stands, moving her pencil along that sketchbook. Then Victor had slammed the puck against the boards so hard she screamed. All heads turned towards her, and out of embarrassment, she forced her eyes to look away. Asher had called ou
CHAPTER 8FRIENDS, ENEMIES, OR SOMETHING WORSEISLAYou'd think the worst thing to ever happen to me today is Rowan connecting me with no sign of any escape. Until someone walks in on us. “Who would’ve thought…”The voice slid between Rowan and me, tearing us apart instantly while freezing me in my new spot. Rowan pulled back so fast it felt like the heat between us snapped. His eyebrows dipped, his jaw tightened, and his body shifted into something guarded and angry. I turned slowly, dread pooling in the pit of my stomach. Oh God… no. Victor Kane, captain of the hockey team until my brother joined, stood a few feet away. His hockey gear was half-off, sweat clung to his neck, and that lazy, knowing smile was carved onto his face like he'd just discovered something appetizing. I've known Victor Kane as long as I've come to this school and started watching my brother practice, and I knew one thing for sure. Victor Kane hated my brother. His eyes slowly and deliberately flicked fro







