LOGINWhat have I done? I felt so guilty looking at my father being punched by Alpha William. He didn't have to do that. He could have just let me die. I don't know why he's acting like a superhero right now. I don't know why I am so important to him when all I did was disappoint him.
But the duel didn't end that way. My father stood up and responded to Alpha William's attack. This time, he got the alpha cornered and did the same to his face. He looked so eager to kill him. Everyone was shocked by what happened or how it turned out this way.
“Get him! Get him!” They shouted.
In the end, both Alpha William and my father got knocked down the platform, their bodies full of wounds and covered in blood.
Everyone's attention turns towards me. Their eyes filled with rage, as if telling me that it was my fault why this happened.
It was indeed my fault. My father wouldn't endure such pain if it weren't for me. I didn't only kill the Luna of our pack but also brought great trouble to everyone, especially my father. I know I deserve to be executed just like what Alpha William said.
“Let's get out of here.” My mother suddenly grabbed my arm, and we made our way through the crowd. The pack was growling on our sides, wanting to kill me and my mother, but hesitated. Thanks to her, they didn't hurt me.
“Melina, I hope you know what you're doing,” Gamma Leonardo said, stopping us. His underlings, other gammas, flanking on his sides.
“Let us go, Leonardo!” My mother growled. “Henry won the duel. It's our right to decide what to do with my daughter.”
“I don't think you see it right, Melina,” Gamma Leonardo said, slipping his hands inside the pocket of his jeans. He's wearing a black leathery jacket with an open front, showing his hairy chest. He reeks of menace. “Your husband didn't win at all, but you're acting so confident. It wasn't even a tie. We saw everything, Melina, how your husband cheated just to win and save your acting-brilliant daughter.”
“Cheated?” My mother seemed to laugh. “Do you hear yourself, Leonardo? You must have been blind. You can mock my husband, but not my daughter.”
Gamma Leonardo laughed out loud. “You are so overprotective of your daughter, who failed to keep her position. Defending her only makes you appear as the one who killed Luna Asfara, or maybe you and your family really planned it all, didn't you?”
I know what Gamma Leonardo was trying to say. But we are not like him and his underlings. Despite how bad Alpha William and Luna Asfara rule the pack, not once in our lives did we plan to kick them out of their positions.
My mother gritted her teeth. She clenched her fist and was about to throw a punch to Gamma Leonardo's face, but I stopped her. “Mom…”
Mom took a deep breath, calming herself down. “I don't care whatever you say, Leonardo. You can accuse us however you want, but you're not in the position to tell us what to do. You're just a lowly gamma who can't even move on your own without your underlings. I hope you know your position and stop being so boastful.”
Gamma Leonardo seemed to have lost the will to play his game. Mom forced our way out of the place.
I could almost feel their eyes on our backs as we walked away. I heard Gamma Leonardo cursed under his breath, probably because he tasted his own medicine, and instead of humiliating us, he only made a fool out of himself.
We went back home. I know I'm already dead if not because of my mother. Those eyes show how much they want me to disappear. They no longer treat me as a member of the pack, and I can’t stay here anymore, or I'll die.
“I'm sorry, Tricia.” My mother wrapped me in a warm embrace. “But you have to leave as soon as possible. Your father did everything he could to save you, but you can't stay here and be treated as usual. You've ruined your belonging by killing Luna Asfara, so run, run as fast as you can, and go away before Alpha William wakes up and kills you.”
“But how about you? How about Dad?” I asked.
“Don't worry about us, darling. We can handle ourselves. What's more important is that you're safe, and there's only one way for you to become safe: go far away and never come back no matter what happens. You're going to live a long life, so don't waste it.” She kissed my forehead.
“Here. Take this with you for protection.” She gave me a necklace with a glowing sapphire pendant, and pushed me away. “Now go! They are coming!”
I didn't even have the chance to pack my things up, as everyone was coming to kill me. I had to run away as fast as I could, with nothing but the necklace my mother gave me and the robe. I ran through the dark woods, away from the place where I grew up. The pack were chasing after me with their torches. They were going to kill me, tie me up to a tree, and burn me down like I'm a witch.
I tripped more times than I could count, but I stood up and ran. It was a full moon, and the pack had probably transformed to their beast form, but I couldn't transform myself. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself again.
Tears streamed down my eyes as I ran. The surroundings blurred, and I didn't see the tree stump in front of me and stumbled hard. I heard the wolves howling. They are close. They are going to kill me. I have to run. I tried to stand up, but the bone in my leg was aching so hard. Then I heard harsh laughter and the leaves rustling.
“Look who's here,” a deep and gravelly voice said.
I looked back and saw Gamma Leonardo. Half of his body was in beast form, and the lower part was still human. He looks more terrifying than I expected. His eyes were red and filled with menace. He laughed harshly as he walked toward me.
We arrived at the city before midday. My eyes felt so heavy as if they were going to fall, and my stomach was growling from hunger. I didn't sleep well last night because of those mosquitoes and ants. I'm sure Aaron's also starving.There are a lot of moving things around, resembling a buckwagon, but they are more advanced. "Those are cars," Aaron said, giving me a slight nudge. "Come on, we should sell this horse first. We can't keep it with us if we want to stay here. We'll have to pay for a farrier and vet."There are a lot of new things around I haven't seen before. The streets are busy with cars. Many people are moving back and forth on the sides of the tall buildings. It's so noisy, and the air is thick with pollution.I followed Aaron to the horse buyer's house. He negotiated with the man while I waited for him outside. Finally, Aaron stepped out of the door with a bag full of cash."Good grief, he finally agreed with the price. Come, let's grab something to eat." Aaron held my
I lost control over myself again. My body ran and leaped towards Aaron. I'm seeing him from a bloody lens. He's dangerous, like how I saw Luna Asfara before I killed her. I needed to stop myself before I could make the same mistake again, but I felt so powerless over my wolf. I don't want to see Aaron die in my own hands, but I can't even close my eyes.Even though we've just met, Aaron is the first man who made me feel this way. It is as though I've found home after being banished from the pack. I can be who I am around him. He might not be perfect and acts like a kid sometimes, but I like him for who he is, and I never thought I'd be the reason for his death.Thoughts stopped racing in my head when my wolf jumped above Aaron and attacked those wolves who were trying to kill Nathan. Fiercely, my claws scratched and threw them away one by one while growling until they all ran away and escaped.Then I turned towards Aaron. The blood from my vision is already gone, as if there's no long
Aaron's question made me feel guilty. I want to do what Hellen asked me to do, but I don't want Aaron to hate me and distance himself. He already felt betrayed that his mother didn't tell him the truth. I shouldn't make it more difficult for him, so I decided to spill the beans."It's not that I'm hiding something. I'm just respecting your mother's request," I said."Tell me about it. I won't be mad," he replied."You really want to know?" I asked, thinking about what Hellen told me: how Aaron acts when he's mad. It's not that I'm afraid of him; I just don't want to cause trouble."Of course. She's my mother. I have the right to know whatever is going on," he said.I sighed before saying, "Your mother asked me to take care of you once she's gone. She's going to pay me her savings instead of using it to cure her illness.""What?" Aaron exclaimed. "How could she do that? I'm not a child anymore who needs a nanny. She should have thought about herself first.""She loves you so much that
Hellen was right. I know nothing about how she felt. Also, my parents did the same. Even though I've disappointed them, they still think about my safety. They did everything they could to save me.After eating our food, Hellen and I went back home. On our way, I've been thinking about what she asked me. I don't really know if I can do it, but I think it's worth a try. I can not only earn money to support myself but also experience how it is to be human.I sighed as I lay down on my bed. Looking at my palms, I remembered what I did to Luna Asfara. I don't know how I could kill her. I've never done such a thing before. Something must be wrong with my wolf. All I know is that it's dangerous to transform, for I might not be able to control myself again. I don't want to hurt innocent people.I held the pendant that my mother gave me before I left. It made me remember the memories I had with my parents when I was young. How time flies by. One moment we were happy together, then in just a bl
I swung my legs off the bed and tidied up my bedsheets and pillows before going to the kitchen. The woman was sitting by the table, having coffee. She's so kind. A lot of things happened last night, and I forgot to ask her name."Good morning, ma'am," I said, approaching her."Morning, Tricia. How's your sleep?" she asked."Great. Thanks for the soft bed," I replied, though her question made me remember the wet dream I've had."I'm glad to know that. Want some coffee?" She asked, standing up. "By the way, I'm going to the market today to buy some things, and I'll need some help. Can you come with me?""Of course I can. That's the least I can do." I sat down in the chair. "What's your name, by the way?""Just call me Hellen." She offered a warm smile, stirring the coffee in a mug with a spoon. "Here's your coffee.""Thanks." I sipped the black coffee. It smells incredible and tastes great, though it's the first time I've tasted it. Werewolves aren't fond of coffee, and I only drank tea
I guess they are right. I did not expect it would be this hard to lie to someone you find attractive, especially when he looks into my eyes. I feel like he is undressing me. All the facade and walls I have put around me crumbled down, and I lay there helplessly naked.Come on, Tricia. You can't let a stranger do that to you. You're a beta; you should have the power to resist, especially with a human, and yet... Yet I felt so vulnerable no matter how much I reminded myself."The truth is, I came from the world of werewolves. I've done something unforgivable, and they banished me," I said, giving up all my inhibitions. I don't care if he would laugh or make fun of me anymore. I have nothing to lose anyway.Aaron didn't say anything but looked into my eyes, as if trying to find any signs of lies. "You don't seem to be lying," he said, still holding my eyes. "And you look pretty despite what you're wearing."Wait. Did he just compliment or insult me? I looked at my arms. I'm wearing this







