"Why do you believe in God?" I most definitely wasn't expecting a question like that and unlike some people who have practised their answers, I didn't know what to say.
I was totally clueless and to some, that may seem as if me believing in God is not real, but for me its more about...
"I feel him more than I know him. Besides it being the religion I was brought up in and by the way, I don't believe in religion but God."
"Why don't you believe in religion? How can you say you believe in him if you don't believe in religion?"
"See that's where people get it wrong, for me all religion does is segregate people and makes them believe that whoever they believe in is better than whoever you believe in. At the end of the day you all still praying to a higher power who is God, no matter what his name is to you. He is within you not far away from you. He lives in you." I shrugged satisfied with my explanation.
I woke up with my arms around Rina. She's still sleeping, she looked peaceful and happy. I'm so glad she didn't fight me yesterday when I told her she would be sleeping with me.I couldn't sleep on Saturday night alone, sleeping her was one of the best sleep I have ever had... extremely warm.Her body pressed against mine and the way she would cling onto me when I would turn around was cute, we ended up with her sleeping on top of me and although it was the best sleep, it was kind of horrible too.She changed her position again to sleep on her side with her backside pressed to my front, she shifts and pressed her ass onto me, I groaned putting my ha
I woke up with my arms around Rina. She's still sleeping, she looked peaceful and happy. I'm so glad she didn't fight me yesterday when I told her she would be sleeping with me. I couldn't sleep on Saturday night alone, sleeping her was one of the best sleep I have ever had... extremely warm. Her body pressed against mine and the way she would cling onto me when I would turn around was cute, we ended up with her sleeping on top of me and although it was the best sleep, it was kind of horrible too. She changed her position again to sleep on her side with her backside pressed to my front, she shifts and pressed her ass onto me, I groaned putting my hand over my face hoping not to wake her up. She does it again and this time I grunt because honestly I'm really trying to stay composed but her moving around is not helping. She turns around and faces me throwing her leg over mine and snuggling up to my chest, I took off my shirt in the middle of the night. She mumbles something abou
"Ah, so you two made up, so cute."We had just walked in the living room and Bo had a bowl of cereal in his hands sitting crossed leg on the couch watching whatever that is, Rina went to sit next to him smiling at him."Well you definitely look better than you did a few hours ago." he said laughing at her reaction."I look crusty af." She exhaled looking worn out, she rests her head on his shoulder closing her eyes after a few minutes she's asleep, I can hear from the light snores coming from her. Bo look's at me and then motions for me to take her because he's still eating and she's sleeping on the arm that's holding the spoon. I roll my eyes at him and take her carrying her bridal style, Bo's eyes glimmer with amusement.I take her to her room, I would've taken her to mine but it's still a mess regardless of how much she tried to clean it, a smile crept its way to my face as I looked at her sleeping, she's always been beautiful in my eyes. I think of earlier and how she comforted me
Today is Thursday which means tomorrows Friday which means its the gala and I'm not prepared for that at all, K and Rabo have been trying to convince me that everything will be alright, see I'm really trying to believe them but I'm having a hard time doing that considering all the stories I heard of 'Mester Esther' that's what Rabo calls him... Her! I meant her.We all sitting in the living room with my legs on top of K's lap and Rabo sitting on the couch opposite ours. The way K and I are seated is really weird, my legs are on his lap and he has his head on my stomach, so I'm playing with his hair and his hand is moving up and down my thighs, its quite a comfortable position and I'm feeling really sleepy."You two are so adorable. I swear they're definitely goi
It's finally Friday and I'm panicking, I am not at all ready for all of this, I could just pretend I'm sick, yeah I will do that. I get up and try to make myself look sick, I ruffle my hair which doesn't help in any way because that's how my hair always looks like in the morning, practice cough and sneezing, alright I'm good now."K!" I shouted out, that didn't come out as someone who's sick but oh well, he is just going to believe me, he comes into my room without his shirt and I try very hard not to look better because wooh anyone would feel better after seeing that."Wassup?" he asked taking his toothbrush out of his mouth."I'm not feeling well at all, I think I'
We've arrived at the estate, K told me they bought this one when they moved here fifteen years ago, they originate from the UK and that's where their headquarters are based. That's his home. But then again, why are they here?"Then why'd you guys move here?" I asked him looking around the home."Father felt the need to expand, and Esther just wanted the sun." He shrugged as we walk to the entrance, it's heavily decorated and looks like a place where only rich people would hang out."This is a bit extra." I mumbled, K chuckles and unhooks our arms putting his hand on my back
"Father wants to talk to you." I was hoping to only talk to him when I'm about to leave, we still have three more hours of this horrible gala to go through and I honestly do not want to be in an even worse mood as it is. Mother has already pissed me off, and Jerome had to add on to it.I let go of Rina's waist and kiss her forehead."I'll be back." she nodded and smiles up at me, this feels like I'm going to war after all this is my father so might as well be walking into a battle."Geez brother you won't be gone forever, I'll take care of her for you." That's the shit I'm afraid of right there."No, it's cool, I'll go look for Karabo." Rina said, smart girl."Use this time to get to know your brother, I swear you won't regret it." Rina loo8ks at me with her eyes wide open as if she's asking for help, I can't believe I'm about to do this."Yeah cool, you'll be okay.""You sure?" She squinted her eyes at me, begging me not to leave her with him."Yeah, be back in a jiff."I walked away
We get to the apartment and Rina has already taken off her heels, they didn't look comfortable either way. We both sit on the couch, I take her legs and put them on my lap, massaging them, she moans in response and throws her head back."That feels so good. Please don't stop, my feet ache.""Why'd you even wear heels?" I looked at her and she shrugged."It was a gala.""So?""What do you mean ' so '? Aren't you supposed to go there looking all formal and shit?"