Chap 58: I started a new life.

Three months have passed since I left Modesto. The first day of the new year was a bad day for me. Although Muriel and her family prevented me from leaving, I have no right to stay here since Steven suggested so.

I went to Oregon because Muriel once told me that there are many fields of tulips here. And I ended up stopping in Hillsboro and working on a tulip farm. Thanks to this job, I have eased the pain in my heart. Of course, it will never go away, but at least when it comes to it, the feeling of pain in the heart will no longer be.

I look at the brilliant beauty of the tulip farm and smile; now, I am satisfied with my life. One thing that I did not expect is that God has given me a very precious gift. And that is my lifeline. The past three months have been challenging; I felt like I had collapsed when I had to endure bad things, and the only happiness in life was also lost. But life was growing inside of me, and I didn't allow myself to be weak. I will do everything to be able to