Amanda knew her husband’s affections were never hers, especially when she had gotten married in the place of her sister, Selene. But even still she hoped Ryan would come to love her, so she endured the endless abuse from his mother, and the pressure to beat an heir for the esteemed Steward family. Amanda had sacrificed everything to be the perfect wife, from her job as a doctor to her freedom, wanting nothing more than to be acknowledged by the man she loved. But her hopes come crashing down when Selene returns pregnant with Ryan’s child. Amanda was abandoned without a thought, even when she revealed she was also pregnant, it meant nothing to Ryan Steward. Just like that Amanda was left to fend for herself, as even her parents turned a blind eye to it all. But she was determined to rise again, and she chose to pursue her dreams to give her child a secure future. Seven years later, Amanda had grown to become the most sought-after doctor in the country, and she had a brilliant son to support her. But what happens when fate brings her to meet Ryan once again, but this time as a doctor and client? What happens when he begs for her forgiveness for the past? Will Amanda forget the pain she endured and accept him? Or will their reunion set the path for a more thrilling train of events?
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Boom!!!
The second balloon popped from where I had hung it earlier in the day, jolting me out of my thought, the tiny pieces falling on the bed.
I watched as the clocked ticked again, signalling another hour added to the ones I had ticked down.
He wasn't still back from work, I moved to the kitchen and started heating the food I had prepared all over again.
"Maybe it's work, my husband is so good at his job that he has to stay longer to round up things. It's his company though, he has it at heart." I muttered to myself while turning of the microwave for the third time that night.
I knew I was making excuses for him again, he didn't come home last night too and it was already late in the night today.
This was our third year Anniversary, he wouldn't miss it for anything. I had stayed up all day decorating our room, I made his favourite dishes, ordered for his favorite wine, he would be back in no time.
The clock ticked louder but my heart slamming against my chest was the loudest, I sat on the little cushion in our shared bedroom, running my fingers around the little box I had kept our anniversary gift in, this was sure to make him happy.
12AM
The clock ticked again, the hole in my heart deepened.
"What's happening here?" His voiced pulled me out of my thoughts.
I turned to the door, my face lit up as my eyes fell on my husband, the man I had loved earnestly for years now.
He stood there, his expression stoic, he didn't look happy but I was sure with everything I had planned tonight, he would come out of it.
"Hey babe, happy wedding anniversary." I announced as I walked over to meet him.
"What's this about?" He asked as his eyes raked the room.
"I was trying to put something together for us to celebrate today, don't mind how it looks, I'm not really good at these decorations." I said smiling to hide my nervousness.
"And what's so special about the day that you had to litter my room with such stuff." He asked, his eyes boring holes in my head.
"It's our anniversary baby – "
"What's there to celebrate about it? I have told you countless times on this same day that I don't share in the reason for this celebration."
He was right, he had said it on our first anniversary, he had also said it on our second anniversary, was I being too delusional to understand he wouldn't change his mind even if it was our seventh anniversary?
"I'm sorry Babe, I just thought it would be a nice idea to do this." I said twirling the hem of my skirt in embarrassment.
"What part of relationship will it change? don't you think it'll be better if we both ignored it? Every year you keep reminding me of my misery, this day is not worth celebrating, you know it's my biggest life mistake."
"Our marriage was a mistake?" I asked in shock.
"The biggest I've ever made." He replied with disgusted look on his face, the same one I've been used to for the past years of our marriage.
"Okay, come inside, I'll go downstairs to arrange your dinner." I said trying hard to fight back tears, I was used to the harsh words anyways.
He walked inside the room, that was when I noticed the figure behind him, someone had been standing at his back the whole time.
"Selene?" I half asked.
My younger sister was standing behind him with an expression I couldn't read.
"What are you doing here by this time? Is everything okay at home?" I asked.
She didn't reply, she walked inside and sat on the cushion, the same one he was sitting on.
I watched the both of them in shock and silence, hoping one person would break it and tell me what was going on, but they were both quiet.
"Can you guys tell me what's going on? Ryan, why did you bring my sister to the house by this time?"
"I'm moving in." Selene said without looking into my eyes, she focused them on the red balloon I had tied over the bed.
Looking at it now, I felt silly.
"Moving in? Why am I just finding out about it now? Is everything okay?" I asked still not making sense of what was happening.
"Ryan go ahead and tell her, I don't have the energy for this please."
My eyes moved from my younger sister to my husband who was resting his back on the chair, eyes closed.
I hated the fact that something was happening and I was the only one with no idea of what it was. Had my parents called him to bring her home? Was there trouble at home? The more questions I had, the more confused I became.
"Amanda, I want a divorce."
The words made something snap in my head, I didn't know if I had heard wrong but at the same time, it was clear and loud.
"What did you say?"
"We both know this marriage thing isn't working, been with you is torture and I'm not ready to do that for the rest of my life, I don't want this anymore and right now, the only thing I want is to be free from you."
"Free from me? A divorce? Ryan what has gotten into you? This is our third year anniversary, we're supposed to be celebrating it together, not you telling me about a divorce."
The thought of it made my heart sink, it felt like the news had constricted my air flow, I was struggling to breath while fighting back tears.
"But, what went wrong? Selene, please talk to Ryan, help me plead with him, he wants to divorce me." I pleaded with my sister who had a bored expression on her face.
He was doing this to me in front of my family member.
"She can't do anything about it , isn't it obvious Amanda? I am marrying selene, she's already carrying my child."
The room fell silent, the only thing I could hear was the echoes of his words in my head, my world went dark.
Amanda's POV The hospital was quiet, too quiet.It had been two days since the warehouse. Two days since Blair’s small, trembling voice faded in my arms. Two days since Selene was dragged away, broken and screaming her daughter’s name.But the silence didn’t feel peaceful. It felt heavy.Levi was asleep in his room in my office, curled tightly around his blanket. Adam sat by the window of my office, staring at nothing, his face hollow. I had never seen him look that way before .He didn’t speak much anymore. He just sat there, his hand wrapped around Blair’s bracelet."Adam." I said softly, walking toward him. "You should rest."He shook his head slowly. "She was just a kid, Amanda." His voice cracked. "A kid, She should have been in school, not, there."Tears filled my eyes, but I didn’t answer, there was nothing to say that could fix it.Ryan placed a hand on Adam’s shoulder. "We’ll make sure she’s remembered, I promise you that."Adam nodded, though his eyes were distant, lost so
Amanda’s POVThe flashing red and blue lights of the police van covered the warehouse with it's colours. They were finally here.Police cars, Sirens, Paramedics. The chaos of it all felt distant, like I was standing in a dream I couldn’t wake up from.Selene was on her knees, still clutching Blair’s lifeless body, whispering her name over and over. Her voice was gone, raw and broken beyond repair.The gun she once held was discarded far from her, her body shook up with every word that came out of her mouth."Ma’am, you need to let go of the child." a police officer said gently, stepping closer, he bent down to pull her hands away from Blair's body. Her own clothes were already covered with her blood, her face and hair from where she had slapped herself earlier and the strands of hair she pulled.Selene didn’t even look up. "She’s cold." she whispered, her fingers brushing Blair’s hair. "She never liked the cold. My baby doesn't like staying out in the cold, can I get a blanket, I
Amanda’s POVThe gun hit the concrete with a loud sound, rolling far away from her."Blair!" Selene screamed, springing forward before anyone could move. She caught her daughter just as her knees buckled, the little girl’s weight folding into her arms.Blood was everywhere, it made the hair on my skin stand. I've been a doctor for the longest time but seeing this much blood from Adam's daughter,it made me sick and heartbroken.Wait!Adam. My heartbroke."No, no, no." Selene’s voice cracked, breaking apart as she pressed her hands against the wound. "You’re okay, baby. You’re okay, Mommy’s here."Blair’s small fingers trembled as they clutched her mother’s wrist. Her lips moved, but the words came out faint. "Mom… it hurts, am I going to die and I won’t see you again?"My body moved before my mind caught up. I dropped beside them, my hands shaking. "Selene, we have to stop the bleeding."But she shoved me away so hard I almost fell. "Don’t touch her!" she screamed, h
Amanda’s POV "Selene, please don't." I said in a crocked voice, my words choking me. I looked at Levi, his eyes were searching for me. "Tell him to put down his fucking gun or I'll blow his brains off, Amanda don't push me, you were supposed to come here alone." I turned to look at Ryan, my eyes pleading with him to drop the gun. He did and i turned back to her, by now. "I'm sorry, you know how Ryan is, he insisted." For a moment, she just stood there, staring at the small figure peeking from behind the crates. Her gun lowered slightly, her breath ragged. "Blair." Blair froze, tears glistening in her eyes. "Mom." she whispered, her voice trembling. Selene stumbled back as if struck. “You shouldn’t be here. You weren't supposed to see all this."l Her voice rose higher, edged with panic and rage. Ryan’s hand brushed my arm, a silent warning to stay put. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t just stand there while everything fell apart. I stepped out from behind the wall, my hands rais
Amanda’s POV The drive to the outskirts of the city felt like it wouldn't end, we've been there, we've done this before. The more reason I had bitten half of my nails, Anxiety sweeping over me. Every turn of the wheel, every flash of headlights outside the window, made my stomach twist tighter, I prayed for Levi's safety, if Selene as much as laid a finger on the hair on his head, I was ready to send her to the great beyond. Ryan drove like a man possessed, his knuckles white around the steering wheel. Adam sat in the back, his laptop open on his knees, tracking the blinking dot on the map. It felt like I had just been thrown into a bottomless pit, hitting bumps as i felt deep into it. "She’s not moving." he muttered, his eyes still on his laptop. "She's staying in one place, meaning she's still there at the ware house. Sometimes, it takes things like this for one to really know another person, I had no Idea Adam could track anyone. "The same one we met Clara, right?" Ryan a
Amanda’s POVThe phone rang again.This time, I picked and tried holding myself, holding myself from screaming my lungs out, holding myself from hurling words at Selene.Then I heard it, a faint sound coming from the phone speaker, it was low, i could recognize that voice from anywhere, I was about saying something but stopped when I heard it clearly It was a cry, Levi’s cry.My whole body froze, my chest squeezing so tightly I couldn’t breathe. "That’s him."I whispered, dropping to my knees and pressing the phone to my ear again. "Levi, baby mommy’s here, Mommy’s–"The sound cut off.Just silence."Ryan." I choked, tears streaming down my face. "He was crying, I heard him. Oh God, he’s crying."Ryan grabbed the phone, his face pale as he played the last bit of the call. Adam was already on his laptop, his fingers flying over the keys."Give me a minute." Adam muttered, voice tight with focus. "If the signal’s active, I might be able to trace it."I stumbled to my feet, pacing the
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