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Twenty three
Forbidden 23
I walk around my apartment for a while until about 5:20 am before I finally decide to pack my luggage for the four-day break with my mother and my brother, Rob. I really miss him with I would never say that to him. Anything to boost his ego. I go to the bathroom to wash my face with my body wash. I dab my face with my face towel before going to my room again. I stretch to reach the top of my wardrobe to take my small black box but I can't reach it. If I was hike right now Rob would have rubbed the fact that he is taller than me in my face. One of the things I miss about him, he's always there for me when I need him like a bug sister but now I don't think he would be so happy to see me.
I left him without calling for months even after I know how he his dealing with the whole dad thing. I have no excuse for my behaviour but all I can do is make it up to him and let him know how sorry I am. I do not plan ok telling him anything about my relations
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Forbidden 26I hear a knock on the door of that room.“Who is it?” I ask not wanting to invite someone I am not sure t ready to talk to into my room, wait it is not even my room.“It’s Jackson” I roll my eyes.“Don’t come in please” I beg so he can see how much I really don't want to talk to him. Not now or anytime soon even.He leaves the door and not long after I hear another knock so I shout.“What do you want?” I ask“ I need to talk to you, about your brother please Freya this is important” I stand up and open the door for her.“What is it that you want this time mum?” I ask.“Sit down and listen to me” I refrain from rolling my eyes at my mother so I just take a sit on the bed while my mum does the same.“Did he get into any trouble mum?” I implore her to talk to me about what is going on.
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