Se connecterAt first, I told myself not to panic.
Jake was probably at the drinks table, laughing with someone and forgetting he was supposed to be back in the next one second.
The song had only just started. The lights had softened, the DJ letting the rhythm stretch, giving couples time to settle into each other. It made sense that he stepped away right before the dance. He had said one second.
Well, people always said one second and meant something else.
So I should just wait. Right? RIGHT?
I shifted my weight and waited.
As I did so, I smiled faintly, still playing the part, still pretending this was all under control.
Drinks, I thought again. He’s just getting drinks.
I glanced toward the table. It was crowded, a knot of people pressing forward, plastic cups raised, faces flushed. I scanned for his dark hair, his jacket, that confident posture that had drawn my eyes earlier.
Nothing.
My stomach tightened in response.
Okay. Bathroom, then. Maybe, he became pressed and had to go to the restroom. Maybe…
I turned slightly, craning my neck toward the hallway, blinking against the flashing lights. People moved in and out but none of them were Jake. The music swelled, the singer’s voice low and aching, and suddenly the song felt too long, each second stretching until it pressed painfully against my ribs.
I checked my phone again, thumb hovering uselessly over the screen.
No message. No missed call.
The realization crept in slowly, cruel in its patience.
He wasn’t coming back. He wasn't fucking comimb back.
The thought landed heavy and undeniable, like the final line of a story you hoped would change if you reread it enough times. My throat tightened as my gaze swept the room once more, faster now, desperation sharpening my focus.
He’s not here.
The lie we built, so carefully signed and sealed, cracked in the middle of the dance floor.
And the whispers started.
At first, they were barely noticeable, just a change in the air, a shift in how people looked at me. A glance held too long. A smile that wasn’t friendly. I heard my name once, then again, carried on by voices that didn’t bother to lower themselves properly.
“Isn’t that the girl who came with—”
“Did he leave her?”
“Oh my God…”
My face burned. Heat rushed up my neck, into my cheeks, my ears, until I felt like the lights were trained solely on me. My heart stung sharply, pride tearing like thin paper because this was exactly what I had been trying to avoid.
This moment. This image. Me standing alone while everyone else moved together like it was easy, like it was natural, like I was the only one who had missed some crucial instruction.
It was this very thing I had been trying to avoid when I contracted the idiot as my boyfriend.
And it had still happened…
I took a step back, then another, trying to edge toward the side of the room, toward any exit that would swallow me whole. The song seemed to slow further, every note stretching out in a cruel and deliberate manner.
I could feel eyes on me now. I could feel the judgment, the curiosity, the quiet satisfaction of people watching a small, public unraveling.
My chest tightened painfully. I pressed my lips together, refusing to let my face crumple, refusing to give them the satisfaction of tears.
Just get out, I told myself. Just leave.
I turned sharply, intent on pushing through the nearest gap in the crowd, when a voice cut through the noise like it belonged there.
“Lila!”
I froze.
The sound of my name in that voice did something strange to me, something grounding and disarming all at once. I turned slowly, heart hammering, already knowing before my eyes confirmed it.
Ethan Reed stood a few steps away.
For a moment, the rest of the room blurred around him, lights and bodies and music fading into a dull hum. He looked different out here on the floor, less contained than he usually did, jacket shrugged off and hanging loosely over one shoulder, sleeves rolled up, dark hair slightly mussed like he’d run a hand through it one too many times.
His eyes were on me in a manner that was steady and intent like he’d been watching for a while.
I swallowed. “Ethan.”
We didn’t talk much. Not really. He was always there in the background of my life, Mason’s best friend, Ava’s brother, a constant presence who somehow stayed distant even when he was close. Polite. Quiet. Controlled. He wasn’t the kind of person who stepped into situations like this.
Which was why I didn’t expect what he did next.
He walked toward me, movements unhurried, confident, like the space between us was his to cross. The music swelled again, the chorus washing over the room, and people shifted instinctively, making way without realizing they were doing it.
He stopped in front of me and extended his hand.
“Come on,” he said, voice low but clear. “You don’t have to stand here alone.”
The words hit me harder than I expected.
For a split second, I couldn’t move. My pride screamed at me to refuse, to laugh it off, to pretend I was waiting for someone, anyone. But my heart, bruised and aching, reached for the offer before my mind could catch up.
I placed my hand in his.
His fingers closed around mine, warm and firm, grounding me instantly. A murmur rippled through the nearby crowd, whispers becoming louder and I knew they were watching me but Ethan didn’t look at anyone else.
His focus stayed on me as he guided me toward the center of the floor, into the space Jake had left empty.
The song wrapped around us, slow and deliberate, the kind that demanded closeness. Ethan’s hand settled at my waist, careful at first, like he was giving me room to pull away if I wanted to.
I didn’t.
My other hand rested on his shoulder, feeling the solid muscle beneath the fabric of his shirt. He drew me in gradually, not rushing, letting the movement build naturally until the space between us disappeared.
The world seemed to exhale.
We moved together in a slow, steady rhythm, bodies aligning without effort. His grip was secure but gentle, guiding without forcing, and the simplicity of it made my chest ache. I could hear my own breathing, feel the warmth of him, the faint scent of soap and something unmistakably Ethan.
“You okay?” he asked quietly.
I nodded, unable to trust my voice.
His thumb brushed lightly against my side, a subtle reassurance that sent a shiver through me. The song stretched on, and with each passing second, something inside me softened, then cracked open entirely.
I felt seen.
Not in the way people had looked at me earlier, curious and judgmental, but in a way that made me feel real and present and chosen. Ethan’s attention didn’t waver. He didn’t rush. He didn’t pull away. He danced with me like there was nowhere else he needed to be.
My head tilted slightly, resting closer to his chest without conscious thought. I could feel his heartbeat, steady and strong, and it anchored me in a way I didn’t have words for. The lights flashed overhead, casting shadows and color across his face, and for the first time, I noticed how expressive his eyes were, how much they seemed to say even when he didn’t speak.
“This song is soooo beautiful,” I murmured, half joking, half in awe.
He huffed a quiet laugh. “Yeah, it is.”
We swayed like that, unhurried and intentional, the rest of the room fading into the background. Time stretched, then slipped away entirely. I forgot about Jake. Forgot about the whispers. Forgot about why I’d been so afraid to come here in the first place.
All that existed was the way Ethan’s hand fit at my waist, the way he held me like it was natural, like it was inevitable.
When the song finally drew to a close, the last note lingering in the air, a reluctant groan rose from the crowd. Couples laughed softly, pulling apart, some staying close anyway.
Ethan didn’t move right away.
Neither did I.
Then applause broke out, scattered and enthusiastic. I turned around, sighing dreamily as I did so.
That was when I saw Jake.
He stood at the edge of the floor, eyes dark, jaw tight as he watched us. His posture was rigid, possessive and as our gazes locked, something intensely dangerous shone across his face.
Before I could think of how to react to that, he pushed forward through the crowd and as he did so, his steps were quick and angry. A moment later, he sto
pped directly in front of Ethan.
“Leave her alone,” Jake said in a voice that was hard, unmistakably loud and filled with jealousy. “She is mine!”
Mason and I walked back to the dorm quietly. Dad left a while ago after the discussion, and we are on our way back too. “Ethan…” Mason called. “Hmmm.” I replied, glancing at him briefly. “Do you think we can do this?” He asked. I exhaled slowly. “There is no harm in trying.” I muttered. He sighed. “Ok, we will try our best.” The silence returned as we walked to the dorm. It was from the entrance of the dorm. I know something is not quite right. The air around felt cold, and there were students at the entrance that were more than usual.We glanced at each other and walked past the gathered students into the dorm. The air was not too different inside; students still gathered in groups, whispering among themselves.Mason could no longer take the curiosity and walked towards three students who were discussing among themselves. I rolled my eyes, but I followed anyway.“Hey man, what's up?” He shook hands with one of the students.“Yeah, I'm good.” The students replied.“What's going
Dad exhaled slowly immediately Lila and Ava were out of sight, and he turned to us. “Lead me to the security office.” He muttered.I frowned. “Why?”He narrowed his eyes at me." Did I have to discuss that with you?"I shook my head. “No.”“Lead the way.” He tilted his head.Mason and I led the way to the female dormitory security office, and Dad followed behind us.“What's going on?” Mason whispered to me.I shrugged. “No idea.”The security office is just at the corner of the female dormitory, near the pool side where we did the pool party. We walked for just two minutes, and we were there. I stopped and turned to my dad. “We are here.” I muttered.“Ok, wait for me here.” He said and entered alone.Mason and I glanced at each other. What exactly is my dad here for? I asked in my head.“Hey, what do you think your dad is doing in there?” Mason asked.I rolled my eyes. “I won't be this confused if I know.” I mumbled.Mason tilted his head. “He is not here to report, Jake, is he?” “Tha
Mason looked between us slowly and confused, definitely noticing something was wrong now. “What do you mean?” He asked, but I gave no response.Ava quickly stepped in before he could say more. “Can we not do this here?” she muttered. “It won't be nice if Dad meets us doing this.” Her hold on my arm tightened.I exhaled shakily and breathed in slowly, but before I could release the breath, what we feared happened. “Doing what?” Came the deep voice of Ava's dad. We turned sharply, and the breath I was about to release went back in instantly. “D… Dad.” Ava was the first to rise to her feet. “Uncle…” I stood on my feet too. Then Ethan and Mason followed.“What were you talking about?” Uncle asked again. We all glanced at each other, then Ava suddenly moved closer to him with a forced smile. “Dad…” She rushed into his arms.Uncle narrowed his eyes and stared at us, but we flashed him a smile.He broke the hug with Ava and held her shoulder. Ava flashed him a smile too. “Now, this is g
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We walked towards our department silently and peacefully, except for the stares from the students, which were unsettling. I felt my skin getting wrinkled under their gaze, and it was so annoying.“You can leave now.” Ava said to them, When we get to our department entrance or the class.They stopped, and Ava and I moved forward. “Ok, sure, we will watch you go in.” Mason muttered.I scoffed. “Whatever.”“Ok, bye.” Ava waved at them, and we walked in.I scanned through the lecture hall with my eye, looking for any possibility of Jake mixing with the students, but there was none.“Hey, what happened?” She asked with a voice laced with concern.I forced a smile. “It's nothing.”She narrowed her eyes, then brushed it off. “Ok, there, let's sit over there.” We walked in between the seats until we got to ours.Ava sat and exhaled deeply. “It's a good thing the professor is also late today; it would have been difficult to enter the hall without a problem.” “Yeah, that's such a relief.” I mu
I have not had a single peaceful moment since those words I said to Lila left my mouth. I regretted it, but there was nothing I could do. The look on her face when she was leaving last night stayed glued to my head and refused to leave. The way she stared at me in disbelief, like she couldn't believe I had actually asked her that, tore my heart into pieces. Everything in my chest felt tight; I had expected her to snap at me or even hit me so I could get back to my senses, but she didn't. She just left quietly, and that almost made my heart shrink. She is giving up; she is done fighting for me, and that hurts more than it should. I thought that was what I wanted, but now I'm not sure anymore; I don't think my heart can take being a stranger to her. No, it can't. I shook my head and forced the thought to the back of my head with another urgent thought. Jake.How come he is here after everything? How possible is that? After the police reports and the investigations show he is out of th
I stood outside my brother’s apartment. Pacing around and fidgeting with my hands. I took a deep breath but each time I stepped closer to the door, I chickened out, my hands trembling as cold sweat traveled down my spine. My throat bobbed knowing what waits for me behind that door the moment I ope
“Lila, are you out of your mind? Moving in with a guy? With Jake no less?” Mason roared as I stood in front of him in his living room. The anger was evident in every word that rolled off his tongue, the way his fist clenched, the way his eyes held this content I had never seen before. He hated th
“Oh sorry, I just had to greet my girlfriend, you don’t mind, do you, Ethan?” Jake muffled, eyes glaring at Ethan who remained silent and annoyingly and extremely composed. He didn’t even flinch.Instead, he turned to me, “See you.” He turned to Jake and glared at him and without having to hear Eth
“Since when were you a jerk?” I sneered, glaring at him. He paused on my ice cream, eyes meeting mine, searching.He remained silent, almost like he could tell that I was disappointed in him and this had nothing to do with the kiss.Ethan was never like this. He was reserved and put together, he ne







