LOGINI splash water on my face, staring at my reflection. Dominic actually thought I was serious. The nerves of that boy. Imagine that—me, Catherine—and Alice’s cheeky brother.
Although he’s just a few months younger, we’re worlds apart. This is all the alcohol’s fault. And he was even a virgin. I’m his first—just like Asher was mine. What a mess. I step out of the restroom and return to class. Mrs. Margaret Benjamin, our teacher, is passing out midterm results. She drops mine on the desk and presses it down with her palm. “Come to my office once I’m done here,” she says before moving on. I glance at my sheet. A big red E is circled at the top right corner. I wasn’t expecting much anyway, but still—ouch. At least I haven’t failed completely. I slip it into my locker, tuning out the noise as more complaints fill the room. I rest my head on the desk. I just want to go home. “Catherine Young, my office. Now,” Mrs. Margaret calls. I drag myself up and follow her out. Inside her office, she shuts the door. “Have a seat, Catherine.” She gestures to the chair in front of her desk. I sit down, bracing for the talk about my grades. “You already know part of the reason I called you here,” she begins. “Your grades are too poor—far below average.” “Mrs. Margaret, I’m trying—” She lifts a hand. “The school hasn’t announced this yet, but we were chosen as one of the schools to represent how education is done in our country. Foreigners will be coming to film for a national project. And you, Catherine, were chosen as the student host because of your social skills.” “What?” “This is a rare opportunity, one people would do anything for. But if your grades don’t improve before the semester ends, the school will replace you.” I blink. “Replace?” “Yes—with the girl standing in as cheerleader.” Her tone is brutal. I suck in a breath. I couldn’t care less about some foreigners filming, but Jennifer taking my spot again? That stings. “You’re joking.” “Do I look like I am?” she says, leaning back. “Jennifer White is the vice principal’s niece. Her grades are outstanding. If you don’t raise yours by thirty percent, she’ll take your place. You can leave now. Take your test sheets.” I grab them and leave, shutting the door behind me. Jennifer—of course. No wonder she already had her cheer uniform sewn. She must’ve known this would happen. I can’t let her take anything else from me. As I round the corner, I crash into someone. My sheets scatter everywhere. I bend to pick them up, embarrassed by the ugly red marks. “Are you okay?” I look up. “Dominic.” He hands me the sheets. “Leaving the staff office?” “Yeah. I was called in…” “Trouble with your grades?” His grin is teasing, his curly hair falling over his eyes. Why can’t he just cut it? He’s almost in his final year. “Yeah,” I mutter. “I was told to sit up.” “I could tutor you. It’s not a big deal.” I force a smile. “You’re a class behind. I doubt you can.” “I’m called a nerd for a reason. I read ahead.” “I’ll manage,” I say quickly, walking off. It’s bad enough we slept together. Getting tutored by him? Not happening. He should stay in his lane. Back in class, I spot Jennifer laughing at my desk. My pulse jumps. “What’s going on here?” I demand. She points at my result slip. “Poor girl. A queen with no brains.” A few boys laugh. My hands curl into fists. “How dare you go through my things? Are you crazy? Do you want to die?” I raise my hand, but Alice grabs me. “Calm down,” she whispers. “I overheard her telling Camille she wants to make you lose some spot at an event. She’s trying to make you violent.” Mrs. Margaret’s warning flashes in my head. Jennifer, the vice principal’s niece—of course she already knows. I unclench my hand and force a cold smile. “It’s rude to go through people’s personal things, Jennifer. It makes you look desperate.” I snatch the results from her desk and shove them into my locker. She storms away. Alice sits beside me. “What’s up with you two?” she asks. “I have no idea. She just wants to frustrate me.” Alice shrugs. “So what are you going to do about your grades?” At first, I wanted to ignore Mrs. Margaret’s words. But I won’t let Jennifer take that spot. Never. “I’ll hire a tutor.” Alice grins. “A tutor? Those people are too strict. Dominic is your boyfriend—tell him to tutor you. It’ll be fun.” “He’s a class behind,” I remind her. “My brother’s a nerd. He could pass a college exam.” Could she be right? Should I really ask Dominic to tutor me? “You should ask him before he agrees to tutor someone else,” Alice says, slinging her bag over her shoulder. “Exams are coming up soon, and he’s always busy taking those online competitions.” She stands and tugs my wrist. “Don’t be shy talking to your boyfriend—there’s nothing embarrassing about it. He should be in the science club right now since it’s extracurricular period.” “Maybe I’ll just talk to him later,” I protest, trying to pull free. But Alice is already taking the stairs to the science club meeting room. “Talk to him,” she insists. “He’ll be thrilled to tutor you.” Her phone rings just as we reach the door. “Go on, while I take this call.” She winks and runs off down the hall. Part of me wants to turn around and head straight back to class. But then I remember Jennifer’s smug smile. I square my shoulders and move to the door. “I can’t believe you’re dating Catherine Young,” I hear a red-haired girl saying. She’s standing near Dominic, surrounded by four other members of the club. Her tone drips with contempt. “You could do better than that, Dominic. Catherine Young will destroy you. She’s just beauty with no brains.” “Stop talking about her like that,” Dominic says sharply. “She’s intelligent—and people have different strengths. Being good at academics doesn’t make you better than someone who’s sociable, athletic, or creative. They might succeed before you.” “Wow,” the girl scoffs. “So your silly crush on her is still alive?” My heart skips. Crush? He had a crush on me? “Sasha, stop, please,” Dominic mutters. “But Dominic, you deserve someone better. Not Catherine Young—” “And what’s wrong with Catherine Young?” I cut in, stepping inside. Dominic freezes. “Catherine…” he breathes. The room falls quiet. The red-haired girl—Sasha—meets my gaze, then rolls her eyes and walks away. I know that look. Jealousy. So she likes him. Interesting. Dominic quickly grabs my hand and pulls me out of the club. “What are you doing here?” he asks once we’re in the hallway. I exhale. “Taking you up on that offer—to tutor me.” His brows lift. “Oh, really?” I nod. “My place. Today.” He grins, that same goofy spark in his eyes. “Yeah, great. See you later.”The car slows and stops in front of a large building. KYT is written in bold letters across the top.I want to ask questions. Too many. Why here? How did Dominic end up getting treated in a band’s training place? None of it makes sense. But I keep quiet. Dad has been tense for days. I don’t want to add to it.“We’re here,” Uncle Zachary says as he steps out of the car.The word here hits me hard. The small spark of excitement in me dies right away.Mom keeps looking back at me. Again and again.I finally met her eyes. “Do you know if he’s okay?” I ask.She hesitates. I can tell she doesn’t want to promise anything. Then she reaches for my arms and holds them tight.“Let’s go find out,” she says.We walk toward the building. Each step feels heavy. The doors are glass, tall, clean. I can see people moving inside. Talking. Laughing. It feels wrong.Before we reach the entrance, a man steps in front of us. Security. His face is blank. His arms are crossed.“Can I help you?” he asks.“We’r
The police came not long after. Asher doesn’t fight it. He answers their questions. He goes quiet when they tell him he has to come with them.My chest won’t slow down. I watch as they take him to the car. My legs feel weak.He’s just cruel. That’s all there is to it.All these days, we’ve been waiting. Hoping. Praying for one small answer. And he had one. He had it and kept it to himself. Like it didn’t matter. Like life didn’t matter.It makes me sick. How did I stay with someone like that? How did I not see it?The police don’t let me follow. They don’t let me ask anything. They tell me to stay back.So I called my parents. Again and again. I need them to go there. I need them to ask the questions I can’t.No answer.They’re never around when you need them the most.I pace the house, back and forth, my hands tight at my sides. I keep thinking about Alice. I don’t know if I should call her. She deserves to know. She has to know.So I text her. I don’t delay. I explain everything as
The black shirt comes out first. The one he wore to the concert two nights ago. Then his glasses.My eyes sting. “Where is Dominic?” I ask, my voice breaking. “What does this mean?”My hands won’t move. I don’t touch anything. I don’t need to. I know that shirt. I know those glasses. I watched him put them on. I remember.“It’s just…” My voice dies in my throat.The officer stands. “We have reason to believe he may have been involved in a gang fight,” he says. “The investigation is still ongoing.”I stop breathing. The words don’t make sense. I shake my head. “That’s not true. Dominic is fine.” I say it again, softer. “He’s fine.”Alice doesn’t move.I reach for her shoulders. They’re stiff, like she isn’t even there. Her eyes stare ahead, empty.“My brother can’t be dead,” she whispers. Her body starts to shake. “Catherine, he can’t be dead. He’s all I have. He’s my only family. No. No.”I pull her into me. I hold her tight, even though my chest hurts and my legs feel weak. I don’t l
“Please, Uncle Zachary, drive faster.”The words tumble out of me—again. I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve said it already. My heart is pounding so hard it hurts, like it’s trying to claw its way out of my chest. The car speeds forward, trees and lanes blurring into streaks of green and grey, but no matter how fast we go, the dread won’t lift.We’re close. I know we are.Yet the feeling only grows heavier.Uncle Zachary keeps glancing at me through the rearview mirror, his mouth opening like he wants to say something—anything—but he doesn’t. Maybe he knows that even the smallest attempt at comfort would shatter me right now.This is my fault.Isn’t it?Since the concert last night, Alice hasn’t seen Dominic. His phone is switched off. He never came home. He hasn’t answered her calls. He hasn’t reached out to anyone.Where did he go after the concert?He was with Sasha the whole time. Maybe he’s still with her. Maybe he just needed space. Maybe he’s ignoring Alice—and everyone els
Evening creeps in faster than I expect, the light outside the window fading from gold to gray. I can’t believe Travis and I have been locked in this room for hours without exchanging a single real word—or even trying to fix anything. He keeps giggling at whatever he’s watching on his phone, completely unbothered.I roll my eyes and scroll through Instagram in silence. For all I care, we could end up sleeping in here. People do that—go from best friends to total strangers. Or worse. Enemies.Travis suddenly stands and walks over to the window. I glance up, brow lifting. If he’s actually thinking of jumping, he’s out of his mind. This isn’t a movie.He comes back to the bed, and I go back to ignoring him. It’s easy enough—pretend he doesn’t exist. Until he starts pacing.Back and forth. Back and forth.I clench my jaw, biting down my irritation until I can’t anymore.“Can you be quiet?” I snap. “You’re not the only person in here.”He stops and looks around exaggeratedly. “Did something
Immediately the car stops, my eyes roam the wide environment, searching for any sign of Travis—but I don’t spot him anywhere. What does he even look like now? It’s been years of avoiding each other, years of pretending the other doesn’t exist, and now we’re forced back into the same space.I take a deep breath, gathering every ounce of confidence I have. If anyone should be embarrassed, it should be him—not me.“Let’s settle in,” Mom says, climbing out of the car.I follow suit, pulling my luggage from the trunk.Mom walks over to Dad, and he immediately opens his arms, letting her lean into him while Uncle Zachary digs out their bags alone. I shake my head. “You both should be helping Uncle Zachary unpack instead of acting all lovey like you haven’t been together for the past twenty hours.”Mom laughs. “Fred, your daughter is such a sadist. Where did she get these traits?”I roll my eyes, dragging my luggage toward the house. “Definitely not from either of you,” I mutter as I march in







