LOGINJACE
Ten minutes had passed. A whole ten minutes of silently watching her tug on her hair, and avoid eye contact. It all feels so unnatural. Lily wasn’t awkward, she was catty. A part of me wished she’d go back to the glaring. “Eating involves putting food in your mouth, Lily.” I winced. Immediately regretting the use of her name, but atleast I had her attention. “I told you I wasn’t hungry.” “Try.” Making sure Myra’s sister was fed was probably part of the terms of making sure she was fine right? She huffed, sat up and began toying with the sunny side up eggs on her plate. At least her dumb ex didn’t change that about her. She brushed the hairs on her neck, the color the most obvious sign of her transformation. I pulled my phone out of my pocket as a distraction for my mind, before I did something stupid like ask her why she was dating him anyway, why she changed so much for him, or why she let him treat her that way. Why he called her a screw up amd more importantly why she would believe something like that. I knew Myra and Lily had a rough childhood, in the form of an abusive dad, but it felt like this was something else. “If you want me to eat, maybe stop gawking at me.” “I don’t gawk.” “No, what you do is worse.” And because this is better than silence, “and what do I do?” “It doesn’t matter.” She brushed her hair from her face again and lifted the fork to her lips… I let my eyes focus on my cell again. “Our dating status is blowing up.” “What are they saying?” From the corner of my eye, I watched her spare another bit of egg and pop into her mouth. “Shock of the century, chronically single Jace Whitmore find love.” Lily snorted. “Let me see.” She extended her hand, bracelets chiming as they knocked against each other. Those were back too, although not many. She made a come hither motion with her fingers and my brain thought of how small her fingers would look wrapped around my- “I’m not gonna give you cooties from touching your phone dipshit. Hand it over.” I slid the phone across the table to her the irony of her train of thought not lost on me. “I’m more at risk from catching it from you, anyway.” She mumbled, eyes glued to my screen. ”I’m clean.” I grunted, and fuck if that didn’t sound like an invitation. That’s what three months without a lay did to me. I had been so busy I could not spare time for some fun with Gianna. Now I was thinking about Lily’s hands and telling her how ‘clean’ I was. “Wow. First girlfriend huh?” She said after a while, thankfully ignoring my last words. “In your entire life you’ve never had a girlfriend? Not even in highschool.” An image of a girl in pigtails handing me a paper flower popped in my head and I forced the memory back into it perfect little box. “No girls. You?” ”Several.” “Girls?” “Ha-ha. Your mum texted you.” She slid the phone back to me. Fuck. I read the text quickly and pocketed my phone. I had to pay a visit to my parents soon, the first in a while. Out of everyone I knew they were most worried about my announcement and how it would affect the company. My parents tried to be subtle about it but I knew they still had reservations about me taking over from Carter. The first reason I had trouble visiting them. Lily glanced at me warily, but continued to chew. “What is it?” I asked, irritated. She eyed me from thick lashes, “nothing.” Fine. I wasn’t going to press her for information if that’s what she was expecting. “Since we’re officially in a relationship, we need to establish the parameters of this arrangement.” She put her fork, and gave me her full attention. “Obviously in the following weeks, we may have to get close in several ways. Touching, hugging, hand holding…that sort of thing.” I didn’t want to mention kissing, not yet atleast. We may have to stage a few kissing photos but it wasn’t a major concern right now. Lily’s cheeks turned pink and she glanced at the exit like she wanted to bolt. “The point of all of that is to show that we have some kind of chemistry, to please the public and sate the people that matter.” She nodded. “But, that’s ALL it will be.” She frowned, “Obviously. I mean… wait a minute, Jace are you implying I’ll become a lovesick fool because you’ll hold my hand a few times in public?” Her brows furrowed as her annoyance grew. “You really put yourself on a pedestal. Sooo irresistible.” She said, sarcasm heavy on her tongue. “I’m not implying anything, I’m just making sure we’re on the same page. We can’t…it’s not happening, ever.” “I just got out of a relationship, and as you can see, it ended badly, so bad that I’m sitting across from YOU. Discussing parameters of a fake relationship. The last thing that’s going to happen, is me, falling in love with you. As a matter of fact, I think that concept is overated, so you can sleep easy cassanova.” “You can’t blame me for having this conversation. You weren’t exactly zero on the crush scale.” I jabbed. Lily blinked and I immediately regretted my words. This was the first time any of us had brought up that night. And to do it now. I could feel her seething across from me. Cheeks red from anger or embarrassment. Maybe both. “I was a dumb kid, Jace.” “What’s to show that has changed?” I countered. Like I wasn’t staring at an opposite version of the girl who had confessed that she liked me, and then tried to kiss me. In a way, this was good. Because the woman across from me was more likely to stab me with a fork than press her lips to mine. She breathed deep and when she breathed out a smile was on her face. “Oh nothing’s changed, Jace. You’re going to see a whole lot of old me these coming weeks, and I can’t promise to not fall at your feet, or better, crawl into your lap like a needy whore.” Her words sent a jolt straight to my dick. “And he’s back to eyeballing me again.” She whispered with an eyeroll. “I never thought you were this vulgar Lilypad.” In front of me, Lily’s body tensed, her eyes widened and her eyes darted to the man standing next to our booth. Her ex, whatever his fucking name was, stood there, his attention on Lily as he gave her a disgusted look. “Mr Jace whitmore. It feels nice to run into you again so soon.” He gave me a friendly smile. Like the last time we met hadn’t ended badly. I stared at him blankly, till he shifted on his feet uncomfortably. My threat from the party still stood, if this man irked me just enough, I would make him regret ever meeting my girlfriend.***** LILY *****Jace glanced above my head. Like he was waiting to be saved by a mystery problem. The alarms went off signaling the end of the game. I didn’t really care about my points on the score board, I was about to score right now. If only he’d bloody look at me. “You gave me your word.” I reminded him.“I did.” He concurred, “tricky little minx.” He braced his hand on the block behind me, and pulled my fingers from underneath his vest. “We didn’t say anything about touching.”“We didn’t say anything about not touching.” I argued back, holding his shirt tighter. “If you want this kiss, you will do exactly what I tell you.” His tone had taken a slight deep, not exactly bossy, but also not leaving room for refusal. Shit. When were they going to turn the lights on so I could see his face. “Lily.”My hands dropped to my sides, but I inched forward a little. Jace had a little smirk on his face before his head descended. My hands itched to come up, to cling tightly to the hair a
***** LILY *****I managed to get hit twice before Jace grabbed me by the waist and hauled me back to our hiding spot.“Now why the fuck would you do that?” He hissed.“I didn’t say I was going to make your job easier.”He said a few curse words and peeked his head over the block to scout for others. “Fine. You want to be that way?” He hooked his finger under my vest and pulled me closer. My heart jerked like it was on a string. “New deal, you do exactly as I say, when I say it, or I’m going to fuck up your next revenge ploy against your ex. I tutted, “Fine.” Whatever. The entire game was fifteen minutes. I could definitely get hit five times without even trying. Then…I would get my reward. A tingle sizzled down my spine. “onward soldier.”“No more running.”“You have my word.” “You stay glued to my side.”“No better place to be, pretty boy.” He let out an unintelligible sound, raised his gun up and started to walk. “Other than my family, what other red string is there?” He glan
***** JACE *****Gianna moaned, and wriggled her ass at me unaware that my dick was back in my pants. “You’ve been so good. You deserve a reward don’t you?” She nodded, a whimper escaping her when I pressed my palm into her pussy. “Take it then.”She ground into my fingers getting herself off on that, and the noncommittal encouragement I provided till her body shook with her orgasm. I kissed her shoulder softly; the only thanks, and apology for leaving so abruptly, before I snagged a tissue on the entry table, wiped my fingers off with it, tossed it in the trash and left in more of a rut than when I showed up.I could not even bring myself to ask about the talk she had been hinting at us having. I fled her house like a man being hunted. And maybe I was. Haunted and taunted by Lily’s know it all smirk.I had told her to find someone to turn her interest on. I should hope that she did. It meant we could bury this topic like it never existed. I brushed my hand over my face, hating the
***** JACE *****Horrible idea. I declared it from the first day, and I was fucking right. I slid into my car, pulled up Gianna’s name and dialed. If she was too busy, then I would find someone else. Maybe not Daisy- definitely not her, but someone just as discreet as Gianna would be. It didn’t matter what body I was burying myself in, it just had to be done, because clearly, my lack of sex was affecting me badly.Fuck, I could not get the image of her, staring at me so hungrily, like she wanted to take a bite out of me. There was particular pleasure to be found when women took the reins. Some were shy and didn’t know what to do, or overwhelmed with the prospect. Others touched to please…Lily touched me for her own pleasure.It felt good to watch her be selfish. It should feel horrible, I corrected the thought. It was abysmal.“Hello, stranger.” Gianna’s sultry voice came from the speakers. I loosened my grip on the steering wheel.“Gigi.” Simple enough words. I doubt I could mana
***** LILY *****Colds were a good reminder of how awesome it was to be able to breathe properly. Recovering from one, meant enjoying all the smells around you. None should be taken for granted.So it was with great pleasure that I took my first unobstructed inhale while awake, expecting the smell of flowers or peppermint from that diffuser I bought two weeks ago. Instead, I got a whiff of perfume.Not mine. I nudged closer to figure out the mystery provided by the nose Gods, feeling a bout of sleepy victory when I identified whose it was.Jace.Wait, Jace? My eyes flew open, fighting sleepiness as I realized that my pillow hadn’t turned into a solid male body at night, I was lying next to one. Currently clinging to him, like I was afraid he would slip away.Shit how do I fix this? He wouldn't notice if I rolled off, would he?I tested my theory by shifting just a smidget and felt him stiffen under me. “Lily.” He groaned, and boy did the sound do wonders to my sex deprived brain. I
**** JACE *****I was a busy man. The several files decorating my table and bottomless unopened emails was proof of that, and yet, I found the time to check my messages again. Three days since we had dinner at her sister’s and still nothing from Lily. No plot to take down her ex boyfriend, or a cheeky message directed to her “snookums”. Radio silence. I loosened my tie and refreshed our messages again. My last text to her had been about our company’s moral outing and there was still not a word from her, so I wasn’t worrying for nothing. Or was I just getting the silent treatment. “Mr Whitmore,” Amy’s voice came through the intercom. “Just confirming if you’ll be available for your two o’clock meeting.”I glanced at the watch on my wrist. That was in thirty minutes. There were several things I could fit into that time, then have the meeting and attend to other things I’d planned for the day.“Mr. Whitmore?”Don’t even think about it, it’s a bad idea…“Jace?”I grabbed my jacket off
***** JACE *****I could get rid of him. A simple note to the right person ans “Taser” wouldn’t be able to walk into my building, but I knew what doing that would mean.It meant I cared enough about Lily to get her ex dropped, and I didn’t, so Timothy would join the interns that would be in the off
LILYI had imagined what our first meeting after the breakup would be like. So many scenarios in between all my crying.In one he would walk in on Jace all over me, and I would flip my hair dramatically and say we didn’t see him there. Of course, that imagination branched farther and more detailed
JACEWhat was this kiss but one bad decision to top the others. It couldn’t be helped though.And as my lip brushed against her soft full lips, I decided my decision wasn’t so bad. Her lips parted, perhaps in shock of what was happening. I took advantage of the gap, and deepened the kiss till our l
***** LILY ***** The music was louder with the door open. Just like Camille to turn the entire house into her personal dj booth with no regard for me or our neighbors. I remembered all the times I’d apologized for her behavior and began whistling.We lived in a two bedroom apartment, and she had t







